Self Harm Calendar

[MysticalBurrito]

30 on both thighs...Doing more..
Saw old pictures of my parents...They were so happy without me in their lives...

[2D]

You know you have nothing to do with your parents being like that Kari.

[Harley Quinn]

3 pills....again....

[NightFighter]

Siobhan! :( Stop now. Pleeeaaasssssseeeeee!
:hug: :cuddle: :hug: :cuddle:

[MysticalBurrito]

20 deep thigh.

[Harley Quinn]

20 deep thigh.

Karina if you don't stop with the deep ones, I'll buy a plane ticket and knock the stupid blade outta your hand, believe me i will...



2 pills...

[MysticalBurrito]

Same amount deeper than the others tho...
Forced myself to throw up 3 times even though I haven't eaten for a couple days...

[Harley Quinn]

3 deep....now....
1 more pill that i found from last time i overdosed....

[YesterdaysNews]

at least 20 from last night
josh and I were fighting and then my mom took my phone and yeah :\

[Harley Quinn]

....

[ShatteredWings]

guys. i'm in no real position, but

SIHOBAN PLEASE STOP ODING this shit will ruin yourself :hug:

[rukiayua]

17 as deep as i could get them (very deep)
why wont this all just end how do i even kno who i am anymore??? i mean it doesn't even matter....no one will ever notice the disappearance of me. im tired of all of this and im done

[MysticalBurrito]

1 deep thigh
Razor is too dull to do any deeper.

[MysticalBurrito]

One just 5 minutes ago...Deep thigh
I feel like a failure...I can't even last a day...

[Syvelocin]

12, left arm. 16, right leg.
Never done a different spot. And I switched to kitchen knives :( parents made me give up the only pair of scissors in the house.

[rukiayua]

12, left arm. 16, right leg.
Never done a different spot. And I switched to kitchen knives :( parents made me give up the only pair of scissors in the house.

that suxx :( my parents did that once.....5 right arm pretty shallow(there ferRen you happy they're not as deep):mad:

[Kahn]

Anyone need help I am here for you. It may be hard at first but I swear I will go through every step with you to make you better.

[rukiayua]

Anyone need help I am here for you. It may be hard at first but I swear I will go through every step with you to make you better.

how are you expecting to do that kid????:what::what:

[piggy-wiggy]

im here to tlk if anyone needs to , or vent.. =]

[Contra]

how are you expecting to do that kid????:what::what:

C'mon sis... Trust people.
I helped someone not to self harm just by being there talking to her. :) Sometimes that's all it takes.

[rukiayua]

C'mon sis... Trust people.
I helped someone not to self harm just by being there talking to her. :) Sometimes that's all it takes.

yes, but that's because you're superman....im pretty sure you're not even human...and the chick.......well i dont even wanna know....it has nothing to do with trust...well ok...maybe it does...but that's not the point!!!!!


17 right arm deep:yeah:

[Cloud]

yes, but that's because you're superman....im pretty sure you're not even human...and the chick.......well i dont even wanna know....it has nothing to do with trust...well ok...maybe it does...but that's not the point!!!!!


17 right arm deep:yeah:

Wtf
why do you want it to seem like your happy about that?
I dont know why youve added that on but its serioulsy annoyed me that yo seem proud of your stupidity and self destruction

[rukiayua]

Wtf
why do you want it to seem like your happy about that?
I dont know why youve added that on but its serioulsy annoyed me that yo seem proud of your stupidity and self destruction

self destruction??? this is the only thing that is keeping me alive.....you wanna tlk about self destruction.......then watch my dad.........how do you figure that this is prohibiting me from being like anyone else???? just because i'm addicted to what feels good to me??? whatever

[The Batman]

It's not keeping you alive it's slowly killing you. Cutting does no good just like any other addiction.

