Self Harm Calendar

[Lemonlover934]

Last Night
3 Left Thigh, Medium

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Guys you are all better then this i know its hard but ye can quit, feel free to pm me if you need support advice or just someone to listen im always here to help.

[Harley Quinn]

Last Night
3 Left Thigh, Medium

Claire..
I'm here if you need to talk <3
I'll be here for you

[trump3t_]

Last weekend:
2 times, left wrist and right leg, shallow

[tammybabezz]

I just don't want to be here any longer and considering giving up on this life, nothing worth living for anymore.

[Keats]

4, shallow/medium chest,
5 medium/deep left forarm
2 shallow wrist.

i know. i suck.

[Lemonlover934]

Last Night
2 deep, left hip

Weak. Feeling like a failure.

[delta]

2 shallow, 1 medium, left wrist :(

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 medium

[Scarface]

Hey guy's I'm Ronnie PM me anytime you need to talk I'm always here. I was a peer counselor for 4 1/2 years I also used to cut myself among many other nasty habbits. If you ever need someone to talk to need advice. Or just a shoulder to cry on I will be that person and i will help In anyway I can. Please contact me before you make the first cut that way I can help. NEVER hesitate to PM me.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 again medium :( ughhhh im an idiot

3 medium 1 Deep 2 shallow. ugh!

[Asylum]

thought i should post night before and the 6th... just stabs with razors and lots of cuts on like two cuts.. medium- deepish

[Marcie]

thought i should post night before and the 6th... just stabs with razors and lots of cuts on like two cuts.. medium- deepish
:'(


This isn't the way to go guys.. All it's going is hurting it's not helping. And you're not just hurting yourselves. You're hurting all those around you. All the people who love and care for you. Even if someone doesn't know that you are cutting yourself it's still going to hurt them.

[Lemonlover934]

4 deep thigh.
3 medium stomach.

[Keats]

10 burns, left forarm

[Aceso]

2
very upper thigh/leg
medium/shallow

[Obscene Eyedeas]

2 Medium thigh

[DarkWingedAngel]

Put my smoke out on my arm earlier not sure if it counts but I pissed and wanted pain

[Asylum]

last night 1 deep on my wrist with a small one shallow,
ankle 13 somehting shallowish
earlier yesterday day i jsut took a part of my bed post and started hitting ymself with it a bunch of times because i was disappointed in the cutting... :( also dug nails into my skin to help with anxiety, but the nail thing wasn't deep at all and not to the point of scaring so that is good :) sort of...........not really...

[Soccer Girl 13]

2 left hand, 3 left arm, and 2 upper left arm

[trn19]

Ten. Hips. Medium. Drank the blood.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

7 medium thigh

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 more and my finger is fucked

[Lemonlover934]

4 ankle deep
2 hip medium
Lots on thighs medium..

[Harley Quinn]

4 ankle deep
2 hip medium
Lots on thighs medium..

Claire...
:hug:

[Erika]

16, left thigh, deep

after 8 fucking months without it

[Aceso]

1, upper thigh, mediumish (deeper than any before :( )

[Asylum]

20 + on ankle heel ish area with razor... 2 on foot, and guitar string on wrist i pressed in... and i feel like i'm going to fail yet again..,. i can't calm down, and there are too many places my mind is wondering to...

[DarkWingedAngel]

about 15 on my left thigh
18 on my right thigh

and one on my left arm

[Aceso]

Sliced my thumb open. Deepish (well for a finger).

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Leg. Dunno how many. Varying deepness...

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Leg 4 medium, 1 deep

[Marcie]

Last night about 35 on my shoulder half were deep and the other half were semi-deep..
then again early today I beat my arm really hard with my fist and I'm very surprised I don't have a bruise (I don't bruise easily) then I cut it rather deeply about 15 times..

