Self Harm Calendar

[JackShephard]

Sliced up my arm today. :-/

[xXl0sth0peXx]

10 - right thigh
5 - left thigh
entire left and right arm
and a few burns to go along on the left arm.

[Nevermore]

can't count... shit load on my ankle and arm..

[SinisterMystery]

One massive bruise on my arm :/

[xDarkAngelx]

Carved 'Die' in left arm above elbow.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

a ton. all over. not sure how many.

[TrAnSMaN09]

Attemped cutting last nite, Didn't really work as i don't own a blade, used a pin off a button i have, Now i have two well.. idk cuts but didn't bleed, just looks like a cat scratch..

[Blue63]

Broke a week and a half streek today. I was kind of expecting it to happen. Still, oh well. Reached a breaking point.

[JournalDreamer]

I almost made it to two weeks. Almost. Maybe 50+ on right thigh. Around 10 on left thigh. Carved Fu** up on right hip. Maybe 15+ on left wrist. All shallow except the carving on the hip.

[Camazot]

sometimes when im in the kitchen washing dishes ill put a chef's knife to my chest above my heart and push in in until i see a drop of blood then i freak out and stop then i regret it sometimes for stopping

[alley]

just counted 28 on my forearm from a few of days ago. And I was doing so well, i'd reached nearly three weeks..

[JournalDreamer]

15+ on left thigh.

[Magenta]

God only knows how many... shallow to medium... from mid thigh all the way to my ankle.
Wrote 'failure' and a name as well as drew a butterfly.

[Blue63]

Fucked up. 4 on my arm, where all that scar tissue was healing. Oh well. Two more on my leg, which seems to be a go-to now, not good. Shallow to medium.

[dark_soul777]

Counted about 25 on my arm from yesterday :mad: :(

[JournalDreamer]

Just one on left wrist. Deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

Just three, Two shallow left arm and 1 deep right.

[shakes101]

a few shallow cuts on my left arm,
carved FAILURE, and HATE on my left arm
16 long shallow cuts on my right thigh
carved IDIOT on right thigh
sigh.

[Dying Inside.]

Three shallow on my right leg.
Two shallow on right hand.
One a little deeper on my right knee.
This is progress.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

4 on left wrist and an 'x' across the bottom of the arm
4 on right wrist, 6 shallow , long cuts on bottom of the arm, 13 long and shallow on top of the wrist, 3 short deep ones under elbow, and 10 long and deep under those.. meh.

[Dying Inside.]

Add four more to my left leg, this time still shallow.

[beebs]

1st December
Right thigh
34 cuts
Shallow

[JournalDreamer]

So many...all up and down my arms...how could I be so stupid? I'm going to have to wear sleeves for awhile after this. How am I supposed to workk out? I'm just glad its winter. 40+ atleast

[xDarkAngelx]

Just a few right arm, shallow...soon to be more...

[Alexxxxx]

i had 250 on each arm, stopped now tho, it was like a drug was so addictive

[AliceFaye]

Ok so i did a bit of a weird thing. I did some pathetic chicken scratches on my stomach and then i did a very small but very deep cut on my arm (about half an cm long but very deep) then on my arm i drew on SH cuts with the blood from the deep cut... I have some sirious issus, still better than doing lots of cuts... or not? :s

[bena3217]

11 dec
left thigh
5 cuts
very deep
was 5 weeks clean!! FML!!!:(

[bena3217]

1st December
Right thigh
34 cuts
Shallow

thats a lot of cuts in one day! i hope you okay

[JournalDreamer]

I'm sorry. I Carved Freak across left forearm along with a few shallow cuts. I'm trying. I really am.

[bena3217]

Brit you can do it! stay strong! i believe in you! we all do

[Ambrosia]

I stopped, but that was stupid. I gashed my arm open, and it's going to scar pretty bad. I'll just leave this little post as a reminder not to do that again.

[Mara-chan]

......6....wrist.....shallow......

[Alexis goes Rawr]

Dec. 17
Right and left hip
46 cuts, 23 on each side
Some deep some shallow
only a few will really scar.....

[bena3217]

12 cuts
right thigh
kinda deep...

was a week clean...i feel so pathetic :(

[Mara-chan]

december 20

13 cuts
wrist
some shallow some a little deeper....

