I want to cut more

[Drew dReaMS]

My girlfriend and I cut for our last time the other night and then buried our razors. But each day I think I actually liked it. I've cut before but only 8 cuts and I didn't really like it. She WAS very addicted and together we've got her recovered, although she does still get depressed, as I do too. But each day I feel like I want to cut more, just to feel it. She is the only one that knows about my depression & cutting etc etc and it would really hurt her if I cut more, so I'm trying my hardest not to. But one day I know the urge to cut will be too much and I'll do it. What do I do?

[sandeepk]

Phew !! That's kind of ... really hard thing that you're doing on yourself man. Please find other ways to vent out what's inside...

[Blackheart Angel]

ok i'm not gonna make it seem like it can be easy to not cut or anything like that cos truthfully it's hard n can be quite...not irritating but i can't think of the right word sorry :/ but erm yeah some people say certain techniques or distractions n kind of like coping methods i guess help u with it either to act as like a release or a way to just stop... i hope this makes sense the words kept gettin jumbled hope you're ok tho

[Drew dReaMS]

bump

[Honest Attempt]

I know little about this subject, but I still know that you definitely should try and find another way of letting out emotions or having fun. Self harm is still a bad thing, despite how many people do it.