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Faolan
May 7th, 2013, 10:53 PM
At school today, as always, I felt really useless and unwanted. In choir class, I was the only person who didn't letter, and it all went downhill from there.
I cry often over one thing, then end up crying about everything. Anyways, when I stopped crying, I didn't feel emotional anymore, which is really strange, since I'm always a super emotional person. It feels like there's something missing in me, and that's what the "numbness" is. I almost cut my wrist tonight, but not quite.

Disasterology
May 7th, 2013, 11:12 PM
I often feel the same way, feeling useless and unwanted, lately been feeling numb. Things eventually get better, if not aim for a path that will lead to things getting better. You shouldn't cut, I honestly regret making that first cut that led to my 4yrs of cutting. It can become an addiction so you really shouldn't, it'll only make things worse, and I should know, because it has already happened to me.

Sudds3
May 15th, 2013, 10:35 PM
For what felt like the longest time i would wake up. Go to school. Come home. Go to bed always numb. I felt little parts of pain constantly but everything else just seemed to bounce off. I couldn't feel happy no matter how funny of a joke was told, angry no matter how much taunting, etc. i didn't talk to anyone and i had 6 of my teachers confront me about it. That was after all of my numerous emotional breakdowns. I just felt numb. And that was almost it. I was ready to leave but my friends kept me here which i hated then because i just wanted to leave. But now i am thankful that I'm here because summer is here and everything will be so much better. I hope this helped.