View Full Version : What happens to you when you get strong urges?
UnknownError
April 24th, 2013, 05:57 PM
Just a question I've wondered, since I'm guessing everyone is different.
Personally, my arms and wrists start to physically burn, I can feel them heating up and it feels like they are literally being prodded with hot metal sticks. Obviously I'm imagining it, but it is actually painful.
What about you?
workingatperfect
April 24th, 2013, 06:06 PM
Mine don't get too strong actually, and it's only when I notice that my scars are fading. But I just get really nostalgic I guess, and depressed I want more cuts on my legs. Not so much for the sake of cutting, but for the comfort of having the cuts there?
Elysium
April 24th, 2013, 06:15 PM
It's more mental than physical for me. I just can't stop thinking about it.
AmuraVasendiu
April 25th, 2013, 05:33 AM
Same as Elysium, mostly. I'll just get the urge, and then I can't sit still, I can't stop thinking about what it's like to cut. The rubber band idea helps a lot, but I usually just get out of the house and try to hang out with friends, to try and ignore the feeling and hope it goes away before I have to get back home.
astrid
April 25th, 2013, 01:31 PM
That's interesting that you have a physical response, because I've never had that. Mine are always very much in my head, like a very strong craving & I tend to be unable to calm down unless I self-harm.
Love.Hate
April 27th, 2013, 04:43 PM
I start shaking, when I really feel the urge my arms go itchy and I just cant get my mind off it
Harley Quinn
April 27th, 2013, 05:22 PM
I get really nervous, I start to get really bad neck pain too strangely. I get clammy hands, my legs get jittery and my thighs start to get pins and needles.
Disasterology
April 27th, 2013, 10:45 PM
My right forearm starts to hurt when i get the urge to cut
Fiction
April 29th, 2013, 03:34 AM
I tend to just start feeling really restless. I can't sit still and my arms start to feel odd. It's not a pain, it's almost like they go numb. It's hard to explain. If it gets bad enough I usually end up pretty much involuntarily scratching myself or pulling my hair.
Thyodor
April 29th, 2013, 02:50 PM
generally what happens for me is that i will start hearing my razors calling me, my arm will usually respond by getting really itchy and begin to tense up making it harder to resist
Rayquaza
May 5th, 2013, 10:37 AM
Unconscious scratching of arms, face, jaw, Wiping face, Restless movements, Hair pulling
FullyAlive
May 6th, 2013, 07:56 AM
I shake, like my arms and my legs do and I have to wedge my feet under something to hold them flat on the floor and sit on my hands. My arms get really itchy and depending on how bad I feel I sometimes start to see blood like out the corner of my eye on stuff or on me its hard to explain like its obviously not there but it looks real-ish.
Silent Tears
May 11th, 2013, 10:10 PM
I get anxiety, and I honestly feel a hunger for it. I feel like I'm losing my mind, and I just image cutting, the blood, and the feeling of relief that I don't have right now. I can't sit still or anything either.
Deleted 12
May 13th, 2013, 04:59 AM
when im angry i will get shooting pains down my legs but its gotten better over the years.
XxfakexX
May 13th, 2013, 06:39 AM
I usually start to go dizzy and panic, (i have anxiety) My skin start to feel really tight and i get really tense, so it's like i have to scratch my way out. It's very uncomfortable.
The Awkward Artist
May 20th, 2013, 12:24 AM
My muscles start to get tense all over, and I start to shake. My head starts to hurt and I can't sit still or stop thinking about it. It's worse if I am having and anxiety attack.
Then I roll over and cry and shake and hyperventilate and all that jazz until the attack is over.
Jakefortin
May 20th, 2013, 12:27 AM
Wutt
CleanBlades95
May 20th, 2013, 02:06 PM
when i start to get the need to cut i just feel like i am shaking, but i am not. its a strange thing to describe the proper feeling
Croconaw
May 20th, 2013, 03:31 PM
I usually can't stop thinking about it. I rarely get urges, though.
King_of_Hearts
May 21st, 2013, 01:19 AM
I feel like my body is engulfed in fire. It is a very uncomfortable burning sensation.
pimpin aint easy
May 22nd, 2013, 06:31 PM
I don't know what happens I just feel my hands move on their own accord
VictoriaGotaSecret
May 22nd, 2013, 07:19 PM
My anxiety "levels" go sky high and if someone says one thing to start me I can be the total bitch or cry away. Then I start having panic attacks more than normally and just cannot be around people for very long.
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