Self Harm Calendar

[Gazmo]

the whole of my left arm is covered with cuts. no bare skin now, just scars and cuts.

[Magenta]

24 for now. Right thigh.

HATE.

[Princess Ariel]

36 left arm
100+ right arm
"fag" , "cunt" "low life" right thigh
" her name" left thigh

All deep.
And the nights still young.

[Mortal Coil]

2 right wrist, shallow but bloody.
BETRAYAL, right leg. Shallow.
Wall punching (so loud my father could hear it from across the hall)

[XxfakexX]

4 left shoulder and 4 right shoulder, light
20 on my stomach, medium (bled like crazy)
scratching up my arm

[Mortal Coil]

I don't even remember. Do intentional overdoses without suicidal intent count? Burns, of course.

[xDarkAngelx]

UGLY inside right thigh, thursday.

About 5 inside left thigh, deep. Had a panic attack. Friday.

[Mortal Coil]

Scratched my arm until my burns bled,
eleven right leg,
three on my stomach.

[Gandalf]

Cut my left arm with scissors. Not deep though.

[xDarkAngelx]

LOSER inside right thigh.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

18 ish, although it's more just can't count them properly, wrist is hurting too much and some didn't actually bleed :s

[DarkWingedAngel]

26 on left arm and right thigh. Most are medium and shallow but got 2 deepish.

[Mortal Coil]

Biggest burn yet, right arm. Several cuts each leg. Picking, starving, and that thing where I dig my hipbones into hard surfaces so that it hurts.

[Jedd1398]

25 times both arms 15 right leg
shallow but a few medium

[Mortal Coil]

Three, deep, right leg. Picking, starving.

[Princess Ariel]

3 burns right arm

74 right leg
42 left leg
15 stomach.

Tight rubber band that cut of circulation for the past 24 hours.

[xDarkAngelx]

Yesterday, 112 left wrist. Lost it at the time and the most i've done at one time, so far.
Soon to be some today.

Edit: Today, about 100+ right wrist.

[Mortal Coil]

four new burns, right arm. 2 deep cuts, right wrist. 3 deep cuts, right leg. Overdose, skin picking, scratching, biting.

[Gandalf]

Again light cutting on my left wrist. Day 0 then :(

[DarkWingedAngel]

53 all up my left arm, some long some short, mostly from what I can see they are shallow to medium.

[Mortal Coil]

Punching, scratching, biting, picking.

[AkuRokuStalker]

5 right breast...first time in a long time...

[xDarkAngelx]

About 8 upper left arm, too few.

[Gandalf]

Can't fucking sleep. Several scrathes. Three light cuts and a bit of blood. Left wrist as usual.

[Mortal Coil]

More than I can count. I haven't done anything to my wrists since I was admitted on Saturday.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

6 shallowish ones on thigh....

[Mortal Coil]

Countless ones on both legs. Scratching on my arms, picking, and another form which is more difficult to explain.

[xDarkAngelx]

Yesterday, about 8 mostly deep inside upper right arm.

Soon will be some today and will update tomorrow.

[AkuRokuStalker]

Yesterday 5 scratches right breast. The guilt isn't there anymore. I was not even depressed I just craved it with a passion and gave into it.

[Fallen Angels]

Around 74 over all. 8 scratches from tonight. 3 on wrist 4 on ankle. Usually heals quickly. Probably be gone in the morning. Won't be able to tell I even did it at all.

[Mortal Coil]

Last night:
4, right wrist.
Somewhere between 100 and 200, right shoulder.
3, deep, right thigh.

[Fallen Angels]

5 cuts on my left arm. 1 was a lot bigger than I usually do :/ 2 were a little deeper than usual as well. They're getting bigger and deeper... I knew this would happen eventually :/ Now, I get to worry about hiding it because I started on my arms. Yay :/

[Mortal Coil]

four, deep, right leg. One, deeper, right wrist. Deliberately opened that one up this morning.

[project_icarus]

I've got billions of cuts over my fingers, one is a little deep but not bad, from the lid of a bottle of cider. I've been punching this brick wall straight on to my knuckles, too.