*sighs*

[xDarkAngelx]

Few Shallow ones right arm.

[Mara-chan]

december 21

10 thighs....shallow....
2 wrist....shallow.....

[bena3217]

dec 20
12 cuts
right thigh
shallow

dec 21
1 cut
left wrist
deep

[Mara-chan]

december 23

3 cuts
left wrist
shallow-ish

[xDarkAngelx]

2 deep upper right arm.

[bena3217]

dec 26

6 cuts
right thigh
very deep...

[Ambrosia]

I wasn't going to cut, only because I don't think he deserves to have a scar on my body about him. He's not worth it. But my mind was racing, so I had to. One deep cut, it's all swively and curvey because my hand was shaking.

And no more now. One is enough.

[piggy-wiggy]

wow, I haven't posted here in so long. Tbh, I don't even come here, because it upsets me. But as of an hour ago, I have become a SHer again....
3 thigh, 2 chest...

[Mara-chan]

*sigh*

i was so close.....

5
left wrist
shallow

[xDarkAngelx]

4 shallow upper right arm.

[AppealToReason]

5 on my arm so far. Don't know why I did it on the lower part of my arm...

[xDarkAngelx]

1 shallow, 2 in the same spot so 1 deep upper right arm.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

1, left wrist, not very deep.

[maramara]

About 12 along my ribcage..not very deep, but long.

[xDarkAngelx]

4, upper right arm, 2 shallow and 2 deep.

[Magenta]

They opened on their own so I just opened them more.

[Scotland]

4 left wrist shallow, temptation to do more is extremely high :/

-Scotland

[Magenta]

Lines of little cuts down my wrists. Medium deep... maybe 25?

[maramara]

About 10 medium cuts along the right side of my ribcage.

[AlmostHomeless]

Havent been here in a while, just feeling down at the moment. 3 on my ankle, first time there in a long time.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 8 left thigh 1 or 2 deep rest shallow.

[Magenta]

I've been here far too much... another deep one down my arm. Ugh, I'm getting so much worse again.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

I've been here far too much... another deep one down my arm. Ugh, I'm getting so much worse again.

-hugs-
_______________

not sure. 100 Plus? All down my arms..

[Desuetude]

About 20, long, shallow, right leg.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 15 maybe? lower left arm, upper right arm 1 deepish the rest shallow, not liking them being only shallow...

[Desuetude]

40 left upper leg, perfectly straight and all in a line.

[fire and water]

about 6 or 7, left arm, shallow-medium.
? on my hips-shallow-medium.

I've been doing really well though, i just think i have an extremely addictive personality. Half of the battle is fighting the urge.

[MysticalBurrito]

-Removed-

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Three tiny, shallow ones. One on my leg and the other two on my hip. Almost a year down the drain. Man am I a fucking idiot.

:hug: here if you want to talk

[xDarkAngelx]

About 8 medium upper right arm, not liking the look of only medium.

[smithy94]

2 eraser burns on left wrist :/ first time in about 2 months, would have been more but i threw my razors away :(

[xDarkAngelx]

About 4, 1 deep upper right arm. Probably needs stiches but can't decide if I should see a doctor...

[dark_soul777]

1 tiny shallow upper forearm 1 medium upper forearm

[Desuetude]

Lots all over tummy, shallow. I couldnt resist not cutting on my arms and legs even though i have swimming so one long one going from my knee all the way up on my right leg and an 'N' on my left arm *sigh*

[Jupiter]

about a month ago. :l

[xDarkAngelx]

12, upper right arm, soon to be more...

[Bath]

Shallow, all over my arm.

[Desuetude]

Lots all on upper right leg, trying to stop myself from making them worse.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Way to many. At least 50..

[xDarkAngelx]

1 very deep right thigh, needing stiches. So far...

[Swardell23]

Hi. Im new to this site and thought id jump in here. So my last time was feb. 1st, 1030pm. Carved 'Bitch'&'slut' in large letters across my right thigh. Deep :-(

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.

[Megson]

One long medium depth cut across the top of my left hand and another shallow cut on my ankle.

[dark_soul777]

5 or so medium on my upper left arm.

[Alexithymia]

41, thighs, light. 1, thigh, medium.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 6, right thigh, shallow. Also just started cutting on my chest.

[MysticalBurrito]

About 5ish on my hip, shallow. Spread out three days.

