Self Harm Calendar

[FullyAlive]

Last Night:
20 right thigh
5 left arm
2 left wrist

And then a minor OD

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Just then 4 mediumish cuts across my wrist.

[dannilove]

2 on my leg

[Nevermore]

30+ a few days ago. Pulled severral eyelashes as welll

[Ambrosia]

Three across the part of my arm closest to the crick of my elbow. One was super deep and freaked me out more than any cut ever has. I've never gashed myself so badly.

Idiot idiot iddioott.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Like 10, deep, gonna scar. Really don't care.

[smithy94]

6 quite long cuts
right side
shallow

[Immortal Love]

Last Night: 5 Shallow on my left wrist, yet they bled quite well.

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

8 scratches..I couldn't seem to make my arm bleed...I wonder why...

[MysticalBurrito]

Over the last week, 15 or so on my left arm. =/ Like a fuck up I had a breakdown and cut the first place I saw...

[Immortal Love]

As of yesterday in class, and at lunch: 5 shallow on left wrist, and 9 shallow on the top of my left forearm. Little son of a darn- its bled like a mother heller.

[Immortal Love]

And again, last night. Carved many words in my thighs on both sides, and the word Fat on my stomach.
Right Thigh: Angel, Die, Love, Vampire
Left Thigh: Pain W/O Love, Lithium, (Liar, B**ch, Whore, Slut.) <-- names my Bf called me last night.

[Ambrosia]

One super deep one across my arm. That's it.

I look like I got in a sword fight---

[Nevermore]

50 + a heart on my wrist, and some were deep

[adudewhodoesdudes]

6 deep across my wrist as well as a few smaller deep cuts.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

i carved brat into my calf

[moon_lit_angel]

january 1st 2011
4 medium long down my left thigh
after 1 and a half years without any. :(

April 7th
10 deep cuts on my left thigh..!
will leave scars but meh :(

Many in between and since

[moon_lit_angel]

April 14th after a week without sh, 3 deep!!!

[anonymous53]

3, really deep. Upper arm...

[moon_lit_angel]

um 6 shallow upper arm :/

[Indecision]

17 April 2011.

Once
Ankle
Shallow.

[candyapplecarnage]

April 18,
24 cuts.
23 stitches.
ambulance and ER visit.

[deadpie]

Shitload on my stomach. I'm not going to take the time to count them. Not really that deep though.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Ehh

Did like 8 or 9.
Medium.

[love is louder]

right wrist 12 times 8 deep

[Keats]

around 20-30 on my thigh, another 10 on my calf.
thigh ones are mostly shallow, calf are medium to deep.

[love is louder]

and again...
just 4 deep on my wrist (runnig out of space)
then 4 deep on my right inner ankle

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

1 deep gash up my entire lower leg
it's no enough

[Immortal Love]

As of last night:

12 shallow vertical ones on my left wrist.
and 12 medium on the upper part of the same arm

... Hey, I just relized there even numbers :P Wasn't meant to be, ha.

[Indecision]

Three on Ankle - Medium.
One on shoulder - Shallow.

[Malcolm Tucker]

4, medium, arm. Just completely snapped earlier.

+4, 2 leg, 2 arm

[Charleigh]

It was yesterday:

My left arm
Deep

[Russ]

Feels weird 2 honest bout it but
Yesterday did 4 shallow,2 deep on left arm

[moon_lit_angel]

Today!
3 on stomach 1 medium 2 shallow..
1 on finger..deep

[Nevermore]

4 on my left arm.

[Love.Hate]

I wouldn't normally post in here as I feel ashamed. But I think today is an exeption as I have really really fucked up.

Left thigh 82 medium and shallow..
Right thigh 2 deep. :(

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

19 shallow
left wrist and upper arm

[Brittany123]

17
16 shallow
1 deep
left wrist upper arm

[Malcolm Tucker]

Ehm like 10+ on my stomach.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

Bad night

9 shallow - stomach
8 shallow - thighs
1 shallow - finger
3 shallow - left wrist
1 deep - left wrist

Too much blood.