[World Eater]

14 on right arm and 12 on the left. They are mostly small but two of them are deeper than the others.

[Mortal Coil]

several, each leg and right wrist. I've also been doing that thing with my bones again...

[xDarkAngelx]

Only 10 upper left thigh, all deep.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

11... Lots of blood... Shit. Oh and deepish, the normal really.

[Fallen Angels]

5 from two nights ago
13 from last night. I'm getting quit the collection of small cuts on my arm..

[Mortal Coil]

7, right arm. One, deep, right leg.

[World Eater]

Two right wrist, kinda deep.

[Mortal Coil]

Lots of scratching and skin picking. A few, right wrist and left leg.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I dont know. I cut last night, thats all I know.

[World Eater]

Three on the chest, twelve on my right arm and three on the left.

[Mortal Coil]

Mostly fucking around with a safety pin. I won't do details...

[Mynick]

5 right wrist not to deep just bleed for a moment but im doing it a bit more deeper that i used to do.

[World Eater]

Four on the left arm, done some picking too.

[Mortal Coil]

Picking and scratching. Also pulling at this hangnail I have for the purpose of causing pain. It hurts like a mofo.

[World Eater]

Six cuts on the stomach, kinda deep.

[Mortal Coil]

This sounds awful, but I have been literally cutting fat out from under my skin. Also, about 30, left thigh.

[xarvon1412]

Carved the word "LOVE" into my chest. It's not extremely deep, enough to bleed down my chest though...

[Gandalf]

left wrist with the scissors ...

[xarvon1412]

Carved a smiley face between my thumb and index finger. I also added three new deeper scars to my chest.

[Gandalf]

I know most people say what they've actually done, I'll just say day 0 and leave it at that.

[That_Emo_Girl]

Friday 17th December 2012
67 times
Left leg, right leg, left arm, right arm, stomach, chest, left hip, right hip
Deep enough

[Mortal Coil]

Maybe 50? I don't know.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

9... Kinda deep.

12/19/12

Around 20.. Im not gonna count, shallow to deep.

[Gandalf]

I may seem happy on the outside... But it's still Day 0 again....

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

How do you count through the blood and other cuts? Id say 20 something... Medium to deep.

[Gandalf]

You managed to wreck a reasonable day, as crap as I felt I managed to get home without crying or breaking down or going into a spiral. Within five minutes of getting home you've foolishly enraged me and then fuelled me further. Now my right arm bears those oh so perversely good feeling marks....

[Mortal Coil]

FAT, each leg. Deeper on the right.

[Gandalf]

Me and my scissors: Light cuts each arm. Lost count of the number of scratches.

^^
That again, 23:40 24/12/12 (sorry to be specific, I just want to remember when I've cut in case I need to remember for future reference)

[Mortal Coil]

50, left leg.

[Gandalf]

Left and right arm Light scratches and tinee tiny amounts of blood.

[Gandalf]

Left arm light scratches....

[deadpie]

Some really deep cuts on my right wrist and one on my stomach.

[Mortal Coil]

About 15, all deep. Some enough to warrant stitches, but... no way in hell.

[Keats]

Left bicep, 6 shallow-medium

[Forever_Lost300]

Anybody got a good way to stop cutting? I've been doing it for 2 years and its starting to effect those around me and those I love... any suggestions?

[AkuRokuStalker]

42 times bottom of breast. deep considering i have no proper tool and had to use a led pencil. Reason: he left me to protect me i cried for three hours...... ill never b good enough for him........ i just worsened his situation with my deppresion...... i'm such an asshole. a selfish asshole

18 more times which makes a total of 60 in two days. The aching feeling in my chest just will not leave.......

10 m0re times which makes it 22 in one day. 70 in two days. I talked to him and asked for his forgiveness he told me he still wanted to be friends. IDK if i can....

Merged. -Steven

[Gandalf]

Well obviously it's day 0 :(
I got a knife and went mad scratching my arms.

[AkuRokuStalker]

8 times at school on wrist shallow. I am running out of room though. I might have to stop for a while

[Gandalf]

Day 0. Left arm light scratches.