[rukiayua]

It's not keeping you alive it's slowly killing you. Cutting does no good just like any other addiction.

but it's the best thing that i've ever felt...i mean....i dunno....it's just too hard to stop....it jsut gives this rush....it's like being on acid...only better

[Cloud]

self destruction??? this is the only thing that is keeping me alive.....you wanna tlk about self destruction.......then watch my dad.........how do you figure that this is prohibiting me from being like anyone else???? just because i'm addicted to what feels good to me??? whatever

...
so your telling me that your relying on self harm to keep you alive
thats just stupidly stupid
you ever think youll stop with that attitude then you are extremely mistaken
And yes it is self destructive
you are damaging and destroying yourself

your addicted to what feels good
your addicted to the endorphin rush which can be achieved in other ways
look it up

and yes it is prohibiting you from being like a normal person
you have to hide your scars
you have to constantly be reminded of the harm youve brought onto yourself
unless of course you have your arms bare for the world to see which then provokes abusive behavior towards you

[rukiayua]

...
so your telling me that your relying on self harm to keep you alive
thats just stupidly stupid
you ever think youll stop with that attitude then you are extremely mistaken
And yes it is self destructive
you are damaging and destroying yourself

your addicted to what feels good
your addicted to the endorphin rush which can be achieved in other ways
look it up

and yes it is prohibiting you from being like a normal person
you have to hide your scars
you have to constantly be reminded of the harm youve brought onto yourself
unless of course you have your arms bare for the world to see which then provokes abusive behavior towards you

wtf is your problem?!?!
it's my choice in what i do to my body and i have my reasonings but you're just a jerk that tries to get people to feel so insecure about themselves and who they are... what does that make you???

[Cloud]

wtf is your problem?!?!
it's my choice in what i do to my body and i have my reasonings but you're just a jerk that tries to get people to feel so insecure about themselves and who they are... what does that make you???

i know im a twat get over it
everyone else did

im trying to offer help
and if you think that you can sort everything out yourself then fine
but if you didnt want the help then why come to a help site in the first place?

[rukiayua]

i know im a twat get over it
everyone else did

im trying to offer help
and if you think that you can sort everything out yourself then fine
but if you didnt want the help then why come to a help site in the first place?

offer help?? you criticized me...that's very helpful thank you so very much

[YesterdaysNews]

I really shouldn't say anything but rukiayua, you're addicted. and just like every other bad addiction it may kill you. you say it feels good now, and it can I know, but what happens when you cut too deep? when you can't stop the blood from flowing and you start to get light headed? its just like a drug or alcohol, it feels good until one time its just a little too much and that one time could cost you your life.

[Cloud]

offer help?? you criticized me...that's very helpful thank you so very much

truth hurts
if you want a pile of sugar coated bullshit then you need to learn that nothing works like that and unless you face the hard facts nothing will change

[rukiayua]

I really shouldn't say anything but rukiayua, you're addicted. and just like every other bad addiction it may kill you. you say it feels good now, and it can I know, but what happens when you cut too deep? when you can't stop the blood from flowing and you start to get light headed? its just like a drug or alcohol, it feels good until one time its just a little too much and that one time could cost you your life.

ok thank you this is help...and to answer your question....that's happened....but....the after math is...i wake up....throw some salt on it...and go on with life.....i know that it might possibly get bad....but i can't help it....i physically can't stop.

[dead]

around 30 medium cant stop atm

[YesterdaysNews]

You CAN stop, it'll just take time and effort not to give in to the blade

----------------
connor, you need to talk? I'll be on msn if you want

[Syvelocin]

ok thank you this is help...and to answer your question....that's happened....but....the after math is...i wake up....throw some salt on it...and go on with life.....i know that it might possibly get bad....but i can't help it....i physically can't stop.

Seriously.
The thing is, there are methods. You CAN stop, that sort of pessimistic behavior is preventing you to though. Many have stopped. It might be hard, but it isn't impossible.

The toughest night ever, the one that caused my mother to throw me in the hospital, I got through that without cutting, amazingly. I went on this site and talked to my friends. And on this site, I had a few replies almost instantly. Both the people on this site and my friends talked me through it. Karastes is right, sometimes all that it takes is to communicate with someone who understands.

