Fuzing
May 6th, 2013, 07:12 AM
I am allways depressed my whole life, because I am unworthy of enjoying my life. Otherwise I would never be sad. It is my fault, whatever I did to deserve this is my fault. Perhaps I have been killing people my whole life in my past life. Who knows what I have done. Atleast I don't have to remember all of it while I go through this punishment that we call life. Allthough, this pain is so severe. I'm assuming that I must've done something horrible and so I feel like I deserve the torment of those memories to intensify my guilt. Yet, I know I don't deserve anything, not even the request for more pain I deserve! I know that I am absolutely worthless!!