I tried, I really did..I held out until 4AM that's about 8 hours after I REALLY started wanting to. if it weren't for Sarah putting up with my crying for an hours and a half on the phone it would have been much worse.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 deep multiple shallow

[georgiamay]

just 2 really really tiny scratches on my leg. nothing compared to how it used to be...

not sure whether that counts though, i mean it didnt even draw blood :/

[Lemonlover934]

4 stomach medium
3 hip deep

[Obscene Eyedeas]

2 medium tummy

Edit: 7 thigh. 2 wrist. 3 tummy. hit the wall

[The Batman]

3 on my leg

[Amymae18]

i have very bad drama at home..
and i cut

[Asylum]

dad yelled at me, and i lost it.... 20+ on right wist area small nad shallow
5 on left elbow, reopened and made deep cut bigger on my left wrist 30 + more on foot heelish area (left) .... my left foot is a mess... tried first with 3 different pairs of scissors.. then went to razor and sewing needle... i just gave up...

[Aceso]

Meh.
2 on upper thigh. shallow. Needed a vent. :(

[Keats]

9 on my stomach. shallowish.
2 on my leg. deep

[ShatteredWings]

3-5 leg shallow, a few bite marks i generally don't count.
the usual relapse.


>.> Tomorrow would have been four months free too.

Yeah. I'm a failure. Whatever :rolleyes:

[ackmedsgirl666]

was doing good
anyways gonna pit this here
poked a sewing needle into my vein
really hurt and i want to do more
im losing it all over again because i fucking love her

[Aceso]

Meh. 2 on thigh, deep, one diddnt bleed?
Carved initials into hip, deep.

[Marcie]

Last night.. one semi bad one my finger. only bled for like 20 minutes

[Syvelocin]

One, left arm, though really deep :( It scared me, deepest I've gone. Thought it might need stitches, but I got the bleeding to stop.

[Asylum]

last night, 2 on my left arm shallow, reopened deep on on my wrist, made it a little bigger. 4 on my foot with sowing needle,

[Aceso]

scraped my hand up.
accidentally-on-purpously grated my fingers with the cheese grater very mildly.

[ashleighhxbby]

Left wrist,
Deep-ish.
Probably will scar.

That always sucks, especially when people ask questions..

[ShatteredWings]

One shallow/medium on my leg.

found my other blade.
I smell a relapse. And a few more scars.


EDIT: Re opened everything at school today.
...this isn't far enough in between to warrent a double post IMO

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Ugh don't want to do count. last night was a blur. empty is how i feel

[Lemonlover934]

6 left arm, Medium

[delta]

1 shallow, 1 medium, left wrist :(

[Lemonlover934]

last night
4 right thigh medium

[Aceso]

Crying my eyes out.
4 on chest. medium.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

lost and broken..
whats happened? i'm here for you if you want to talk about anything :hug3: xx

[Aceso]

lost and broken..
whats happened? i'm here for you if you want to talk about anything :hug3: xx


Meh. It just all built up... :hug3:
thanks luff :wub:

[MysticalBurrito]

30 - 40 Arms and thighs.

[GreyxRainbow]

10, finger, shallow.

[Marcie]

A bunch of cuts (I haven't been able to count yet) on my left ankle... I can't believe I failed again..

[Aceso]

4, upper stomach, medium.
i got blamed by my family again.

*edit*

5, long, shallow, same place... :(

*edit 2*

im having a crap day today :(

1 on ankle, very shallow

[DarkWingedAngel]

carved someones name in my arm.

[UnknownError]

:O Why?

[millymollymandy]

quite a few, but don't want to count on wrists

[Fallen_embers]

only 2. i think that thats pretty good considering ...

[UnknownError]

1
Arm/Shoulder
Shallow, only tiny bit of blood.

[ShatteredWings]

:rolleyes:
re opened on my leg. I'm only counting it because it bled a lot more than it should have.
[like.. a lot more. wtf?]

[HeroesAndCons]

1
arm
shallow
because i was under stress at skool

[DarkWingedAngel]

ok well im fine really
deepened the name I made yesterday

[Obscene Eyedeas]

7 On my stomach. 2 deep 5 medium and a load of shallow on my leg. messed up my already damaged back. and more to come.

[starbrite5]

5 on my thigh, 3 shallow, 2 medium. I just felt really stressed today, and the last one was because I was sort of feeling abandoned by my normally overbearing parentals.

[BeautifulDisaster]

Not to intrude, but how does it help to be specific about where you cut, how many times, & details about the wound(s)?