Ok I fell apart. I'll say something here since it's relevant:
"I fell apart, SO WHAT?"

[MrVanity]

45 on right arm NOT DEEP ENOUGH

[xarvon1412]

I don't know how many, a lot on my right thigh, deep. Four on my knuckles, blaming those on a rose bush I "fell" into.

[forever alone]

6 on my left arm deep and 5 on my right hip deep on 1/10/13.

[Mortal Coil]

Chinese character for "ugly," right hip.
Several each thigh. Scratching and starving.

Chinese character for "ugly," right hip.
Several each thigh. Scratching and starving.

Four, wrist. Deep. One of them opened up while I was out.


Merged -StoppingTime.

[Princess Ariel]

30+ right arm
12 left leg
Fat on stomach.

[Mortal Coil]

6, right wrist. Not terribly deep but they made a huge mess.

[Keats]

30, left thigh

[Sudds3]

Tonight, 5 shallow and long yet they bled a lot. Right Upper forearm

[DarkWingedAngel]

about 25 on my left arm. all of them are fairly small and shallow some are deeper then others.

[xDarkAngelx]

100 inside left thigh, what a mess, oh well and feels on fire now.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

3 burns. I haven't burned in three months.

[Princess Ariel]

22 right leg, stinging like a bitch. But I deserve all the pain I can get.

[autismtwin]

Six cuts, right wrist. 5 shallow, and 1 deep

[xDarkAngelx]

About 10 maybe upper left arm.

[Gandalf]

Several scratches. 'Its not about depth'

[Mortal Coil]

It was a while ago now, but about 30 each leg and three on my wrist: one of them was too deep for me to even describe. I hit something.

[xDarkAngelx]

Only about 20 left arm.

[Sudds3]

January 21 was the last time. I wish i could cut again, but i wont let myself. The cuts are gone and the scars are ugly. Its been over 2 weeks. Lets make it 2 more! :D

[xDarkAngelx]

20 left thigh, soon to be more.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

3 deep(kinda) and down on my left forearm

[autismtwin]

Too many to count on my stomach. They're kinda of deep.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

12 left forearm may be the last ones

[lost and tired]

2/17/13

4 cuts
left shoulder
very deep

after 7 months of control i guess i just couldn't keep it up

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Too many to count

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

DEAD INSIDE-left arm
30-50(I didn't count)- left forearm

[xDarkAngelx]

6 I think outside left arm and think I hit something but not sure

[Bradley 97]

Cut free for 3 weeks If didn't do it the one time 3 weeks ago would have been a full month

[xDarkAngelx]

6 deep left arm yesterday and about 5 today

[RedViper]

A fucking lot, both thighs

[Rayquaza]

Yesterday: 12 shallow cuts on left arm, 5 shallow and 2 deep on right.


Today: 6 shallow cuts on left arm, 10 shallow on right.

[deadpie]

I had five months, BAM. gone with just one single cut. It's one of those that will be life permanent too.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I don't know how many cuts but its not satisfying enough

[Magenta]

I need this thread again. I started counting. I couldn't stop counting. 106. It doesn't feel like enough.

[Princess Ariel]

293.
But the night is still young.

[Magenta]

Correction, 200. Only then was I satisfied and didn't feel like I was going to have a panic attack.

[Ethan1369]

Left Arm: 19
Left Leg: 4
Some shallow some medium

[Vintage Gamer Guy]

Left shin: 1 long ass cut
Not super deep, but it will leave a nasty scar.

[Conqueror of Hearts]

12, right thigh.

[Princess Ariel]

300 upper right thigh
23 upper left thigh

[suicidalbutter]

last night. planning on doing it again tonight.
don't know how many. at least 20 or more.
some shallow, others medium.

I shouldn't have done them in a pattern, now I want them to scar forever.

[Connorhartweg]

7/29/13
66 times
Left underarm

[RedViper]

15-25 Right thigh

[ImCoolBeans]

This thread is triggering and does not offer/ask for help of any kind to members. :locked: