Self Harm Calendar

[xDarkAngelx]

About 20 right shoulder, was having a panic attack this time. Possibly soon to be more.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

4 left thigh shallow but bled a lot
2 right thigh shallow

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Stupid me ... not much just 4 cuts left wrist.

[PoseidonX43]

3 very shallow on left arm.. :( look like ive failed.

[Mortal Coil]

NO FUTURE, LEIDEN, USELESS and a few others, right leg.
Plus lots of wall punching, etc.

[xDarkAngelx]

Not many about 8 right thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

ten plus I WILL NOT BOW, right leg.

[xDarkAngelx]

Not many, about 4 left thigh, deep.

[Malcolm Tucker]

4 so far on my left arm for once...

[Mortal Coil]

6 + HANS, right thigh.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

5 left thigh deep
3 right thigh deep

[xDarkAngelx]

I don't know how many exactly but quite a few right calf and a couple left wrist.

Today:
Quite a few left and right calfs.

please don't double post use the edit button to edit your original post Sorry.

[Electra Heart]

Right leg, 10 shallow, 3 deep, pentagram, HIM with upside-down crucifix, my muses had me feeling rebellious this evening.

[Mortal Coil]

LOVE, deep, right hip (right underneath my scar that says LOST, so that eventually it will say LOST LOVE)
one burn, right palm.

[xDarkAngelx]

Not many, about 10 on my chest.

Edit:
About 4 aswell on my thigh, possibly soon to be more.

[Mortal Coil]

Another burn, also right hand.
A few, shallow, right thigh.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

3 left wrist, deeper than normal, so getting deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 10 altogether, thighs. Rather there was more though.

[Chaotic Trickster]

I put my school sock against my neck and rubbed it against my neck very hard. My neck is burning like crazy but that is fine, I feel much better now.

[xDarkAngelx]

Quite a few, chest and stomach. Needed it so bad.

[Mortal Coil]

11, right leg.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

4 or 5, i forgot... left wrist. Probably more to come today -_-

[Electra Heart]

40, fairly deep, down upper right leg. Lol those fuckers bled like hell.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

9 -left thigh-deep, 1 of them down

will be more when the police leave

edit-

HAtED right thigh
4 right thigh deep

[Mortal Coil]

47, right thigh.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

5 burns-left thigh
10- left thigh- 6 of them down

[Mortal Coil]

10, right thigh, one of which was very deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 15 in total both thighs, absolutely hate seeing shallow cuts which most of them are.

[noapologies]

well...i'm totally new here ,_, i thought im alone with 'cutting'

people who dont self harm dont understand me..
they dont understand why i cut myself..they all dont understand what it feels to be alone, unwanted and mentally dead they just dont get it.

im glad that im not the only one who do that.. its bad i know.. but at least im not the only one.. i mean im not allone with that .____. dont know how to explain.. i just need someone who understand and who listens..


yesterday 20 cuts on legs, 3 deep cuts

[Mortal Coil]

3, wrist, not deep enough.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 12 altogether but a lot of them were in the same spot so about 4 deep.

[Mortal Coil]

No idea how many, right wrist.

[Electra Heart]

Not sure how many, basically real long, deep ones down from right hip to mid thigh. Bled like a bitch.

[Jaggg]

5 cuts
right arm
medium
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5 cuts
left arm
deep
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6 cuts
left leg (lower)
DEEP
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3 cuts
left leg (upper)
shallow
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4 cuts
right leg (lower)
medium
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6 cuts
stomach
shallow
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2 cuts
upper arm
medium and long

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

12 medium right thigh

[Mortal Coil]

a few, right wrist

[SilentCutter]

9 each wrist--not too deep
6 left upper thigh--not too deep

[Mortal Coil]

Burned my fingers

25, left leg.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

for last night-
19 left thigh shallow but bleed enoung

today-

4 right thigh

[Mortal Coil]

6, right wrist, deep.

[Electra Heart]

I'll guesstimate 80.

Right leg.

[Mortal Coil]

A few more, wrist, and one needle prick, right index finger. And then some biting, picking etc.

[project_icarus]

17, left arm, deep, one... deeper

[xDarkAngelx]

About 40 right thigh near the hip. But about like 15 I'm guessing altogether all deep and painful to walk.

[Immortal Love]

After many months of being clean, snapped.

a few pricks/stabs with pointy edge of razor, with 2 cuts on right arm
2 cuts on left
3 on chest
4 on stomach
7 on right leg
and 6 on right thigh.

Lovely..