It seems to turn into a competition to be honest, which is very unhealthy.

[The Batman]

One burn first in a long time. No razors so probably won't be the last.

[ShatteredWings]

Not to intrude, but how does it help to be specific about where you cut, how many times, & details about the wound(s)?

It seems to turn into a competition to be honest, which is very unhealthy.

*shrug* for me it just lets me know what's going on, because I'll see what hapened a week later and go "WTF" if I haven't written anything down. And people find my written journals, but my password on here is pretty secure (and username changes seem to help with "who is this??")

Welcome back sarah

[delta]

5 left wrist

[BeautifulDisaster]

Thanks=)

[Atonement]

Not to intrude, but how does it help to be specific about where you cut, how many times, & details about the wound(s)?

It seems to turn into a competition to be honest, which is very unhealthy.

It has turned into that before. But this is more so to often see progress. A communal journal if you will. Also, its an accountability idea for some too.

[GreyxRainbow]

10, shallow.

[Lemonlover934]

Last night
6 medium thigh.

Today want to be able to post on Non-Selfharm Calendar.

[Aceso]

meh. i failed.
sliced my thumb open again. First time using a knife. deep, and diddnt even notice... More to come i think :(

*edit*

thought so.
Eight, shallow. chest aeria. Tried to go deeper but couldnt with blunt scissors...

[UnknownError]

Last night:
Word "BITCH" across my left leg, shallow.

[Aceso]

meh. i failed.
sliced my thumb open again. First time using a knife. deep, and diddnt even notice... More to come i think :(

*edit*

thought so.
Eight, shallow. chest aeria. Tried to go deeper but couldnt with blunt scissors...

DX
2 more, same aeria.
2, medium, around upper chest aeria, (abouve my bust). >.<

[starbrite5]

2 shallow and 1 medium. "FAT" shallow. All on my thigh.
*edit* Afterward I added "GUILT" and maybe 5 more cuts of various depths.

[Aceso]

Worst day of my life.
Hole load on upper stomach/lower chest. medium.
*edit*
sliced an ' X ' across the initialls i carved onto my hip. medium.
*edit 2*
added another cut there, made the X deeper.
2 on ankle. one deep. I think there will be lots more to come :(
sorry. :(

[Marcie]

A LOT that were all deep on my ankle..

[MysticalBurrito]

10 Medium thigh
1 deep thigh
a bunch of little ones all over

[The Batman]

Just a scratch damn thing was to dull couldn't even feel it.

[deadpie]

9 on stomach, a shitload on my upper arms above my shirt, and two ones my foot that were bleeding threw my sock in school today.
Fucking fuck

[Obscene Eyedeas]

7 on each thigh i want to do more so will prob post again

[The Batman]

3 burns.

[MysticalBurrito]

Yesterday,
12 deep or medium... All I know is that they won't close.

[georgiamay]

the tiniest bruise on my arm, and a small cut on my wrist... i managed to stop myself before i cut REALLY deep, so it'll only take a few weeks to heal. so close to loosing control again, i got lucky.

[ShatteredWings]

one very shallow on wrist.
2 hip
reopened the one that nearly healed

>.> wish my blade was sharper.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

ive done it again

4 leg bad enough ugh

[Mattasaur94]

>_<
7, each of them slowly got deeper... but I started off shallow and got caught up in the moment. =/
*sigh* I was doing well... But this morning it was just there and I didn't mean to... I don't even know why I do it... But there it is...

[DarkWingedAngel]

4 medium on my arm

[ShatteredWings]

I NEED to stop cutting.

around 15 varing surface scratch to med.
[to be fair i didn't overdose again. and was up past 1am(AGAIN!)]

[DarkWingedAngel]

20
most are medium
one is deep and a few are shallow

[Obscene Eyedeas]

ugh 7 shallow 1 medium

[starbrite5]

5 medium on my thigh

[Keats]

last night,
numb on both feet,
lost on left,
alone on right.
mediumish, shallow in places.

