max041299
April 22nd, 2013, 06:07 AM
Ever since I was young, I had moved to different schools many times, so keeping friends was difficult. Last year, I met this girl. She liked me, but I thought she came on too strong. So, we became friends, and eventually best friends. We would talk on the phone for at least 8 hours a day on average. This went on for a few months. She dated people, I dated people, it was nothing. As I got to know her more and more, I began to fall for her. I told her how I felt and she rejected me. We remained close. I took some false signs and told her again, and she again rejected me. We suddenly stopped talking. A month ago, she told me that she was tired of losing friends (we got into high school) and wanted us to start talking again. We never followed through. I have a lot of people I would consider myself acquaintances with, but I have never felt the connection like I did with her. I am really tired of having no one to talk to, and I want to start talking with her again, not to be her boyfriend, but to be her friend. If eventually, we become more, I will be happy, but right now I just want that person to talk to. It's hard for me to open up to people, so I think she was my only chance of having a true friend. Right now, she has a boyfriend, a kid I know who is extremely nice to me, and I don't want her, or him, to think I am trying to get with her. I just want to know how to get as close as we used to be.
Please help, ANY responses will be useful.
Please help, ANY responses will be useful.