No wonder they don't like me.

[Smeagol]

I'm such a pain. I realize that I'm going through shit right now... but I keep bringing it up. If I brought up every time I feel like crap, I would be unbearable, but it comes up at least once a day to everybody.

How can I stop being such a self centered, whiny bitch? I really can't help it sometimes (I started crying in the nurse's office and she kicked me out). But I feel like I'm a horrid person for just bringing all this misery into people's lives. I want to get better and be nicer but I feel like that will take a whole new group of people who don't regard me as a pathetic spoilsport. Because really, nobody likes me.

[Gwen]

Hey look, maybe other people don't like hearing about other people's problems because they have their own. But most people probably don't hate you. If you have problems it's good to share and if they don't want to hear it then don't share it with them. I and many other people like to be vented to as long as we can vent back ;) . I don't know you all to well, but you seem pretty cool to me. We all feel crappy and not talking to someone about it can be more harmful then good.

[Wanderer_]

Find someone in need that you can help

[crepesuzette]

that's what happened to me when i brought it up with someone i thought i could trust. turns out she was not reliable at all. she often chuckled when she heard my pain.
i would talk about how some assholes would talk shit behind my back and how some people were just not there for me. I was always down when i talked about how i didn't know who i could trust and many times i would cry on my own. seriously all those bitches are going to have to pay for what they did. i don't mean it vindictively but every stupid thing they do has a consequence.