[Antonioc]

haven't since last thursday :D
didnt think id ever go this long without it.
last time was about 12 on forearm, all about medium. :(

[Keats]

6 on left leg, medium,
one pretty deep on my left thigh

[Lemonlover934]

Many on thigh, medium
6 top of arm shallow

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 leg nothing more to say *hangs head*

[Antonioc]

quite a few shallow on both arms, plus one really bad on my right arm :(

[CantBeTamed]

word die on right thigh 14 cuts on right thigh 2 names on was an old one i re opened(not naming them) on my left thigh
This was a relapse for me i hadnt done this since october

[Obscene Eyedeas]

I don't even want to look no more help.

4 hip

[YesterdaysNews]

Last night. Left wrist.

[DarkWingedAngel]

last night i did around 10 on my arm
about an hour ago i did 5 on my thigh

[Mattasaur94]

1 relatively deep cut on my right thigh, the physio would see the left one...
Heh... Atleast I have butterfly stitches and first aid in the bathroom. *sigh*
4 more, shallow, parallel and adjacent, been a while since it was emotionally-related self harm.

[DarkWingedAngel]

yesterday after I blocked her and finished talking to her I did around 20 on both thighs, 3 were deep. last night before bed, I did around 5 on arm, 1 deep.

[delta]

Saturday: 1 shallow, 1 medium, left wrist

[GreyxRainbow]

1, shallow.

[Scarface]

I'm really sorry that all of you guys are going through an awful lot right now, but please try and keep your head up. I know all of you can get through this. I know it may not sound easy, but I believe that all of you can over come this. I have confidence. If ever any of you need someone to talk to PLEASE don't hesitate to PM/VM me anytime. I know what it's like to be in your positions and I want to say that I'll be here for you whenever you need someone to talk to. I hope things get better.

[GreyxRainbow]

9, shallow.

[BuryYourFlame]

You ok Becca? :hug:

:hug: for everyone.

[DarkWingedAngel]

8 shallow
5 medium
and one deep and on my arm

[Malcolm Tucker]

I fell asleep happy, and I woke up with an unknown blade and 3 cuts/scratches...I'm only posting it here to keep track, I'm not counting it as I was asleep apparently.

[BetweenTheTrees]

Am I the only one that doesn't just cut? I mean I cut once in a while, but I mainly eraser burn...

[delta]

Yesterday,
2 shallow left wrist, 2 shallow right thigh

[ShatteredWings]

No sleep and hallucinations cause problems.

2 med left hip a few more shallow.
(my cat tried to stop me again, wtf? she psychic or something?)

edit: add about six more.

[BetweenTheTrees]

Yesterday

2 shallow cuts with a tack on left shoulder

1 eraser burn on left thigh

2 eraser burns on left wrist

picked 3 eraser burn scabs on left wrist

[The Batman]

Three burns

[BetweenTheTrees]

Yesterday,
3 cuts with tack in left shoulder, 2 shallow, 1 medium
picked 5 scabs on left wrist

[Patchy]

:( I thought I would never do this.

5 shallow with razor blade from shaver

[ShatteredWings]

:( I thought I would never do this.

5 shallow with razor blade from shaver

:hug3:
This the first time you've done it?

Regardless, stop. And you know you got people to back you up.

[DarkWingedAngel]

around 25 ranging from deep to shallow on my arm
and 4 on the top of my hand

[Atonement]

:( I thought I would never do this.

5 shallow with razor blade from shaver

PATRICK!

Don't make me come over there! You're too good for this. You don't need this bud.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

God i hate failing hate posting here im a failure. im glad im all alone

3 shallow plus 3 more from the shame

[Sith Lord 13]

God i hate failing hate posting here im a failure. im glad im all alone

3 shallow plus 3 more from the shame

You're not a failure Laura. It's a setback, nothing more. You can do it. 1 step back, 2 steps forward.

[georgiamay]

1 burn, right wrist. not sure if it only counts as one though, i did about 10 small ones, but they were all so close together, almost on top of each other, they kind of became one big one :l

i swear i cant stop, i keep slipping back, it's impossible, i wish i never started :/

[BetweenTheTrees]

Yesterday 3 shallow cuts with safety pin of left shoulder

Today, 10 cuts with safety pin on left wrist - 5 shallow 5 medium. Picked 1 eraser scab on right thigh.

