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Joshezza
April 30th, 2013, 04:02 AM
umm i cant thank her enough she saved me and i saved her and i love her we arnt in a relationship like it says but thats because my friend asked me to re write it for Tumblr

You cut. The pain fades so you go again soon its an addiction
you can't control you know you should stop but the pain is so
good you deserve it for starting in the first place your at
your lowest your wearing jumpers in summer to cover scares
you cry you just wish you could die so why not try you've
tryed 3 times now but it dosent work you cry more wishing you
could leave this world. People have noticed your scares so
you make excuses "it was my cat" you lie. You stopped
trusting people long ago every where hurts you cry through
the night then you meet them that person that changed it all
you suddenly feel better but your still sad. they make you
feel special like your worth something you now survive
through the day just to talk to them at night you feel normal
again your scars are fading its been a month now since you
cut u stumbled at first so they helped you up. You trust them
now every thing is getting better you say you love them they
say it back your happy for the first time in a year your
scars are gone and your clean for 8 months your now in a
stable relationship and love each other
Don't worry it all gets better its an addiction but talking
to them is more of one. They may not come today but they can
save you or that person could just be inside of you trying to
get out.
Don't push people away or lock your self in you can be your
own savour love your self even if your scared of what you've
become or if you think your ugly your not you're beautiful
and your scars just tell story's and if they can't love those
story's they can't love you stay strong and they will
come