[Alexithymia]

150 or so on my arm? Twenty on my leg?

FAT. HATE.

[PoseidonX43]

24, left arm, shallow... :/


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[Desuetude]

Cant be bothered to fucking count, to many
Need lots more

[xDarkAngelx]

Few on my lower left arm, shallow and went over 'DIE' again but deeper.

[Princess Ariel]

Way too many.. At least 300..

[Situations]

around 100..

[amscramhick]

February 6, 2012.
18 right arm.
10 left hip.
Pretty shallow.

[PoseidonX43]

2/11/2012
10 cuts each arm. shallow...

[muffin with a knife]

2/13/2012
5 cuts on my left arm. deep...
around 100 ( i think) cuts on my legs. pretty shallow...

[rukia_yua]

i find it kind of awkward that people come on here offering "help" for this "problem" when it's an obvious choice that we have all made on our own.

[rukia_yua]

relapsed: 3, lower left arm, shallow

[xDarkAngelx]

About 20 chest and stomach.

[Magenta]

The word 'gay' across my thigh.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

6 on my wrist, quite deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

A load on my chest, hurting a bit to breath.

Edit:

27/2/12:
Quite a lot near my wrist and upper left arm. *Sigh*

[rukia_yua]

3 yesterday

[rukia_yua]

15 so far today /:

[rukia_yua]

I plan on atleast 17 more today though

[Mortal Coil]

one, ankle, mid-deep. About 3 inches.
one, right wrist, very shallow, 2 inches.
one, right knee, one inch but very deep (deep enough to see the fat)

[MysticalBurrito]

11 shallow on my right hip.

[sandyrip1]

Couple on my stomach (Shallow)
Four on my wrist (pretty deep)

[Leonard Axel]

About 10 fresh ones after 5 months of none. I don't really know how to judge depth, I've had nothing to compare them to, if I had to guess it'd probably be shallow.

[rukia_yua]

3 deep on thigh

[rukia_yua]

4 more on either arm

[rukia_yua]

My grandfather is dying and I am told that I have no way of cmunicatingnwith him because my grades aren't good enough and my music isn't done and the dishes are piling up. They don't even care that I cut. My grandpa is going to die and I won't know when
So...one.....across my throat. Wishe good luck

[xDarkAngelx]

About 20 shallow right wrist.

[Magenta]

Tonight is probably going to be another few hundred on my arm. I've needed a night like this.

[BassSwagg]

NO NO NO NO NO! Im here if anyone needs to talk, Im always right here. I hate hearing about this, I cant be a hypocrit so please just try talking to someone ANYONE! first

[Princess Ariel]

Well, so far in the past 3 hours I've added another 300 at least, and 4 new words. Loser, bitch, annoying, and hideous. Oh how I love my collection. I still have it within reach, but I don't think I'm quite done for the night.

[muffin with a knife]

more than 100 on my left leg - pretty shallow
5 on my right hand - pretty deep

[sandyrip1]

Over 100 on my stomach not shallow but not deep
15 on right hand deep

[xDarkAngelx]

2 in the same spot, 1 deep upper right arm.

[Wolverine.]

14 medium, Stomach.

[Wolverine.]

...and now I scratched my wrist, pretty deep.

[Mortal Coil]

2 inch line on my thigh and the numbers 943 higher up on my thigh.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 30 plus, few on my stomach and the rest right thigh.

[Princess Ariel]

New word : Alone
Location : Right ankle.

and 400 more cuts on my legs, and arms.

[Bath]

Day one. sigh.

[rukia_yua]

NO NO NO NO NO! Im here if anyone needs to talk, Im always right here. I hate hearing about this, I cant be a hypocrit so please just try talking to someone ANYONE! first

If u don't like hearing it then why do u get on babe? Just saying......



13 goodbye pops

[Mortal Coil]

ANGUISH in my right arm, some letters deep but others shallow.
2, 2" lines in my left forearm, shallow because it was in class and I didn't want to have to explain.

[Mikki]

Firstly I want to say I don't cut, but I scratch my leg until most of the skin is under my nails, and its bleeding.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 5 left thigh, about three of them deep.

[Mortal Coil]

a star of David on my left thigh, LOST on my right hip.

[emochildnicey]

-left and right legs
- ????? times
-medium

[xDarkAngelx]

About 5 left thigh, a few deep.