[delta]

Yesterday, 2, left wrist.

[Keats]

3 deep on my forarm, at school in the toilets,
bled all the way through my DT exam.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 wrist, 4 on each thigh and 3 burns on my thigh

[Obscene Eyedeas]

4 On my right hip

Edit: make that 5

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Laura you're better then this. :(

[Mattasaur94]

3 on my left thigh.
Last night... I don't actually know why anymore...
Pointless...

[DarkWingedAngel]

53 in total
around 35 were shallow
10 were medium
then on my other arm I did 8 they were all deep

[Aceso]

Given up.

3, chest/stomach area. Deep. Gunna do more...

*edit*

yup.
7 chest, deeper.
4 on ankles, deep.
2 hip, deep.

I still want to do more...

[Keats]

5 left thigh, pretty shallow
2 stomach, between exams. bled through my shirt o.0

[DemonicPanda]

left wrist 20
top of left hand 10
left shoulder 5
right shoulder 2
and they all bled

[Keats]

another 5 on my thigh, not too deep.
bleeding stopped pretty quickly.
have yet to go a whole day.

[georgiamay]

one on right wrist, medium, but bled all the way through maths and english :l

[Aceso]

Given up.

3, chest/stomach area. Deep. Gunna do more...

*edit*

yup.
7 chest, deeper.
4 on ankles, deep.
2 hip, deep.

I still want to do more...

about 10 little cuts in the same places throughout the day due to nerves :/

[Antonioc]

"alone" right shoulder... medium (except for a deep 'n'... still dont know how that happened)
"emo" left bicep.. medium
"fat" right forearm, shallow
about 5 more shallow, randomly all over my arms)

[ackmedsgirl666]

well caved last week when i heard my bestfriend threatening to kill herself and i heard her try through my wall
anyways i carved her name into my upper thigh
first time cutting seriously in 7 mths
i regret it

[May-]

Today (05/23)
Left Arm
3 times
Not very serious, I don't think it'll scar

Thursday I did it 6 times.

[Aceso]

22 on my chest. 7 shallow, 7 medium and 8 deep :cry:

[TigerLily]

5, losing the knack

[OnlyByTheNight.]

*hugs rachel* i'm here to talk if you want hun. :hug:

[Obscene Eyedeas]

3 Thigh. more to come

[songboy]

:(1 on the finger first time

[May-]

7 on my arms, medium

I wish I could fucking stop myself.

[HeroesAndCons]

yesterday
three cuts
shallow

[georgiamay]

yesterday, 2 cuts, left wrist, medium, and 3 cuts left thigh, shallow.
today, about 5 really shallow cuts, right forearm, but they're slow close together they look more like a graze or something.

[The Batman]

3 on my leg.

[Zeh Crazy]

5-26-10

5 cuts
thigh
deep

[georgiamay]

picked the scab off my medium/deep cut on right wrist, and cut inside it again :l medium/deep, not sure... will take a while to go away.

[YesterdaysNews]

About 18 on my stomach last night.
This is no ones fault but my own.
I'm better today.

[georgiamay]

1, right arm, medium again.
fuck this :l

[ackmedsgirl666]

swallowed some rubbing alcohol( what was left of the bottle)
sliced a shallow cut in my right wrist

[starbrite5]

3 medium on my upper thigh.

[1_21Guns]

top of my for now right leg.
id tell you how many. but i cant, theres too many to count.
some are shallow, others are a fair bit deeper.
oh, and the word twat.

[ShatteredWings]

a few.. nothing serious.

Uh, odd. But they actually hurt. WTF? Cuts don't hurt for me until a day or two later these hurt while i was doing it, bascially preventing from actually doing any real damage or getting the fucking blood.

[DarkWingedAngel]

I scribbled out the words i love you that i did a while ago.
at least 25 cuts, mostly medium
one deep on my thigh

[Aceso]

Banged my wrist, about 20 times, hardish
numerous cuts over the past week or so.

[Xenju]

Left shoulder - 10, light to not open the scar tissue there.
First time since Feb 16th....

[Keats]

left arm, 4 3-5mm

[GreyxRainbow]

Just one, last Thursday. Shallow.