[love is louder]

about twenty times pretty shallow on both sides of my right foot

[anonymous53]

Burnt my upper arm for the first time ever.

[beag_amhain]

18 on my tummy, not too deep
4 on my thigh, um 2 kinda deep n 2 shallow

[Nevermore]

cut over 20 times med- deep left arm

[Keats]

5 deep ones 2 nights ago, 1 hospital trip and 15 stiches in 2 of them.
couple more last night.
hopefully my last.

[MadManWithaBox]

17 deep, with glass. Hope I bleed to death.

[Grapefruitt]

Yesterday, on my fingers. I promised myself i wouldnt do it anymore, especially not when my arms look so awful, but its finally beginning to heal so i wouldnt ruin it and cut AGAIN, i want to wear t-shirts, c'mon its almost summer. But i really had to do it, so i did it on my fingers instead.. Very smart.. -.-

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Lots all on my left wrist. I honestly wish it would kill me but i know it won't, it only bleeds a lot.

[MadManWithaBox]

27 deep on my left wrist, 39 medium - deep right wrist, same piece of glass as yesterday.

[beag_amhain]

6 deep on my side

[beag_amhain]

smiley face on my leg, kinda deep

[MadManWithaBox]

27 on my left arm, deep, 21 on my left thigh deep, same piece of glass.

[Blujay]

MadManWithaBox, why are you cutting so much? )): And why with a piece of glass?

3 shallow - stomach
3 deep - stomach
1 deep - left shoulder
Razor
~5/6/11

[MadManWithaBox]

Because I need this. And he wants it. And because glass does more damage than razors.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

'FAT' across my stomach.... pretty much self explanatory.

[Grapefruitt]

Because I need this. And he wants it. And because glass does more damage than razors.


they do.. ? i thought razors were the sharpest u could get :|

[love is louder]

8 right leg
20 left leg
3 feet

[love is louder]

they do.. ? i thought razors were the sharpest u could get :|
The second worst I have done has been with glass

[Blujay]

NobodysCupOfTea, You're a beautiful person and deserve better than that ):

Matthew/MadManWithaBox, if he makes you feel like that then he is definitely not worth having a relationship with (whether that relationship is romatic/friendly/familial). And no one needs to have a piece of glass dragged across their body.

[MadManWithaBox]

13 on my left arm. Running out of space

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

I don't Jay, but thank you

Several shallow

[Blujay]

Matthew, there has to be some other way for you to cope with this ):

NobodysCupofTea, I know I can't convince you, and I know it doesn't seem like it now, but things will get better. Be strong.

4 shallow - ribs
3 deep - hip
1 deep - left wrist
Razor
~5/7/11

[Keats]

stomach, 6 up to about 1cm

leg 10 1cm and deeper.

put the blood on the walls.

[beag_amhain]

3 deep on my back

[Ambrosia]

A couple medium depth on my right arm. Those scars had their chances to heal, now I'm just making new one.

Guess I'll have to start over on that No Cutting thing later...

[Blujay]

Aww Lexi, what threw you off? ):


Content removed - Please don't ask for methods of how to self harm. ~georgiamay.

[MadManWithaBox]

12 deep on my arms, left and right. Took a knife across my face. Interesting scar.

[Nevermore]

Several times, left wrist, shoulder, and ankle.
Cecily- Please no offering tips or tricks that can lead to others self injuring in a different way.

[Blujay]

Matthew, don't you worry what people might think if they see a scar like that on your face? ):

Cecily, I'm tempted to try it sometime...

2 shallow- stomach
1 deep - right hip
3 shallow - ribs
Razor
5/8/11

[beag_amhain]

i wudn try it jay,i feel like an eejit for doing it >.<

[MadManWithaBox]

No I'l pass it off as an accident. Amazing rush though.

[Blujay]

Cecily, thinking about it again, I have to agree. It was a rash thing for me to say xP I just get frustrated sometimes because it feels like my current cuts don't heal fast enough.


Matthew aren't you worried that someone will find out the truth...?