[Mortal Coil]

ALONE on my left thigh
deep.

[Kaede]

Last night. About 30 or so on my leg. Either 21 or 24 on my arm. I carved something into my leg too. Twice :(:mad: The others I can handle, the latter I can not.

[dark_soul777]

Four or five, pretty deep ones on my left upper arm :(

[WickedWeekend]

Last night...

one on upper right arm.

[Malcolm Tucker]

About 15-20 on my arm today in college.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 3 upper right arm.

Yesterday:
Quite a few right thigh two of them deep, and now quite swollen.

[Wolverine.]

2 deep cuts on my right thigh.

[xDarkAngelx]

Few lower right arm and upper left arm.

[Mortal Coil]

STOP on my right hip, kind of in front
a few short nicks on my left wrist

[xDarkAngelx]

A few on my left calf (Seems like a new place)...so far

[Princess Ariel]

800 left arm (about 500 or so are pretty deep)
500 right arm ( all are deep)
25 Right leg (Shallow)
12 Left Leg (Shallow)
1,000 Stomach (Deep)

Lovely. >.<

[Magenta]

3 on my thigh, one of which I hope kills me tonight.
Oh and I accidentally stabbed my thumb in the process.

[Mortal Coil]

HATE on my shoulder, hurts every time the fabric of my shirt moves across it.

[MysticalBurrito]

3-4 on my chest. :| There goes one scarless place.

[Princess Ariel]

One on my upper wrist, so deep the surrounding skin is purple.

[Mortal Coil]

HELL on my left leg, DIE on my right. 2 lines on each forearm.
One on my right ankle

[xDarkAngelx]

I don't know about 4, lower left leg, 1 of them quite deep and will probably need stiches.

[Mortal Coil]

BLEED on my left leg, 3 very short but very deep parallel lines on my left knee, so deep that the skin between them is all purple

[xDarkAngelx]

A few on my lower right leg, deep... soon to be more though.

[Wolverine.]

6 deep upper left thigh.

[Mortal Coil]

WEAK in my right leg, a few short, deep lines in my left knee.

[xDarkAngelx]

Yesterday:
About 3 deep lower left leg.

Today:
Couple right wrist and ALONE down my lower right leg.

[Wolverine.]

6 on my left ankle.

[Mortal Coil]

about ten right arm, a few left knee, and a huge gash in my right calf. Getting stitches later today.

[xDarkAngelx]

A couple on my lower right arm and three on my right calf, deep. Contemplating going to the doctors for stiches but can't decide...

[Sleepwalking]

Day 0 again.

[Wolverine.]

12 on my right ankle.

[Mortal Coil]

A couple on my lower right arm and three on my right calf, deep. Contemplating going to the doctors for stiches but can't decide...

Go. Please, go if not for yourself then for me.

No cuts, but a few pinpricks and a lot of fingernail digging.

[xDarkAngelx]

Thanks Alex, didn't go today but may have to tomorrow. Often I tend to think that i'll just be wasting their time and that they aren't bad enough to be seen to.

Three deep left calf, 1 of them very deep.

[Mortal Coil]

just one, right palm.

[Wolverine.]

10, stomach.

[project_icarus]

3 on my upper arm, one deep.
1 on my upper leg, very deep.

[Mortal Coil]

1 on my upper leg, very deep.

You should get that taken care of, you might need stitches.

No cuts, but have been peeling my skin off again :/

[Ambrosia]

One and a half Saturday night, because I just couldn't handle my anxiety. Childish, I know, not being able to walk into a room full of women.

Three across my lower arm yesterday.

[Princess Ariel]

a couple hundred on both arms, 50 on each leg, and one on the side of my neck.

I also wrote someone's name on my right thigh.

[xDarkAngelx]

Some on my right arm yesterday and today some on my chest and stomach...a few deep.

[Princess Ariel]

3 on my neck shallow, but noticeable.
another 400 on left arm all pretty deep.
12 or so on right. Shallow.
Wrote her name again, but this time on my left thigh.
1 on my right ankle, pretty deep.
1 on my left ankle, pretty deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

A few on my chest, 1 deep... soon to be more.

[Wolverine.]

1 long fingernail scratch on the underside of my right arm.

[Wolverine.]