The five minute game also works as many on here suggest, telling yourself you can self-harm in five minutes and after those five minutes you keep going. You can get through the night that way. And after a few days, you can develop some will power. I exercise that will power, so it becomes stronger.

Many people succeed with that. Even though I've relapsed three times in the last two months, I'm at least trying, and that's what counts.

[Harley Quinn]

3 Medium/Deep
This whole thing really isn't going well. But i have sessions in the morning that should help.

[MadManWithaBox]

It isn't really my place, but

the fact is things aren't going to change, unless you want them to change, if you're willing to put the effort in. Yes its an addiction, yes its hard to stop. But it is possible, and I speak from experience. You have to want to stop. You're addicted, I get that. But many people are addicted, and yet still want to stop. If you don't want help, if you just want to cope like that, then no-one on earth can help you.If your receptive, and willing to listen to good, solid advice, then the people on here are great, they've helped me enormusly. It doesn't do you any good I know from experience, to just get sugar coated, oh poor you advice. You need to be told. You talk to people, you try, at least try, to move past this.Like I said, people on this site are great, very helpful, willing to listen.But you can't expect that cutting is going to change your circumstances, or make everything, its not. You want to change, you have to try. Put some effort in. Pm me if you want

[Lily of the Valley]

Stopping cutting is easy if people actually decide they're gonna do it. Everyone says it's an addiction, which gives anyone who cuts the addiction mentality - "I can't stop, I'm addicted." Bullshit. If people would stop saying it's addictive and nearly impossible to stop, it wouldn't be a problem. But noooooo. We have to encourage this kind of self-pitying behaviour, don't we?

And before anyone throws a tantrum, I was a cutter for many, many years. Started when I was 13, stopped when I was 14, started again when I was 16, stopped when I was 17. Each time I stopped, I had no problem with it. And each time I started again, I made the conscious, logical decision that although it wasn't the best way to deal with my problems, it wasn't the worst, and I didn't have a problem helping myself through things that way.

~Maggot

[The Batman]

People deal with it different ways just like drug addictions, some people can stop cold turkey others can't it's not fucking easy to get over and if it was then maybe you wouldn't have done it again. It's that "I can stop anytime I want" mentality that puts people in a bad spot. You can get addicted to anything that makes you happy like sex, chocolate, food, or even stealing so what makes cutting different besides the fact that you think you can get over it whenever you want?

[YesterdaysNews]

Stopping cutting is easy if people actually decide they're gonna do it. Everyone says it's an addiction, which gives anyone who cuts the addiction mentality - "I can't stop, I'm addicted." Bullshit. If people would stop saying it's addictive and nearly impossible to stop, it wouldn't be a problem. But noooooo. We have to encourage this kind of self-pitying behaviour, don't we?

And before anyone throws a tantrum, I was a cutter for many, many years. Started when I was 13, stopped when I was 14, started again when I was 16, stopped when I was 17. Each time I stopped, I had no problem with it. And each time I started again, I made the conscious, logical decision that although it wasn't the best way to deal with my problems, it wasn't the worst, and I didn't have a problem helping myself through things that way.

~Maggot

Stopping ANY addiction or habbit is never easy. it takes work, and time. like Empty Misery said, some people can quit things easier than others but that doesnt mean quitting itself is EASY.

[Contra]

You know Lynnsay, it may make you feel good, but only for when you cut for sure, you're releasing the stress. I don't really know how that feels, but from what you say it is addictive and like others have said, it's an addiction that is bad for you.
When you see your scars, you must feel bad for sure, remembering of what made you do that, and that is self harm's way to get you addicted, you remember bad things that happened and the relief you felt while cutting, so you do that again, but all that cutting isn't good for you.