[beag_amhain]

alot on my ribs/wrists/thighs
6 stitches on my left wrist
8 stitches on my right thigh
11 stitches on my left thigh

[Fiction]

I just want to remind everyone that giving and asking for tips is against the rules. This thread isn't for discussions about self harm, it is for recording your self harm, not giving tips. Thank you

[MadManWithaBox]

Slashed my wrists. Had to gave 11 stitches in it, and 30 in my other cuts.

[Hatsune Miku]

Why was this unstickied?

I've started cutting again, after a very long time. Things have been so hard lately. Girlfriend of 11 months left me a month and a half ago. Because of that I was left broken and alone, no friends or anything to keep me company. Found another girl, we got together. Again, long distance. But my trust issues created from my last relationship fucked this one up and we didn't even last 1 month ( 2 days till 1 month ). I've failed every single class for the year this year at school and my mom said no summer school.( Freshmen ) Me and my mother nor sister get along at all. Everythings going downhill. I feel like packing my bag with food, stealing as much money as I can from my mom and sister and running away. I will not survive. But I don't care about anything at this point anymore.

Cut like 4 times on my upper arms. Not too deep because I can actually feel the pain, and it hurts.

[Syvelocin]

^ To point out that we do not endorse the way it was being used, not wanting to focus on the bad instead of focusing on the good like the non-self harm calendar, and in hope that if it wasn't stickied, it would die out.

[beag_amhain]

14 shallow-ish on my ribs

[Malcolm Tucker]

3, kinda medium, on my arm :(

[blacksilverandgold]

April 20
10
Wrist
Deep.

May 1
6
3 on each hip

May 16
40
Stomach
DEEP

[moon_lit_angel]

today.. 7 minutes ago :(

after 23 days without sh...
i snapped :(


10 deep on my hip,
4 deep on my stomach,
2 medium on my thigh
1 on my arm :(

[beag_amhain]

6 deep on my leg
24 shallow on my ankle
3 deep-ish on my wrist

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

25+ shallow shoulder and wrist

[beag_amhain]

24 stitches in my leg

[Magenta]

50 on my thigh. Feels like nothing.

[DarkWingedAngel]

did one the other day for the first time in forever. shits going on lost my best friend and i have no one to talk to so yeah outcome is this

[TrAnSMaN09]

I Don't Kno If I Have Any Right To Be On This Part of VT But, You Know Im Always Here For You Dylan,

[Keats]

6 deep on my thigh.

[DarkWingedAngel]

carved pain into my arm. been awhile since ive carved words.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Carved hate into my leg, and love into the other. Havn't carved words in a long time.
Back to day 1.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Over the past two/three days I guess I've made about 20 cuts on the top of my thigh...

[DarkWingedAngel]

carved hate into my arm right next to my other word

[MadManWithaBox]

I did 9 deep ones on my upper arm. Rubbed some dirt into it.

[sarahtheweber]

One deep on lower arm near elbow, ten down inner upper arm, 5 on shin...

[CyanideGoodnight]

last night did 7 slits in my leg, and 16 cuts in a grid pattern on my shoulder, and bit myself four times.

[PartyPoison]

152 between my arm wrist and hip

[deadpie]

A few on my upper right arm where my shirt will cover it. A bunch on my upper legs so my pants will cover it.

What a waste.

[CyanideGoodnight]

scratched my stomache about 8 times and I'm probably going to do more later...

[morbidmonkey]

4 times on my left wrist, kinda deep and once on my ankle, deep

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

14. Shallow. Wrist.

Just broke my record of two weeks. Fuck sake.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

(lost count of how many)
ankle
not very deep, but more than shallow

[PartyPoison]

12 shallow, hip

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

13, v shallow, left wrist

[Donna Noble]

It's been a day. 7 on my left arm. Very shallow.

[rukia_yua]

7 left thigh

[CyanideGoodnight]

Clawed my hand until I broke skin, can't tell how many times. I'm probably going to go put some rubbing alcohol on it to make it burn later, I'm too numb.

