Getting harder to resist

[Disasterology]

Since my mom found out I cut I haven't cut my arms. That was the only place I would cut. After a couple of weeks I went to cutting my legs...she found out about that too. I really don't like being without a sweater or long sleeve no matter how hot it is. So whenever its hot and I'm wearing a sweater she thinks I'm cutting again, and searches me. It has been getting harder for me to resist not cutting on my arms again or anywhere for that matter, but now she is educated on self-harm and knows where people usually tend to cut, so its harder for me to hide cuts since she checks me every week. I know its dumb and I shouldn't cut, but I really cant withstand the urges anymore and I need a save hidden place to do so. I've tried snapping and other alternatives but to no avail. I don't want to cut, I told her I wouldn't do it anymore, but it's so hard. So does anyone have any suggestions? It'd be appreciate, if not then thanks anyways.

[Haydenn3]

Id suggest talking to her first about how its addictive and how your finding it difficult and maybe this will help but if you feel it wont change anything then maybe go see someone about it just talk for 5 minutes or 3 hours it really helps like today i sat and talked to a girl in my class who doesnt really socially interact all i done was asked her what her favorite colour was and how she feels allot and just simple questions nothing to revealing about her yet i new what was wrong with her and she said i helped it made her feel happy and content so what im getting at is talk to someone anyone and if you still need to cut maybe try the stomach or breast? i dont know other places then the arms or legs:(

[Disasterology]

Id suggest talking to her first about how its addictive and how your finding it difficult and maybe this will help but if you feel it wont change anything then maybe go see someone about it just talk for 5 minutes or 3 hours it really helps like today i sat and talked to a girl in my class who doesnt really socially interact all i done was asked her what her favorite colour was and how she feels allot and just simple questions nothing to revealing about her yet i new what was wrong with her and she said i helped it made her feel happy and content so what im getting at is talk to someone anyone and if you still need to cut maybe try the stomach or breast? i dont know other places then the arms or legs:(

I've talked to her about it and nothing has really changed. I'm not the type to socialize either, and don't like asking for help, but I'll try to talk to someone. Since she checks me practically all over I'll probably try breast, but really nothing is like cutting on my arm :\ Well thanks a lot for the advice, it is greatly appreciated ^-^