[Lily of the Valley]

Alright, I'll stay with this: Cutting isn't an addiction. Oh yes, I said it. NOT. AN. ADDICTION. Is it enjoyable? Yes. Is it helpful for some people? Yes. But is it addictive? No. I have been addicted to things, and I have suffered the effects of it, and I can tell you right now that no one will ever suffer addiction withdrawal symptoms because of not cutting without creating it themselves.You know Lynnsay, it may make you feel good, but only for when you cut for sure, you're releasing the stress. I don't really know how that feels, but from what you say it is addictive and like others have said, it's an addiction that is bad for you.
When you see your scars, you must feel bad for sure, remembering of what made you do that, and that is self harm's way to get you addicted, you remember bad things that happened and the relief you felt while cutting, so you do that again, but all that cutting isn't good for you.I don't feel bad when I see my scars. I just feel a tingly feeling at that spot...

~Maggot

[dead]

Alright, I'll stay with this: Cutting isn't an addiction. Oh yes, I said it. NOT. AN. ADDICTION. Is it enjoyable? Yes. Is it helpful for some people? Yes. But is it addictive? No. I have been addicted to things, and I have suffered the effects of it, and I can tell you right now that no one will ever suffer addiction withdrawal symptoms because of not cutting without creating it themselves.I don't feel bad when I see my scars. I just feel a tingly feeling at that spot...

~Maggot

its called a mental addiction where you like something so much your mind makes it a addiction.

[Triceratops]

Guys, before anyone goes crazy over Lily's post, she is clearly stating her own opinions on the matter. She makes a valid point which others may not fully be in agreement with.

It's perfectly fine if you disagree with her post and choose to respond with your argument, but I can see this turning in to a heated argument quite soon. So be careful.

Just a warning.

[Lily of the Valley]

its called a mental addiction where you like something so much your mind makes it a addiction.I don't believe in mental addictions at all. How is it an addiction if the body doesn't suffer withdrawal symptoms? I love cheesecake so, so much. It's one of my greatest loves, like, ever. But I'm not addicted to it. I love talking to my boyfriend, and I get sad and irritable when I don't, but I'm not addicted to talking to him. It's just something I enjoy.

~Maggot

[dead]

I don't believe in mental addictions at all. How is it an addiction if the body doesn't suffer withdrawal symptoms? I love cheesecake so, so much. It's one of my greatest loves, like, ever. But I'm not addicted to it. I love talking to my boyfriend, and I get sad and irritable when I don't, but I'm not addicted to talking to him. It's just something I enjoy.

~Maggot

btw this is a thread for self harm references so both of us have to stop with this none sense fighting

[YesterdaysNews]

There are different kinds of addictions, mental and physical. they are both addictions, and although you may not believe in them, they are there. some people DO get addicted to talking to a certain person, it may mean that they have underlying mental problems but they still become obsessed or addicted.

(my last post on this subject)

[Triceratops]

People can become addicted to all sorts of things.
Some people can deal with them easier than others.
It's all down to the individual.

Some people are more emotionally stronger than others.
Our job is to help and support the people who genuinely are trying to stop their bad habits with self-harm. Some people feel as if they just can't physically and psychologically cope without certain things (whether that be anything ranging from cutting, drugs, internet, sex, etc) and we encourage them to seek professional help.
Everyone is different with varied levels of emotional stability.

[Lily of the Valley]

There are different kinds of addictions, mental and physical. they are both addictions, and although you may not believe in them, they are there.addiction:
the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

There is no severe trauma when a person goes a week or so without cutting. Anyone who can tell me that, when they've gone some period of time without cutting that they became incapacitated by dizziness, nausea, vomiting, weakness, headaches or migraines, and were completely unable to speak coherently, then I can tell you that they're lying.some people DO get addicted to talking to a certain person, it may mean that they have underlying mental problems but they still become obsessed or addicted.Well, yes, of course there are occurences where people get "addicted" to talking to a certain person. These are, of course, more often things like stalking or some sort of mental instability showing up.
btw this is a thread for self harm references so both of us have to stop with this none sense fightingI'm not fighting with you. I'm just discussing the issue.Some people are more emotionally stronger than others.
Our job is to help and support the people who genuinely are trying to stop their bad habits with self-harm. Some people feel as if they just can't physically and psychologically cope without certain things (whether that be anything ranging from cutting, drugs, internet, sex, etc) and we encourage them to seek professional help.
Everyone is different with varied levels of emotional stability.Psh, that sure as hell ain't my job.