[Iris]

about 50ish on my left arm, medium deep. Also carved the word 'why'

6 shallow on my shoulder

carved 'save' on my left leg, 'me' on my right.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

3, 2 on wrist 1 on ankle, moderately deep

[morbidmonkey]

carved "spoiled brat" on the back of my hand (the brat part didnt show up too much) and like 3 times on my wrist,deepish

[Megson]

3 on my shoulder. Shallow.

5 or 6 on my right shoulder. A little deeper, but still shallow.

Carved FAT into my stomach three different times in 2 days. Very shallow, keeps fading.

All of that in the course of two days...

[Magenta]

25, shallow, on my stomach.

200, shallow/moderate, right thigh. Among them, ALONE and UGLY.

[deadpie]

Six on the arm, about ten on upper right arm, some on my legs and some on my stomach too. Can't believe i'm going back to this shit and i've been doing it daily now for three days. I think it's going to become a habit again, maybe worse than any of the other times.

[Megson]

Cut my thigh last night five times. Deeper than I intended, and it took a while to stop bleeding.

[Ambrosia]

I've now started back again. I went a five months and only did it twice. Well, I know longer have a promise to keep, and I'm starting back into scaring my arms. So far:

2 deep, left arm. And I'm heading out for more before the night is over.

I'm going to regret it tomorrow. And somethings going to give. But there's nothing else to do. =/

[deadpie]

Some more on my stomach. Probably about six or seven, sort of deep. Was able to get to rub the blood across my entire chest. I'm definitely fucking losing it now.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

5, shallow on my leg

1, deeper (still not too deep though) on my wrist

EDIT: for 9/5-

lost count (easily over 100), shallow on my legs
2 deeper ones on my ankles

[onedayforever]

3 on my left arm deep

[Megson]

One cut on my forearm. Not deep, didn't even bleed very long.

The rest are healing. Still can't find a new blade...

[HeroesAndCons]

yesterdays
7
Shallow
shin

Todays
3
shallow
thigh

[deadpie]

Yesterday I put on some more on my upper arm, today it's just me dressing up my stomach with lines.

[Megson]

Two on my stomach, one little cut on my wrist. Neither were deep, but bled for quite a while.

[Magenta]

Last night... more than I can count. Hurts like hell. Not deep but not great.

[ShadowGirl]

5 times
Left wrist
Medium

[gretty23]

4 times on my right leg
2 shallow
2 deep

[stories]

thursday, 1 sept.
four, upper left arm, shallow

[Megson]

Four on stomach. One was kind of deep, the rest not so much.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Thursday.. way to many to count.. all up both arms, 3 on stomache, and 10 on left leg..
Today.. so far.. right arm - 4, left arm - 10..
Some were deep, some not.. guess we'll have to see what else happens today..

[amor2429]

My first post here.

Last night(Saturday Night).
Left arm.
40 lines, 'Why' and 'Look ^^^'.

Not really deep. I don't think.

[ShadowGirl]

1- right ankle, deep
1- right shoulder, shallow

[LozziRAWR]

Yesterday- went a little crazy :/ 200+, right leg, some shallow some deep
Today - 'not enough' and 'why me?' Right thigh, shallow

[xdancing_for_rainx]

18 (visible) on my left upper arm. Fairly shallow.
3 on my legs/ankles. Quite a bit deeper, but not as deep as I would have wanted them to be.

[amor2429]

Today

4 on right hand
6 on right arm
186 on left arm

Med deep.

[amor2429]

Today

20.
Left leg.
Shallow.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

29, left wrist, shallow

Couple days ago carved 'XVIII' on my hand. To remind me im 18 soon and need to loose weight for the party I'm having. Felt pen wasn't as long lasting...

[amor2429]

Today

54
Left arm.
Med deep.

[deadpie]

Last night was I did a few on my shoulder, then this morning I added some to my legs, stomach, and shoulder again. I'd like to just carve the words idiot, dumb, and stupid into my body multiple times. Some days I feel like even pulling out my eyes and eating them.

[Nevermore]

It's been every day for the past few days...

[Infidelitas]

Day 73

[Megson]

Three deep cuts on my upper right thigh. Bled for a while and it hurts to walk. But the pain in comforting, somehow.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

maybe 3 or so on my leg; shallow-ish
1 on my wrist -.- bled a bit, but not sure about how deep

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

24
shallow
left wrist

[anonymous53]

9 and a heart carved.
Do not read this. You know who you are. I don't want you to see it

[Magenta]

Too many.
I promised myself I wouldn't make it worse than it was but whatever.

[AlmostHomeless]

This morning I woke up and found the word "WHY" on my belly. I went over it again just 10 minutes ago with 30-40 shallow cuts. It didn't hurt at all when I did it, but as soon as I put the razor down I was hit in the face with reality. It stings like a bitch.

[AppealToReason]

20 tonight.
God, I fucked up so badly. I needed help today, I really did.
Wish I wasn't so scared of telling people...

[xXl0sth0peXx]

probably 20-30 on both arms.. mediumish depth..
and one on my left ankle..

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Several repeatedly, on my thigh. Not extremely deep, but enough that I had to clean up a bit.
One shallow on my wrist. Another few shallow on my legs.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

29
left wrist
shallow

feeling so shit.

[Ambrosia]

I've started cutting the outer sides of my arms now, instead of the inner. So, 6 lone ones, and I made two old ones longer...Yeah. So much for that quitting thing.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

4 days free.. Cuts on both arms sorta closed..

41 on my right arm.. 38 on my left..
Fairly shallow but they all bled a bit..

Don't you just love fucking up.. So much for stopping.. :\

[Alexis goes Rawr]

- 15 times
- left forearm
- deepest i've ever done
- and carved the word HATE on one hip and LOVE on the other hip with a big X through it

[AllThatYouDreamed]

Welp, I've offically fucked up what was a damn nice long time w/o cutting. Fuck knows how long. At least 6 months, probably longer.
Just one, thigh. Not my usual place... my arms are covered and normally I don't care, but. IDK. I want(ed) to hide the cut better from step parents and sister.
Not much blood. Not enough blood. But it hurts enough.:)

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Guess 13 total from tonight. Enough to carve "b*tch* into my thigh. Not very deep I don't think, but more blood than expected.

[Brittany123]

October 12th
14 shallow
right wrist

October 14th
5 deep
left arm

[Iris]

Last time I cut was sunday night. More than a hundred cuts. Lots of blood. Thought I would die.

I need stitches for about 5 or 6 of them. But I can't afford to be found out, so I'll have deep scars, forever. Sigh.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Somewhere over 14.
"Stupid" into my thigh.
Not very deep >.<

[YesterdaysNews]

I didn't know this thread still existed since they unstickied it.
it was Monday or Tuesday when I did 10 on my forearm and carved NOT OKAY.
That's the only way I can get that message out. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. Why is it so hard to tell people that?

[Ambrosia]

Three good gashes. I can't get rid of this dirty feeling...So I might as well do what I can to cover it up.

[xDarkAngelx]

5 shallow ones today and almost an attempt on suicide. Sigh.

[AlmostHomeless]

I woke up this morning and found an x carved over my carved butterfly on my thigh. I didn't know it was there until I got undressed to take a shower and the waistline of my boxers went over the cuts and it hurt real bad. It really shocked me. I thought I remembered going to bed, but I guess I got back up.

[Magenta]

More than there needs to be, especially with a full physical coming up with a new doctor. They're getting deeper.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

last night before appointment with my therapist who talked to my GP who knows I SH..

way to many to count..

[Cave Johnson]

I know this won't be much to you guys but

October 24
1on right wrist
pretty shallow I guess.... mainly a big deal because it's my first....

[Ambrosia]

I know this won't be much to you guys but

October 24
1on right wrist
pretty shallow I guess.... mainly a big deal because it's my first....

Why would this not mean a lot to us? It's okay, kiddo. That's what we are here for. If you ever need to talk, PM me, or Post. Or something, okay? We'd love to help...
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Huge gash...right across my arm....Deep. Deep. Deep. Maybe that will be it for a while. I hope.

