Self Harm Calendar

[georgiamay]

wednesday, 1 medium right forearm.
yesterday, 1 medium right forearm.
oops :l

[smile]

About half an hour ago.
9, 10, 11, 12? i dont know. Left and right leg.
Deep and shallow.

12 left and right leg. Deep and shallow. About 10 minutes ago.

[deadpie]

I'm pretty sure if she kills herself soon then I'll take my blame for not knowing how to help her.

That means their is going to be one huge line down my arm that kills me finally.

I'm not going to live as this wretched piece of shit. Fuck all of that. I can't help anyone. I'm fucking useless.

[crimsonangel]

Just now

Left leg

About ten

deep

[The Batman]

5 cuts on my leg

[TheLovelyScars.x]

20 mins ago, 5 burns and 3 cuts, deep and shallow, right arm/wrist.
:/

[Secret_Keiko]

last night/early this morning
At least over 40 cuts on my left wrist/arm
And the words "Save Me" etched into my skin on my left forearm.
Deep.

Edit: Just now, carved "second best" next to the "save me" one.
and 4 more on my wrist.
And 3 scratches to the left side of my face.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

4, right hip. Bruised my hand.

[Malcolm Tucker]

I'm back.

5 on my thigh, 10 on my stomach.

UPDATE:

+ 6 more on stomach
+ 1 more on other thigh

[Obscene Eyedeas]

1 stomach shallow

[kidkizzet]

3 on left arm

[Malcolm Tucker]

4 on my hip

6 more on my other hip. Deep

[Antares]

I'm back.

5 on my thigh, 10 on my stomach.

UPDATE:

+ 6 more on stomach
+ 1 more on other thigh

You were ssoooooooo far along.


Stop double posting Michael

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 Thigh from last night.

[Malcolm Tucker]

8 on my hips

+ 3 on my leg
+ 10 on my hip
+ 1 on my shoulder

[Asylum]

6 on my ankle med-shllow
1 on my arm
1 on my left thigh
1 stab with a knife on my right thigh (yesterday)

[The Batman]

3 on my leg.

[Malcolm Tucker]

4 on my hips.

[The Batman]

3 more on my leg

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

12 low leg shallow

[Nelson]

I know its not cutting. But still technically classified as self harm

Punched my wardrobe 15 times, busted open my knuckles, bruised them

[Malcolm Tucker]

A lot...all deep...a lot. Sorry

[OnlyByTheNight.]

a few deep ones and about 4 shallow ones

[Harley Quinn]

Eve and Micheal, come on you know you can do this, don't give up!

[wowfan]

15 mins ago, 9 deep cuts on left arm

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

8 times on uper leg deep

[Kaius]

2 on my leg

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

~ 4 times
~Left arm
~Shallow-ish

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 tummy, 3 on each thigh. 1 leg

[Malcolm Tucker]

2 on my hips, medium deep

[Aceso]

Blegh.
15 left hip, 1 deep, 1 medium, 13 shallow.
carved ''Pain'' Into right hip, shallow.

[wowfan]

lots, deep, all over left arm

[Malcolm Tucker]

10 deep on my stomach.

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

14 medium deep left shoulder, a heart carved in my stomach with a H in it. (My sisters first letter)

[Aceso]

Feel like crying. Im going to do some deep ones. watch this space :(

[Malcolm Tucker]

two. One really deep and one medium. I hate this. What the fuck am i doing wrong :(

[TigerLily]

I stared at my blade for a while, then started digging into my skin with my nails, if that counts. I don't want to do this. I'm just breaking down and I feel so alone. Worthless.

[Sith Lord 13]

I stared at my blade for a while, then started digging into my skin with my nails, if that counts. I don't want to do this. I'm just breaking down and I feel so alone. Worthless.

You're not alone and you're not worthless. If you need to talk, I'm here for you.

[Malcolm Tucker]

About 20 or so on my stomach, hips and top of leg. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I hate myself for what I've become. VERY thin ice.

[Sith Lord 13]

About 20 or so on my stomach, hips and top of leg. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I hate myself for what I've become. VERY thin ice.

