mynameisjane
November 30th, 2007, 06:25 AM
2 guys like me
first guy i've known for a while but only recently started talking to more, just because he's really quiet. he's a nice guy, he's cute, and my only problem with him is that he's quiet and so i dont feel like i know him well enough. and he hasnt flirted with me at all, i would never have been able to tell that he liked me if it werent for me asking him who he liked and him saying he wont tell me but its someone i know. but i've never even seen any of his friends who are girls and just by how he was looking at me i could tell it was me.
second guy is totally opposite. he's loud, shallow, not very good looking, and a jerk. for half the time we've been friends i've been mad at him. but i'm starting to understand him more so we dont get mad at eachother much. him and i and 2 other friends actually plan on moving in together next year. and when he's nice, i'm very attracted to him for some reason. i used to feel like i couldnt make him smile, so when i can make him smile, its like the greatest feeling, i love his smile, its crazy. and lately we've kinda been flirting with eachother. and its very fun to flirt with him, even if its just by how we're looking at eachother. but if we ever broke up, i wouldnt have friends anymore because we're from the same group of friends, and they're all closer to him. and i dont think i could find a funner group. and couldnt live with them next year.
so my head is telling me that i should go out with the first guy. not just because he's cute and sweet and i'd like to get to know him better, but because then me and the second guy would quit liking eachother. or it would make him jealous. i know it sounds evil, but i would love to make him jealous. but the first guy has never upset me, it might be good.
but my heart is telling me i'd rather be with the second guy, even though it probably wouldnt work out and it would screw everything up. but we have that connection, that chemistry.
first guy i've known for a while but only recently started talking to more, just because he's really quiet. he's a nice guy, he's cute, and my only problem with him is that he's quiet and so i dont feel like i know him well enough. and he hasnt flirted with me at all, i would never have been able to tell that he liked me if it werent for me asking him who he liked and him saying he wont tell me but its someone i know. but i've never even seen any of his friends who are girls and just by how he was looking at me i could tell it was me.
second guy is totally opposite. he's loud, shallow, not very good looking, and a jerk. for half the time we've been friends i've been mad at him. but i'm starting to understand him more so we dont get mad at eachother much. him and i and 2 other friends actually plan on moving in together next year. and when he's nice, i'm very attracted to him for some reason. i used to feel like i couldnt make him smile, so when i can make him smile, its like the greatest feeling, i love his smile, its crazy. and lately we've kinda been flirting with eachother. and its very fun to flirt with him, even if its just by how we're looking at eachother. but if we ever broke up, i wouldnt have friends anymore because we're from the same group of friends, and they're all closer to him. and i dont think i could find a funner group. and couldnt live with them next year.
so my head is telling me that i should go out with the first guy. not just because he's cute and sweet and i'd like to get to know him better, but because then me and the second guy would quit liking eachother. or it would make him jealous. i know it sounds evil, but i would love to make him jealous. but the first guy has never upset me, it might be good.
but my heart is telling me i'd rather be with the second guy, even though it probably wouldnt work out and it would screw everything up. but we have that connection, that chemistry.