[Mortal Coil]

Burns and picking, mostly. Didn't keep track.

[nikkiewebb]

One
neck
my brother took his life with this and i fear that i will try the same

[Mortal Coil]

12 right leg
3 left leg
2 left hand.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

31 right thigh
2 left thigh

my cousin disturbed me and wants to talk


edit-

10 pubic hair area
4 lmore eft thigh
1 more right thigh

[Mortal Coil]

3 right wrist, medium but they bled a fuckton
REPULSIVE, right leg. Mostly deep.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

19 left thigh, 1 of those is down

[BrittneyB]

10 left thigh
20 left forearm
and i had just stopped for like a month and a half...

[Mortal Coil]

Burning, scratching, punching, rubber bands like crazy.

[Ambrosia]

I think I consider self harm to be a way to keep things from jinxing sometimes.

I made one of the longest, deepest cuts I have ever made across my arm today. It's funny how I don't bleed very much anymore since I'm just cutting over scars.

[Mortal Coil]

10, right wrist
STOP EATING, right thigh.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 10 deep left hip.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

22 left thigh

[Mortal Coil]

5, deep, right wrist
5, shallow, right thigh

[workingatperfect]

5 deep, right thigh and hip/side
8 shallow, right thigh and hip, left forearm
4 lighter burns, left thigh

[Mortal Coil]

one upper right arm
a bruise, right hip
nerve pinching. Lots of nerve pinching.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

12 left thigh

[project_icarus]

Two, right ankle.

[Ambrosia]

Long gash right below the first one. Right across the arm.

[xDarkAngelx]

Only two in the same place, so one very deep and wide right hip. Probably needs stiches but I don't care.

[Mortal Coil]

Mostly just scratching, hair pulling, skin picking and biting.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

11 right thigh

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

24 right thigh
more later when i have more tissue in my room

[xDarkAngelx]

Only about 4 in the same place. So 2 right hip both very deep and wide.

[Mortal Coil]

I'll guess 20 each leg, plus three right wrist and a few bruises. And rubber bands like crazy.

[project_icarus]

9 left wrist, all superficial.
5 left forearm, most superficial.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

im not sure, i cant tell after taking a shower

7 burns, one of them was really big anf filled and discusting to try an pop

[xDarkAngelx]

Only the 1, very deep, left hip.

[Mortal Coil]

3 right wrist
10 right leg
scratching, biting

[xDarkAngelx]

4 left hip. But 2 altogether, deep. Less than half an hour a go and probably need stiches.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

10 left thigh

[AppealToReason]

50 on my right leg. Fucking magical number. None deep enough to need stitches.

[Mortal Coil]

Lots of biting,
several both legs, 2 stomach, 5-ish right wrist

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

6 left thigh
5 right thigh

[xDarkAngelx]

Two in the same place again, so 1 very deep and wide right hip. About the width off two £1 coins.

[AppealToReason]

About 15 more on my left leg. Not deep, more like scratches really.

[Mortal Coil]

A bruise, right knee. More to come. Lots of biting.

[xDarkAngelx]

4 deep right hip, and about 8 altogether.

[Mortal Coil]

One, deep, left leg. Three, also deep, right wrist. One bruise, right knee. Biting, both hands.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

3 cuts right thigh
1 cuts left thigh
1 burn left thigh

i need to get new candles to heat my burning metal

[bigfoot]

2 on my left thigh.Yesterday I went to see a football game and something upset me so I ran to the parking lot and found a piece of broken glass and cut five more times on my arm.peachy huh?

[Strawberrie]

About 2 hours ago. One on my right thigh. Not too deep, but worse that what I've been doing recently. And wider too.

[Mortal Coil]

Only three, deep, right wrist.

[project_icarus]

Fourteen, right hip, superficial.

[Mortal Coil]

Two, right wrist, deep. One burn, left palm.

[Electra Heart]

Literally hundreds, right thigh.

[xDarkAngelx]

Only four altogether but in the same place so two right hip both deep and wide. Also taken a few pills.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

i was on a diff account last time but idr any of the stuff so i made a new one but ive been doing it off and on since i quit looking here im trying to stop but it just keeps comeing back and i just keep doing it :/ went to a theropist and she said that if i wantede to i could quit and it seems like i dont want to.. lets just say that didnt end well... it ended with me cussing her out and walking out and nearly crashing my car becaue i was so pissed... sorry about the bad spelling can only half use my left hand because i sprained it and cant reallyu move in this brace :/

[Mortal Coil]

Three, deep, right wrist. Ten, also deep, right thigh.

[CyanideGoodnight]

No blood. Grid pattern on stomach. Wanted to go deep. Didn't

Didn't break skin= doesn't count.

[xDarkAngelx]

A few left wrist, shallow and a few right hip, deep.

[Mortal Coil]

Burn, left arm.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

1 but it was deeper than I ever normally would...

[xDarkAngelx]

About 4 left hip, most deep but one of them very deep and wide. Don't know why but am tempted to burn.

[Mortal Coil]

20, left leg.

[deadpie]

Did a bunch of my stomach, 3 on wrists, a few on upper arms, some on my right leg about two days ago. Yesterday I started cutting where my upper right leg is so nobody can see that. Got a lot of blood and it excited me. Today I slit my heel. Not too much blood. I might have to work on other parts of my body later today. Addiction is fucking stupid. I need this though. I need to take my anger out on myself. I need to punish myself. I need to fucking bleed.

[xDarkAngelx]

2 chest shallow, 2 right hip medium and 4 left hip deep.

[Mortal Coil]

10 right wrist, 10 right leg.

[deadpie]

last night outside on the sidewalk, both legs, one of the cuts was very deep, but i can say that my left leg is definitely not so good looking right now. I'll have to wear jeans for a while I guess.

[xDarkAngelx]

Sadly only 2. 1 right thigh, medium and 1 right hip, deep.

[Mortal Coil]

Quite a few, right wrist.

[Jupiter]

9 shallow left leg.

3 were supposed to be the chinese symbol for strength. lol ironic right?

[Mortal Coil]

Burn, right arm. Biting, mostly hands.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

did 25 shollow right wrist last night

[World Eater]

19 cuts on right arm.

[Mortal Coil]

6 right forearm.

[Juggalo_4-2-0]

15-20 left wrist

[Mortal Coil]

14 right leg, scratches left arm, biting (mostly right hand), burns etc.

[xDarkAngelx]

12 upper left arm.

[Mortal Coil]

Scratching and biting.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 4 right hip all deep and wide.

[Mortal Coil]

Five right leg, two right wrist

[xDarkAngelx]

Only 2 left hip both very deep and think I wasn't far off hitting a vein.

Edit: and now also about 20, stomach.

[Mortal Coil]

four or five small burns, right arm, picking, scratching, hair pulling, biting.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 16, I think left wrist, different depths and thought I may have hit something but don't think I did.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

3, left wrist, deepish for me.

[Mortal Coil]

another collection of burns on my right arm, skin picking, biting, hair pulling etc.

[xDarkAngelx]

FAT outside lower right arm and about 6 right wrist but soon to be more.

Edit: Also FREAK and FUCK UP, next to each other upper left arm. Looks quite a mess now.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

3, left wrist... 2 shallow, 1 deep.

[bigfoot]

16 medium depth right and left arm.two deep left leg.

[Mortal Coil]

20, left thigh. One for each pound I want to lose before thanksgiving.

[World Eater]

36 left arm, 30 chest, 17-ish right arm, most are small and all but two or three are shallow. Feel kinda shitty right now...

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

9 right thigh
4 left thigh

[Mortal Coil]

Six burns, right arm
Scratching, hair pulling, skin picking, hitting.

[roxybaby]

1 cut.
Upper right arm.
Only deep enough to bleed.

[bigfoot]

8 right arm. Deep compared to the usual.

[Mortal Coil]

Biting, hitting, scratching and hair-pulling. No cuts or burns, despite yesterday's confrontation with The Bitch.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 9 on my stomach, shallow and 1 on my chest, medium.

[xXoblivionXx]

does breaking skin count? no blood, just scratches. too many on my wrist...

[xDarkAngelx]

Emo, upper left arm and about 8 maybe, all of them quite wide.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

2, one is shallow the other deeper. Im scaring myself... I see a brand new box cutter in the garage, I take it and look at it and just cut... What am I coming to?!

[Mortal Coil]

Mostly scratching and burns. Rubber bands a little too.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

3, left forearm, deep.

[Mortal Coil]

RAGE, left thigh.
Burns, bands, hitting.

[xDarkAngelx]

20 altogether, left and right hip.

[Mortal Coil]

one cut, right wrist. Shallow but it bled a fuck-ton.
Other than that, burns on my fingers.

[Mortal Coil]

I don't even remember much...
one huge bruise, left shin
burns.

[maramara]

ALONE, left thigh.
Three on left hip, deep.
Three on right hip, deep.
Seven or eight on left ribcage, shallow but bloody.