:hug:

Michael, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Thanks Alex

uhmm another 15, on my hips, leg, wrist and forearm. Ranging from medium to deep. That's it for the next hour or so, hopefully. Keeping blade near in case. Idk anymore :(

[ShatteredWings]

1 shallow thigh this morning.

start of a series, I'm sure.


EDIT: not bothering to double post
+3, nothing deep.

[wowfan]

2, deep on left arm , but they r not enough:(

[starbrite5]

2 salt-ice burns

[Harley Quinn]

You know, you're not alone, ever and if you ever need to talk, my msn is on my profile. You can PM me anytime and I'll always respond, I'm here for each and everyone of you. Don't forget that :)

[DarkWingedAngel]

im not gonna even bother to count
alot on my thighs nothing deep
alot on my arms a few are deep
some on my stomach nothing deep

[Malcolm Tucker]

Two on my stomach. Just the beginning.


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UPDATE: One, deep on my stomach. I can feel it stinging.

[wowfan]

6 deep on left arm, ive no space left on this arm now:(

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

July, 3

42 times
shallow
left arm
healing though
using mederma
hate it
whatever

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

You hate ur body? Or what ur living through? Ive cut more than 300 hundred times on my left arm

[starrburst]

I cut yesterday

4 times, 2 sorta deep...

=(

[wowfan]

14 on right arm, deep

[Malcolm Tucker]

3 deep and 4 shallow. Hips.

[ShatteredWings]

Recounted..
another 4 in the past 2 days, medium, one looks a little 'off' (yellow in the cut, far more red around than the others. Infection?)
And it looks like I've reopened the ones that were already there again.

Vaguely remember doing it. Meh

i'm really OK. I swear.

[starrburst]

Well, yesterday...i reopened a load...and cut once...Only shallow, i didn't have time to go deep...:[

I hate this.

[YesterdaysNews]

Carved "HATE" and "FAT" into my stomach.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

Monday July 5, 2010
6 very shallow cuts on my left arm

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

i think im gonna cut today..........

[wowfan]

around 20 , medium/deep on right arm

[whodunit]

7/12/10
big x on my thigh, along with many other ones. semi-deep.
edit: may be a bit deeper than i thought...not good.

[Antares]

2 (shallow?) ones on my thigh ...

idk first time so idk how shallow they really are

[YesterdaysNews]

Last night and the day before. First time on my wrist in awhile. Meh. Didn't count.

[wowfan]

lots , right arm, some deep

[Aceso]

two days ago. Ran a blade across my wrist, but diddnt leave a mark, diddnt want to...

lost my blade yesterday... :( I need a new one...

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

i just cut myself, 6 times shallow left arm 9:55 pm my time

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 Wrist.

[Seeker94]

119 days

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

one semi-shallow cut on my left arm. Its 7:21 at my place, so i dont wanna make noticable ones until im in bed.

[Malcolm Tucker]

2 - one on my wrist which was moderately deep. The other on my hips which wasn't as bad.

Sorry.
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Update: 19

6 on my wrists, deep
10 on my hips, deep
3 on my leg, moderate.
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another update:

30...all over...deep ish. Needed it. *sigh*

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

16 times left arm shallow

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

just cut my left lower ankle never cut my legs before im starting to though. It itches like heck.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

2 medium thigh. Might do more later

[welcome_to_chaos]

twice
side

Help i dont wanna go back to the way it was im trying to resist help T-T

[Obscene Eyedeas]

7 thigh, quite a good feeling this time

[Schizophrenia]

3 left arm
1 right arm
1 left leg

[YesterdaysNews]

4 and counting, upper forearm
edit, 8 in total.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 Years it doesn't get easier. . .