[georgiamay]

yesterday, 1 burn on my left thigh. seriously though, its so small, its hardly noticable. i can only see it because i know its there.

[Keats]

about 38 shallow/medium, left forarm

[MadManWithaBox]

20 left arm, 20 right arm, 6 on each though, one going down the vein under my arm.

[starbrite5]

25 on my thigh, all except two are shallow.

[georgiamay]

yesterday, 1, medium left thigh. i went over the same area quite a few times with something quite blunt, so there are a few really shallow ones around it, but the one in the middle is deepest. woops :l

[LoveMe_HateMe]

so far 2 burns and 2 cuts, not enough though, need more, need them deeper. 2-3months without it and i've cracked. And surprisingly I don't even care.

[YesterdaysNews]

I was running, and crying. I hit my hands off of the treadmill. hit myself. tried using a dull razor and barely made a decent scratch.

[georgiamay]

1 very shallow right upper arm, i think it was 8th of june? it was in the middle of the night, so it might have been 9th. idk.
and today, 1 pretty shallow left forearm.

i really wanna do more, but i stop myself. its not enough, i need more. :l

[Soccer Girl 13]

2 cuts upper left arm last week. 2 cuts left wrist 2 days ago..
more to come..

[Asylum]

i thought i should post the days i never ecordd.. June 2, une 4, 5, 7 :(

[GreyxRainbow]

Today, 2, shallow.

[MadManWithaBox]

I smashed a glass, then pushed my hand into till it was bleeding.
plus 20 on my right arm.

[georgiamay]

2 cuts upper left arm last week. 2 cuts left wrist 2 days ago..
more to come..

hun, noooo :l PM me? xx

[DarkWingedAngel]

last night I did 5 on my left calf one was surface(hardly any blood), one was shallow(little more than surface) 2 medium and one deep


on my right thigh i did 6
2 shallow 2 medium 2 deep

on my left thigh i did around 15 all varying from shallow to deep

[smile]

Erm sorry in advance im new and im not sure how this works :S this post also seems really random sorry :/

today, 3, left and right leg, sorta average. I hadn't done it in about 3 weeks :'(

[GreyxRainbow]

Yesterday evening, three, shallow.

[ShatteredWings]

a couple on thigh.

havent really bothered to clean or bandage so no idea how deep, just that it's not too bad.

[smile]

10 to 20 i dont really know tbh, stomach, legs arms... mostly shallow.

[YesterdaysNews]

a few on my thigh, my wrist, and my elbow. Had some gin, fuck thats warm shit.

[Mattasaur94]

37 minutes ago.
Two deep, upper-middle thigh, Right leg.
I'll clean it up when I feel like standing up... then I'll try and sleep...

[Aly.C]

20 minutes ago..
4. left wrist. two are shallow.. two are deep..

[starrburst]

Yesterday, over 27 (I kind of lost count...LOL)

Alot where on my ankle, and foot...about 2 on my wrist...4 or 5 on my arms (One of them was...REALLY FUCKING DEEP)....and I carved =\ <that into my stomach too.....which was stupid....but I had too....

and some more on my stomach.....and other random places.....and I hate them all xD

[Aceso]

Okay, where do I start??
Over the past week:
12, below my bra, shallow.
4 just below my shoulder, 3 shallow 1 deep.
1 on hip, medium
5 left thigh, 3 very deep, 2 shallow
1 right thigh, deep.
4 back of right leg, shallow.

:(

[Secret_Keiko]

today:
23 upper left arm
9 left wrist.
:( I'd gone 2 weeks without too :(

[Nelson]

14th June : 4 on thigh, medium deepnes, about 10 on wrists, light cuts

[starrburst]

So far, about 5 on the ribs....one deep...the rest were not that bad...I hate my scars on my stomach...but, at least no one will really see them there xD

[Secret_Keiko]

23 left ankle
22 right ankle
4 right arm.
:/

[LoveMe_HateMe]

6 majorly shallow ones - like just scratched the surface
7 more, surprised how much they're bleeding..didn't i did them that deep
all top of my arm..probably more to come

edit: quite a few more on my upper arm...no idea how many now but arm looks abit of a mess, least its stopped the crying..kind of...