Just a rambling

[ReasonsForWeeping]

Sometimes you're walking down a lonely road the only road you've even known and WHAM! a semi rolls right over you sometimes you don't wake up but if you do you know things will never be the same sometimes it isn't so bad except the painted smiles and fake faces and the "It's okay" "Everything's alright" "No one will look at you differently" thos are just lies the kind that are meant to comfort you but really they make my skin crawl cause i know the truth people are always going to look at me different the rumors spread and were confirmed now i'm just the crazy girl who tried too kill herself with "I hate myself" carved on my wrist but no one ever asks why they look too your actions and condemn you too death I looked for an escape a way to get away from the crushing grief and yelling screaming head pounding shrieks but a survived somehow I made it though so does that make me a survivor does it mean I was kept here for a reason? I was taken away from the evil that poisoned me something must be looking out for me that mean it isn't completely hopeless

[Left Now]

Hope!...Hope of what you are;a unique person in the world.I feel like that too but no one cares about it.But when i think about what i can do,while the others can't,i will be calmed.

For example i am a professional writer as i am seeing the reasons for it,but others are not or even doesn't think about imagination.But my imagination is really strong.

So it will be a hope for me to continue the life with out feeling hopeless or depressed.

Try to think about your unique positive abilities,Which the others do not have it.

Also do not try to harm yourself.Life is still beautiful.