32 on my stomach

Edit - 1 more on my hip, 1 on my thigh.

[Magenta]

One single little cut on the inside of my upper arm. But it hurt enough for at least ten cuts.

It was enough of a reminder of who I am.

[Mortal Coil]

several on my right knee, 3 on my right arm.

[Princess Ariel]

One on my face, just above my lip.
A few on my upper chest,
One behind my ear
100 on both arms.
Re-did her name again on my thighs...

[Mortal Coil]

4, right ankle.
I've been very partial towards my right side lately...

[Magenta]

Eight on the inside of my upper arm after I took apart a razor. Oh and one on the tip of my thumb from pressing too hard that stings like a bitch.

[DemonicPanda]

252 on my right arm

[Magenta]

Ten medium deep and one very deep vertically down my arm.

Edit: And now it's bleeding through the bandage.

[xDarkAngelx]

1 very deep, right thigh and 1 even deeper same place. Bleeding through the four layer bandage and will both probably need stiches, can't decide if I should.

Also a few pills...

Edit: Now bleeding through two bandages.

[Mortal Coil]

FALLEN
on my left thigh for a change.

[Princess Ariel]

At least a thousand on my left arm. Re-did her name.. That's it, for now.
I also played tic tak toe by myself on my arms...

Edit: one on my index finger that is gushing out blood.

[Wolverine.]

62 on each hip.

[Magenta]

Eight new shallow cuts, one burn, five eraser burns.

[Mortal Coil]

TORTURE, right thigh
ANGEL, left thigh
one, right wrist and five right arm

[iDennis]

Kinda went crazy this week, I have new scars almost everywhere.
About 10 scars made with a razor on my legs.
5 new burning wounds on my arms.
And a new triangle also made with a razor on my left arm.

[Princess Ariel]

Used one new lighter and just brunt my skin..
Was playing around with the one and my finger.. It stings.. That's it... For now..
I have the blade right next to me, it'll only take a second.

[project_icarus]

Last night.
7 deep, 9 shallow, upper arm.
This morning.
2 deep, 3 shallow, forearm.
Tonight.
1 deep, 1 shallow, forearm.
Don't see the point in trying to stop.

[Desuetude]

After a month of practically nothing (nothing I count anyway) about 100 on upper legs, ran out of fucking room again.

[Carly011]

last week- 8 shallow cuts. Left upper thigh.

I really feel the urge to cut again :/ im trying not to though

[xDarkAngelx]

Just about everyday this week and today, about 50 right thigh

[project_icarus]

at least a million on my forearm, ran out of room again.

[Princess Ariel]

25 or so on my left arm. all fairly deep.

[Mortal Coil]

10 right leg, 5 right upper arm.

[Princess Ariel]

4 on my neck
17 on my upper chest
200 on my stomach
190 or so on my left and right arm
2 on my right leg.
All fairly shallow.

WORDS :

Loner ( Left arm)
*insert name here* (left arm)
Whore ( Stomach)



Yeaah... i kinda went crazy, but meh.

[Jupiter]

wrong thread.

[Carly011]

yesterday: 7, left hip, shallow
Today: 10 or 11, right him and left wrist, shallow to medium

Im sure there will be more today...

[Carly011]

20-30(lost count after 21), right/left thighs, shallow-medium

[Carly011]

4--left/right thighs shallow.

[Destructive Impulse]

26 shallow
3 deep
all on left arm

my hands are still cut up (5 deep 4 shallow) from the other night

[Alexithymia]

Too many. Probably 300 or so shallow. Four or five medium. Two deep.

[xDarkAngelx]

Some on my outer right arm, Soon to be more...

[ApresMidi]

4 ankle, so far the deepest I've done. Not dangerously but they'll scar. I panicked for a bit, but it was okay ;) :whoops:
3 on my shoulders, shallow-deep.
4 stomach, shallow.

dammit.
I'll play the blame game and blame my parents, they bought shiny, green razor edged knives in varying sizes ,with covers and all , and I was home alone .
duh.

And I have to meet up with my friend and see the disappointment on his face.

[Megson]

8 on my right thigh, done at school in the restrooms the other day. Some semi-deep, others shallow.

Most times I've cut in one place at one time--I usually have more restraint.

[Magenta]

More on my wrist, can't destroy what's already destroyed. Also back to biting my hands until they bruise.