[xXoblivionXx]

1 deeper than usual left arm

[Mortal Coil]

Six, right wrist, each one deeper than the last.

[xXoblivionXx]

To many to count on my left forearm and wrist... first time cutting at school...

[Mortal Coil]

YOU DON'T CONTROL ME, left leg.
Scratches in both arms, picking at my scalp, wall punching...

[maramara]

Swollen, bruised knuckles from punching my floor.
6 horizontal deep cuts between each rib on my right side.

[Mortal Coil]

Hitting, burning, biting.

[maramara]

Two long ones on my left ribcage.
Two very deep ones on my right hip.

[Mortal Coil]

Six right leg, three or four burns right arm.

[maramara]

twenty or so all over my legs.

[Mortal Coil]

Biting, scratching, picking till I bleed.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 30 inside left thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

More scratching and picking...

[bigfoot]

3 cuts on left thigh, kinda deep. one on right arm, a little fingernail scratch.

[SevenHells]

Sept 22
Left arm
4 times
shallow

[Mortal Coil]

A few on each leg, and then about three, *ahem,* between them.
Plus a ton of picking and scratching.

[bigfoot]

3 on each leg not deep. but, hey, the days not over yet.

[Mortal Coil]

skin picking, biting, scratching, hair pulling, various food-related SH (the kind you could only really understand if you had an ED)

[xDarkAngelx]

About 12 inside left thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

Just picking. Arms and face. I am too scared to cut in case my mother sees again, but I want to...

[maramara]

Two on left thigh.
Very deep.

[workingatperfect]

2 burns, right leg, not bad at all. One hardly even shows. Thankfully.

[xXoblivionXx]

27 left forearm

[maramara]

about 16 all up and down my ribcage.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 20 inside left thigh, new blade needed.

[Mortal Coil]

15 left thigh, no idea how many right thigh,
picking and scratching, arms.

[maramara]

Punching my wall so hard I think my knuckle shattered

[Mortal Coil]

Scratching, upper arms and wrist. 10, stomach.

[maramara]

One, deep, left thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

8 right thigh, some of them deep. Picking.

[maramara]

Just one smooth, deep cut in my left thigh.

[Sadworld]

After (nearly) 10 months of hard work....

left forarm, ~15-20 cuts, shallow

[xDarkAngelx]

20 altogether, left shoulder, right and left calfs. Also some pills.

[Mortal Coil]

SLUT, left hip.
Picking, biting, wall-punching.

[deadpie]

back to it today

about 10 times upper leg so nobody can see, have some nice blood to play with

[Mortal Coil]

Biting, picking, scratching, playing with my older cuts.
Oh, and eight right leg.

[xDarkAngelx]

FAILURE, inside right thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

Deep scratches, all down left forearm
More scratches, right wrist
One, deep, left thigh,
and purging is a form of self harm, so I'll mention that as well.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 50 so far and it's only mid afternoon. HATE inside right thigh and the rest inside upper right arm.

[project_icarus]

Two rather bad burns.
Been biting.
Bleeding scratch on my left hand.

[Mortal Coil]

Deep scratches, both arms.
Biting, both arms.
A few cuts, left leg.

[xDarkAngelx]

12 inside left arm.

[maramara]

Sixteen or so all over my waist.

[Mortal Coil]

EMO, shallow, left leg
12, deep, left leg.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Tuesday (9th October),

Around 20 on right wrist and some on left forearm...

[Mortal Coil]

WEAK CUNT, left thigh
3, right wrist.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 12. Couple on my wrist and the rest inside left thigh, mostly deep.

[Mortal Coil]

I don't even know how many, right leg.
Scratching, just about everywhere.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 14 inside right thigh all deep and wide. Bad panic attack.

[Jupiter]

21 left leg.

11 line cuts, "calvin" right leg.

nine on my stomach

one shallow on my wrist.

[Mortal Coil]

Three right wrist, two of them deep.
One right thigh, really deep.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

6 shallow...

[XxAlonexX]

20 inner left lower leg

3 deep inner right lower leg

[XxAlonexX]

4 right wrist
2 deep left wrist and its only just gone 3pm

[Mortal Coil]

Several burns, right arm. 20something, left thigh, a few DEEP right thigh. Tons of scratching and picking.

[XxAlonexX]

a heart with cracks - inner left thigh

[Mortal Coil]

About 15, left thigh. 2, right calf.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 14 altogether and so far inside both thighs, deep.

[Mortal Coil]

One burn, right palm. Scratching, both arms, picking at my face and arms. Three cuts, each inner thigh, deep.