~Maggot

[dead]

this is not the thread to discuss this ok? If you want to discuss this make a new thread.

[Lily of the Valley]

this is not the thread to discuss this ok? If you want to discuss this make a new thread.If you don't want to discuss it, then hush yourself and allow me to discuss it with others.

~Maggot

[dead]

27 cuts medium left arm

[deadpie]

13 on stomach
1 on upper chest really deep. it was bleeding so bad last night.

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

If you don't want to discuss it, then hush yourself and allow me to discuss it with others.

~Maggot

This isn't the place for a debate. If you want to have an in-depth discussion about this, please take it to another thread.

[Darkness]

that suxx :( my parents did that once.....5 right arm pretty shallow(there ferRen you happy they're not as deep):mad:

Yes it did untill I saw the other ones, and Cloud will you please stop critizing MY lynnsay so strongly, I'm frightfully fond of her. :hug3:

P.S.
Although I wish you would stop too.

[Cloud]

and Cloud will you please stop critizing MY lynnsay so strongly,

short answer: no
long answer: why should i?
she comes to a help site and gets pissy when she gets offered help?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

~This is an official warning to everyone. Do not debate in this thread, that is not the purpose of this thread. If you want to keep debating this matter make a seperate thread please. Anyone who disobeys this will be infracted. You have been warned.~

[dead]

2 deep 2 medium left arm, im probably going to do more. god I feel so ashamed.

[Lily of the Valley]

So how do people measure if it's deep or medium or shallow? Do you, like, stick a ruler in there or something? I'm honestly curious how to determine.

~Maggot

[MysticalBurrito]

So how do people measure if it's deep or medium or shallow? Do you, like, stick a ruler in there or something? I'm honestly curious how to determine.

~Maggot
You need to stop asking that. And personally I think that question is rude.
Miss. Maggot

If anyone needs to talk feel free to PM me.

[Lily of the Valley]

You need to stop asking that. And personally I think that question is rude.
Miss. Maggot

If anyone needs to talk feel free to PM me.Huh? I'm not trying to be offensive or anything in even the slightest. I'm seriously, honestly, genuinely, sincerely curious.

~Maggot

[rukiayua]

trying like hell to quit

[MysticalBurrito]

10-20 left thigh all pretty deep...:(

[dead]

2 deep around 10 shallow both arms

[Syvelocin]

Huh? I'm not trying to be offensive or anything in even the slightest. I'm seriously, honestly, genuinely, sincerely curious.

~Maggot

I personally think it's a rather valid question.
My opinion, I really judge by how much it bleeds and how wide the cut is.
Recently mine have been shallow due to the dullness of my resources. It takes about a minute or so to fully get them to stop bleeding, but it isn't that much. Then when they start to heal, they look nothing more than a scratch my cat could have given me.

Then the deeper ones continuously bleed and leave some nasty scars :( Takes a while for them to stop bleeding and they simply need to be bandaged.

Those are my definitions.

And by the way, just if you don't mind, I'd like to ask where 'Maggot' came about :) Curious ^^

[MysticalBurrito]

One twenty minutes ago... Thigh deep.

[Lily of the Valley]

I personally think it's a rather valid question.
My opinion, I really judge by how much it bleeds and how wide the cut is.
Recently mine have been shallow due to the dullness of my resources. It takes about a minute or so to fully get them to stop bleeding, but it isn't that much. Then when they start to heal, they look nothing more than a scratch my cat could have given me.

Then the deeper ones continuously bleed and leave some nasty scars :( Takes a while for them to stop bleeding and they simply need to be bandaged.

Those are my definitions.

And by the way, just if you don't mind, I'd like to ask where 'Maggot' came about :) Curious ^^Ah, okay. What about ones that (should) require stitches? Maybe would those be deep, and any that wouldn't need stitches be 'medium'?