3 ankle, 2 shoulder

[enjoying_my_insanity]

july 23 2 left forearm shallow :( they itch alot and ive scratched them open :( and i had to lie to my parents to hide them....said i scratched my arm on the dock :( :(

[Asylum]

18 times on wrist shallow ... 2 days ago 1 on ankle 2 on wrist deep

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

ugg I had not cut in a month!!
1 deep on arm
jesus fish on chest
* large above belly button
FAT in large letters then I carved it out with 30+ cuts below belly button.
How I hate myself right now

[Schizophrenia]

1 left arm

[wowfan]

8 medium cuts on left arm, and opened up a few other cuts as well

[Harley Quinn]

12 asprins
5 cuts
Edit: 15 aspirin and 6 more cuts

So far..wonder where that's gonna take me, feeling no side effects yet.

[Kaius]

15. mildly deep. don't care any more.

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

40+ on my side a few other places. Shallow.

[ackmedsgirl666]

blew my cover
carved Love into my left wrist to remember my bestfriend Amy because we moved away from eachother
will edit if i decide to do more

[Aspiringanonymous]

10-ish, don't want to look right now; right arm; just deep enough to bleed.

Laura made me post >.< damn you Laura

[kidkizzet]

About 25 cuts on left arm

Edit: I don't know how many more I've added. Over 100 though

Edit: I wrote 'Fuck up' on my left arm. Oh and there's more cuts, idk how many though.

[YesterdaysNews]

On my hips last night, I don't know how many.
I think it might be wrist tonight. I'm fed up.

[kidkizzet]

Left arm again. Don't know how many

Edit: now there's even more.

[DarkWingedAngel]

atleast 20 on my stomach, medium
one on my arm, deep

[Schizophrenia]

5 on my right leg yesterday

[misery_business]

- about 15 on my leg, some deep
- 3 on my arm, shallow
about 2 hours ago, im so much better now.

[YesterdaysNews]

About 10 last night.

[kidkizzet]

A lot yesterday on left arm.

[1_21Guns]

i suck at lying, so one burn. stomach. it's nothing. 9/8/10.

[Malcolm Tucker]

i suck at lying, so one burn. stomach. it's nothing. 9/8/10.

:( Natalie, check your inbox.

[xlovexkurtx]

3 shallow, long cuts on right leg

[deadpie]

Four on right upper arm. I guess you could say deep. Really was hoping not to go back to it, but it's better then me going over to someone and sticking a machete right through their chest.

[welcome_to_chaos]

20 or so....why cant i stop T-T..plez someone stop me

[xlovexkurtx]

30 on my left leg... I couldnt stop. I was so angry, i just kept slashing. Theyre pretty shallow tho.

[ShatteredWings]

large abrasion right thigh =\

barely bled, but it got what i needed.

[xlovexkurtx]

20+anarchy symbol on left leg, semi-deep

[Obscene Eyedeas]

17 Cuts and 7 burns for the weekend

[DarkWingedAngel]

I did a wack load on my left arm. Bled alot.

[REGRET]

Three cuts and many scratches on my wrist and one deep cut on my leg. It only bled a little.

[YesterdaysNews]

6 over the past 3 days.

[REGRET]

2 small and 2 big cuts on my wrist, it didn't bleed much. (I drank the blood, does that make it worse?)

[xlovexkurtx]

No, I do that too sometimes. I guess it makes it feel more real or something.

[xlovexkurtx]

40 shallow on right thigh

[Obscene Eyedeas]

I'm so mad at everyone right now! 3 medium, thigh

[YesterdaysNews]

four

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 Thigh medium

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

One cut in between each nucle on my left hand.

[Keats]

one small burn.
more to follow.

[Schizophrenia]

1 on my left leg and 1 on my right leg on monday
1 on my left leg yesterday

[Schizophrenia]

2 on my right leg on sunday

[1_21Guns]

41 >.<
thighs/arm

[goneghost]

3 cuts and about 15 scratches about 15 minutes ago (im such an idiot)

[Keats]

41, arm.

[Lemonlover934]

12 both thighs

[Syvelocin]

One, left ankle, medium-deep.

[Soccer Girl 13]

2 upper left arm. medium.

4 down my left arm. medium - deep.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

1 so far tonight right hip shallow

edit: 4-6 scratches on my arm and a bruisish shallow cut to the hip have been added...still not enough

[georgiamay]

yeah, i fucked up, I'm aware of that.
Last night, 2 left hip, shallow.

