Wheatley
May 1st, 2013, 04:45 PM
Hey
Just looking back on past events and realized how crap my life is.
So, it's exam season and I'm 16. Trying hard to meet deadlines and revision has distracted me from everything, but it's all starting yo catch up with me now.
Firstly, I haven't been sleeping very well, meaning I can't process even a third of what I usually can. This is annoying since it's severely affecting school life.
Secondly, my parents seem to be ignoring me. My dad normally does this as he's a workaholic who spends 12+ hours out of the house only to get back and carry on working in the evenings. My mum just doesn't seem bothered about anything snymore, I'll tellheer about something, then when I reference back to it later she has no clue what I'm on about. She only remembers bad things (like me failing my maths mock) and then ends up shouting at me for being useless and failing everything everytime I go to start a conversation, so I don't tend to talk to her much. Then she turns around and moans at me for avoiding her all the time.
Thirdly, my real 'best friend' tends to ignore me a lot of the time and only answer me when it suits him. He knows I love him and pretends to be fine with it, though I can't shake the feeling that he's only friends with me to get free stuff.
Fourth, I am a moderator of a gaming forum whose admins are selfish and take credit for all of the work and thing that I create for them. For example, I made a steam trading bot for the forum, it did give me credit on It's profile originally but ever since an admin tweaked one line of code my name was gone from the profile. (That's just one examole)
I just need some people to talk to who are kind and caring (and aren't afraid to say things as they are)
Just looking back on past events and realized how crap my life is.
So, it's exam season and I'm 16. Trying hard to meet deadlines and revision has distracted me from everything, but it's all starting yo catch up with me now.
Firstly, I haven't been sleeping very well, meaning I can't process even a third of what I usually can. This is annoying since it's severely affecting school life.
Secondly, my parents seem to be ignoring me. My dad normally does this as he's a workaholic who spends 12+ hours out of the house only to get back and carry on working in the evenings. My mum just doesn't seem bothered about anything snymore, I'll tellheer about something, then when I reference back to it later she has no clue what I'm on about. She only remembers bad things (like me failing my maths mock) and then ends up shouting at me for being useless and failing everything everytime I go to start a conversation, so I don't tend to talk to her much. Then she turns around and moans at me for avoiding her all the time.
Thirdly, my real 'best friend' tends to ignore me a lot of the time and only answer me when it suits him. He knows I love him and pretends to be fine with it, though I can't shake the feeling that he's only friends with me to get free stuff.
Fourth, I am a moderator of a gaming forum whose admins are selfish and take credit for all of the work and thing that I create for them. For example, I made a steam trading bot for the forum, it did give me credit on It's profile originally but ever since an admin tweaked one line of code my name was gone from the profile. (That's just one examole)
I just need some people to talk to who are kind and caring (and aren't afraid to say things as they are)