i cant stop crying!

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me and my boyfriend had a talk about a certain serious subject and he was telling me that it was dumb and he didnt wanna talk about it and im so sad that he said that because this is a very serious subject to me and it means so much and he doesnt seem to care.
earlier we were talking about what i went thru in the past w/ guys and stuff and right after that BOOM
"did you know we coulda had sex already"
well yeah i knew that but cmon now...
im just so upset cause soon afterwards im sure i made him upset and i feel terrible and im such a damn crybaby i wont stop crying:(
what is wrong with me
i stayed up til 6+ cause im sad and i just want to be happy
i doubt my boyfriends going to call me cause hes upset...
i love him so much and im thankful he at least said it back.

i feel so unloved tho.. like nothing i do matters :( now im crying and it sucks... ive been crying for like 2 hours now....

[TheWizard]

I've never been in a real relatsonship so its hard to relate.

Sounds like your BF is a virgin. He probnlely thinks you should have at least what you did for others. Then there is the matter with male ego You are more expeinced and that might blow his brian out of control.

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well what i meant in the past is something i was like... forced to do but i didnt want.. we both went thru that
i mean i did do stupid stuff that i wanted. regreat it. but yeah.. yes were virgins and we do stuff together just about everything but vaginal sex.. and i guess thats what drives us crazy..

were good now .. just hope it stays like that

[serial-thrilla]

lots of people cry. its good for you actually.

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is it really??

[Waiting]

i cry alot.
its fine
better for you then taking it out in other ways.