[Sora131500]

4 left leg nothing bad but itll scar

[welcome_to_chaos]

In one moment...in 2 seconds...3 cuts...32 days. gone.

[TRexbait]

Wrong thread

[Chris_Likes_Drums]

loads of quite shallow cuts to right arm... more scratches really.. but enough to bleed

[The Batman]

Just 2...oh well

[Magenta]

17 or more... right thigh. Maybe more later...

Still can't sleep... I had tried to stop. Oh well. Who cares?

[MuzicIz4ever]

4....
Deep...ish...
1 on thumb...? What's that about?... Hmm...

[Fourth Dimension]

18 left arm shallow

[YesterdaysNews]

Three, but the first one doesn't even count..

[Harley Quinn]

Three, but the first one doesn't even count..

me and you are having a chat when you're home, no questions asked.. well there will be, but that's not the point :P

anyone else, my pm box is open if you need someone to talk to :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fuck fuck fuck

three nights ago I just completely snapped.

1, medium deep. :( :( :(

[welcome_to_chaos]

Last night 3...shallow...right hip

[Sora131500]

1 medium left arm (It isnt big though)

[Unwanted_Different]

8 stomauch shallow
6 stomauch medium-deep
3 left hip shallow-medium
3 right hip shallow-medium
possibly more tonight.....
12 stomauch ranging from shallow to deep
3 torso medium
10 left hip medium-deep
13 on right hip ranging from shallow to deep
so thats a total of 38 tonight...i feel soo ashamed....:( and i wasted two almost three weeks....

im screwing up bad tonight...its about 2am here and i added about 5 more to my stomauch deep 3 to my torso deep 8 to my hand very shallow im falling apart and just wanna scream! im so scared that im gonna go to far tonight....i need help so desperatly.....

[Elphie]

39, left hip, shallow, but bleeding a lot
about the same on right hip
not completly sure on the numbers, it's kinda messy

also; 19, right arm, shallow

6 months down the effing drain. six damn months.

[Nelson]

4 shallow

[starbrite5]

Over the past week, 10 or so? All medium depth. Most likely more coming tonight. :(

[Asylum]

8- ankle
11- wrist med.- deep (some of my deepest ones yet..)

[The Batman]

Just letting everyone know you don't have to go through this alone, if you ever feel like you need to talk about anything there are dozens of people on this site willing to help and that's including myself. So please before you pick up that blade again try to pm someone on here and just let them help you through it.

[Sherwood]

quite a lot, left arm and right leg, first time in...months, not sure how many to be precise, but i thought id beat it, i guess i never will realy

[Magenta]

Three or four... twice today. My deepest yet.

[welcome_to_chaos]

Stomach..one burn edit: leg one burn hand one burn from burning leg....uper right side 8 cuts deep left side 9 cuts med/shallow inside right thigh 3 cuts shallow

[Haruhi]

9-10 cuts on my left wrist, medium cuts. :/

[Magenta]

Medium/shallow on my thigh. Ruined my three days of non-self harm. ):

[YesterdaysNews]

About 12, thigh, last night. Some didn't even bleed.

[Asylum]

last night a few on my wrist.. med- shallow.

[Malcolm Tucker]

1 deep yesterday

[MadManWithaBox]

Just a couple under the wrist with glass, fairly deep.

[Magenta]

Both legs, medium, about 30 in total.

One is a combination of today and yesterday. About 30 or 40 all over top of one another in a big mess.

I wish I could stop. I'm such a failure and and idiot. I feel like this is eventually going to lead to my death.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fell asleep really depressed, woke up, made a mess of my arm, kinda.

[MadManWithaBox]

12 deep on my leg, 10 very deep on my arm.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

3 medium.

[MadManWithaBox]

44 upper arm

[YesterdaysNews]

The "cat" got to my hand. Just red lines, no blood.

[Malcolm Tucker]

4 medium deep.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

left wrist...scratches...during school...bad day...prob will do more...

[enjoying_my_insanity]

scratches on my left wrist...during school...prob more tonight with how im feeling now... :( i dont even know how long gone
edit 2 cuts on my right hip...shallow and not enough...im relapsing...