[anonymous53]

Fat :|

[Magenta]

Experimenting with the number of layers human skin has.

I've lost count other than that.

Oh and 'my fault' across my stomach.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

~right thigh shallow
~30
~plus burns

[xDarkAngelx]

12, left thigh shallow, 1 deep

[AlmostHomeless]

4 or 5 over the scar "WHY?" on my side. I gotta do something about the scar before swim practice starts :/

[JournalDreamer]

Carved Smile on left wrist. Hadn't messed up in 54 days and than I broke. :/

[AlmostHomeless]

3 on my thigh at school and 1 small one on my chest. The ones on my thigh look like they will scar up real ugly.

[Megson]

Well. I don't want to count it, but if I don't...I'll let myself get away with too much.

Two cuts on my stomach. One was very shallow. The other was medium-shallow. Bled a bit, had to use a bandaid.

[AppealToReason]

50 on the right leg, 50 on the left.
Not exactly the way I wanted tonight to end, but so be it.

[deadpie]

chest, legs, upper right arm, even on my knuckles. it's almost like i need to do it just to keep making sure i'm alive, don't even know if that's working anymore. so fucking sick of all of this. hate waking up, just want to sleep forever.

[Magenta]

A lot all over my arms. Medium deep? Maybe? Not sure.
Not that it matters. No one actually cares if I go crazy or not.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

13 medium deep/pretty deep on my right wrist..
5 big burns on left arm..
5 shallow 'scratches' on my right hand
'die' carved into my left arm

meh. fuck it all.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

think this is what is known as a relapse..

but around 50, left wrist, shallow

almost 2 months of work gone to waste. Fuck.

[AlmostHomeless]

10-15 over the same spot on my belly as the scarred words. I have no idea how people at swim practice didn't seem to notice anything; I didn't even put make-up or anything on it.

[AppealToReason]

Bunch of words everywhere. Don't eat, stop, die, ect ect.
Plus 20? more on my leg. Guess it's jackets and pants for now.

[AlmostHomeless]

An X on my chest. It's not too bad. I hope the other guys at swim practice don't notice it.

[kenoloor]

I did it. I finally did it. After almost 674 days, I cut. Three quick slashes on my left thigh. And I'm flying high.

[Iris]

15 or so. Deep, but not too bad. Ugh.

[Blue63]

Four on my upper left arm.
Shallow, breaking the skin is harder because of all the cuts still in the proces of healing on my arm.
Last week did a number on my body. Need to either slow down and let the cuts heal or move somewhere else.

[SinisterMystery]

Two new cuts on my thigh. Not very deep but still painful to move.

[AlmostHomeless]

3 on my thigh. Only 1 is kinda deep.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

All over.
I lost count at 45.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

[JournalDreamer]

Carved Stupid into right thigh. Carved Smile deeper into left wrist. 1 cut on right thigh. 1 cut on left forearm.

[Magenta]

Somewhere in the 300-400 range on my arm. Shallow but all overlapping to the point my arm feels like it's on fire now.

[JournalDreamer]

Bad day. Bad night. I gotta stop. :/ 1cut on left wrist-deep, 21 cuts on left thigh. 16 cuts on stomach.

[xDarkAngelx]

About 20+ right arm, 2 deepish, rest shallow.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

entire right thigh covered in cuts
entire left arm burnt
right arm cut

maybe 200+ total..

[kenoloor]

4 on my left thigh. Didn't have time for anymore (stupid mom), or who knows...

[Magenta]

Four on my arm, deep, got blood on the floor on the floor in the girls' toilets... ugh.

[Ambrosia]

One deep one on my leg, haven't done it there in a while. It was the only way to keep me from doing my wrist.

[Fourth Dimension]

left arm allot

[YesterdaysNews]

7. Make it 8 in a minute, I hate uneven numbers

[JournalDreamer]

12 on stomach, 20 on wrists, 4 on thigh.

[kukachoo42]

left outside wrist, but they are fading :)

[SinisterMystery]

Too many to count on my left thigh. They keep stinging like a bitch.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

10
left arm
deepish