Maggot is a term for a Slipknot fan. When I joined a forum, I didn't like my username, so I preferred to be called by Maggot - since there were plenty girls named Laura already. And I started to sign it because that way, people didn't need to try to remember what to call me. 'Cause god knows I have trouble remember other people's names and nicknames. Now it's just habit, though.

~Maggot

[ssgliberty]

2 arm 5 thighs, shallow.

[dead]

1 deep, 1 medium left arm

[ssgliberty]

13 shallow 1 deep right arm.

[dead]

3 deep, im going to do has much has possible before I kill myself

[FallenAngel]

ouch, 2 rly deep, 4 shallow. I should stop but i cant help it.

[ssgliberty]

3 shallow...

Edit: 17 shallow right arm

[dead]

too many to count ranging from medium to deep left arm, cant stop...

[Harley Quinn]

You two, you Can't stop or wont stop, what im trying to say is if you try you can stop, don't just say "Can't stop" chances are you havent even tried to stop, you just want to carry on,Let go and at least try. If you don't try than yes you will end up with all these messed up cuts and scars...and personal speaking i don't want that for myself, and neither should you two guys!!

[Lily of the Valley]

You two, you Can't stop or wont stop, what im trying to say is if you try you can stop, don't just say "Can't stop" chances are you havent even tried to stop, you just want to carry on,Let go and at least try. If you don't try than yes you will end up with all these messed up cuts and scars...and personal speaking i don't want that for myself, and neither should you too guys!!Qft.

~Maggot

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Well said Siobhan. :hug:

[MysticalBurrito]

20 thighs med-deep
4 upper arm deep. One won't stop bleeding.

[ssgliberty]

4 right arm shallow.
4 right wrist shallow.

[dead]

2 deep, I feel like im insane.

[ssgliberty]

31 shallow right arm.

1 deep right arm.

[MysticalBurrito]

Two ten minutes ago...Deep...

[dead]

1 cut really deep 2 cuts deep

[Hatsune Miku]

I never posted on here before, I guess i was just too lazy...

6 medium
2 deepish

[YesterdaysNews]

on Friday before I left, my friends were late to pick me up and I was being paranoid and freaking out...
4 small shallow ones.

[rukiayua]

really hard...but still haven't. it's been a couple days.....

[Harley Quinn]

on Friday before I left, my friends were late to pick me up and I was being paranoid and freaking out...
4 small shallow ones.

Amanda hun, you know where i am if you EVER need to talk about stuff okay? never forget that.

[ssgliberty]

10 shallow right arm.

[Project Delta]

come on guys, i know you can get over this! *Sends out hugs :hug:*

Together We Will Beat This! :)

[dead]

2 deep left arm still bleeding, last post here.

[ssgliberty]

62 right arm
1 right wrist
2 right thigh...

all shallow

[Darkness]

really hard...but still haven't. it's been a couple days.....
*Hugs* :)

8 shoulder, med,

[Syvelocin]

2 deep left arm still bleeding, last post here.

Connor, you can survive this. Don't give up, we will miss you if you stop posting and we don't want that! Hang in there, please.

[Darkness]

3 shoulder, medium, last night,

EDIT
This morining before I slept, 6, medium,
Stuff just kept building up, Feel a bit better but it wasn't worth it, not long term anyway,
have got to find somthing else to do,

[Amyxoxo]

1 burn
pretty big
needed to let things out :/

[Darkness]

12 two nights ago, all over my upper arm, because everyone was shouting at me, my entire family, It was as always not worth it, I'm gona try not to do it again..

[Holding On*]

/not today - on wednesday night/

5 cuts
3 of which are about 3/4 inches long, 2 about an inch
the longer are medium depth, and the shorter, shallow. :/

[MysticalBurrito]

Earlier.

10 med thigh...