[OnlyByTheNight.]

like 4 i think, yesterday

[jammydoug]

HI
How can i talk to my friend about self harm?I met a friend a year ago who used to self-harm and she has now recovered.For the past few years i have had problems with self harm and recently she found out that i self harm also.

[REGRET]

One long one on my leg. I don't fucking know why I did it and now I regret it like crazy!

[goneghost]

following an minor overdose last night,two cuts on my arm...

[MadManWithaBox]

Just a few on my thigh

[1_21Guns]

56 the other night,

1 friday night.

[welcome_to_chaos]

56 the other night,

1 friday night.

hugs <3 what happened hun?

[1_21Guns]

hugs <3 what happened hun?

i gave up fighting, didn't see any point anymore..

[welcome_to_chaos]

i gave up fighting, didn't see any point anymore..

there is a point to fighting...u can never give up u have to keep going even if its hard. U need to do this. not for me not for ur friends or ur family. for u *hugs* i hope u feel better and ur always welcome to pm me

[1_21Guns]

thanks hun :hug:

[welcome_to_chaos]

:hug: your welcome :)

[goneghost]

2 last night.

[Elphie]

A few days ago I repeatedly smashed my fists against a concrete wall for about twenty minutes, crushing a bone in one of my knuckles. Kept slapping it to keep the pain and didn't see the doctor about it. It wasn't enough, so it's good again now.

[Weeping]

If any of you guys ever need to talk or smt, please pm me any time <3

[Malcolm Tucker]

2 medium deep in school today. I snapped.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

scratched my arm with my nails....:(

[Malcolm Tucker]

2 on my arm. Deep. Meh

[DrkZ90]

repeatedly smashed my head with a controller
hit myself wherever I could
a couple of small cuts on my face and a tiny one on my leg

Not the first time, probably not the last one either.

[Love.Hate]

3 on my arm. two shallow one deep :(
I gave up fighting the urge.

[DrkZ90]

2 cuts on my hand, shallow
several bruises all over my body

should end all this already, it isn't worth it to keep going any more.

[welcome_to_chaos]

for anyone reading this post THERE IS HOPE there is a way to stop. i know it may seem hard but i know you can do it :) if u ever need help or just want to talk feel free to message me :) im always here

[UnknownError]

I dont even know.
Shallow
Left ankle.

Then stuck my hand right into the back of the freezer and its all swollen from how cold it was. D:

[MadManWithaBox]

89, shallow left arm, 2 deep on the underside of the arm, 45 shallow on my thigh.

[welcome_to_chaos]

89, shallow left arm, 2 deep on the underside of the arm, 45 shallow on my thigh.

oh hun. thats a lot. if u want to talk u can always vm or pm me. :hug3:

[goneghost]

punched a wall a few times yesterday.. :/

[DrkZ90]

2, somewhat deep, left ankle

[closed]

well, i guess first time was 12, end of 6th grade.
i had grades that seemed to me extremely awfull (even though they look fine to me, they were like, one 70, and all other were above 85...) so i cut myself like medium-deep at the ankle few times...

[TigerLily]

1.
We were doing this experiment in bio and I'm too fucking weak not to go steal the blade again..
Ffs. This is what my own mother fucking died from. I fucking promised her I wouldn't. Maybe she couldn't hear anyway.. I don't even fucking know. Wtf is wrong with me.
I miss you. I'm sorry.
I love you. <3

[MadManWithaBox]

20 left arm

[mranderson]

chest...i dont even no how many...medium, aboutt again

[rukia_yua]

shredded legs......

[Asylum]

40+ cuts on left wrist a few on right anke :(

[UnknownError]

40+ cuts on left wrist a few on right anke :(

Awww thats alot. :(
If you want to talk just PM me. :hug:

[YesterdaysNews]

3? on my forearm.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

1 on my hip...dammit

[Love.Hate]

3 deep on my wrist. :(

[IsabellaJane]

Six Cuts
Upper left thigh
Shallow

[welcome_to_chaos]

one burn..pretty big right hip..im so sorry