[Hatsune Miku]

the name PEYTON
which is 19 shallow
some where a little deeper then others

[Weeping]

1 cut yesterday
1 cut, 2... bites? xD in school today

:(

[The Batman]

Just a few light burns nothing enough to leave a mark but it got the job done...

[Weeping]

Yesterday night: 1 cut
Today before school: 3 cuts

[Weeping]

5 cuts this morning ><

[Darkness]

I did 20 shallow to med over the last few day, I'm going to try to use and old lighter to push the cutting, The eltetric shock has the same effect,

[Project Delta]

Come on guys you CAN beat this :)

[Weeping]

1 really deep this morning
deepest i've ever done
gonna go to the.. care center? soon with my teacher :S

[allsoulsareblack]

july the 4th 2:30am i cut both my legs over 40 times they were shallow but still hurt

[wolfman775]

First time, wednesday this week, on left foot. 13 times shalow with a blunt knife, and again every day since (morning and night).

[goneghost]

...........

[ShatteredWings]

I cut at school this morning.

Haven't been able to get pease at home for a while, and I keeep getting in fights with my mom and the other half of my brain (you guys only see the one most of the time. I've got two different brains, with the same personality)

This ain't a sudden relapse. It's been going on for the past few weeks, i just havn't wanted to post...
Meh.

I'm alright for now.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

About 20, right leg

*sarcasm* Don't you love the relapse *sigh*

[goneghost]

.............

[Rutherford The Brave]

4 left arm, 11:46 friday the 6th, lost the fight.

[MysticalBurrito]

Greg...What happened? =[

[Rutherford The Brave]

Greg...What happened? =[

Things just caught up with me. Too much stress, and an additional unwanted event

[MysticalBurrito]

*Hugs*

[Rutherford The Brave]

thank you...

[wolfman775]

At school yesterday I attacked my arm with the broken end of a pencil and used a bit of thread to cut my left arm twice.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Earlier today... 2 cuts and a few light burns. Nothing too serious!

[Dysfunctional Angel]

30+
Left wrist/arm.
Shallow/Medium

(I'm new and not up to speaking to anyone yet...)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

5 on leg, 2 on arm.

[MysticalBurrito]

2 earlier this morning.

[Rutherford The Brave]

8 this afternoon

[The Batman]

Learned that box cutters came with extra razors inside to bad they were to dull and rusty to use no matter how much pressure i applied or how many times i drug it across my skin. If I don't find something tonight then idk.

[Rutherford The Brave]

One this morning.

[YesterdaysNews]

*hugs Greg*
I'm here if that helps... to talk or whatever, you can text me anytime

[The Joker]

What's wrong Tom?

[DarkWingedAngel]

I caved

not as deep as I usually go but anyways



5 less deep than usual on my thighs(that way no one will see)

[YesterdaysNews]

a few on my stomach last night and one on my arm

[Harley Quinn]

a few on my stomach last night and one on my arm

You need to talk? If you do I'm around...

[Rutherford The Brave]

2 as of this morning.

[Darkness]

Over the last week, 20 medium, two deep, :(... and I can't tell anyone why..

[Hatsune Miku]

3 as of yesterday

[Project Delta]

You okay greg? *Sends huggles*

[Harley Quinn]

Loads....tonight...
I've been feeling shit lately, I just needed to get away even I it's just for a while, yeah I do know I'm stupid at this moment..

[OnlyByTheNight.]

:hug3: siobhan.... :hug3: once tonight is over you have gotta pick yourself up again.... Do NOT let yourself fall back into this routin again! You ARE stronger then this! :hug3:

[The Batman]

Just one tried to do another but it didn't work again.

[Harley Quinn]

Kyle, how you doing? hang in there.

A few, i still feel bleh...=/

[clone]

i hope you give up on it kyle before it does work.

[Hatsune Miku]

a few, not like anyone cares though

[madman]

a few, not like anyone cares though

what happened matt?

[Faithfull]

Seventeen on the tops of my legs and two deep ones on the bottom of my left leg

[Darkness]

Kyle, how you doing? hang in there.

A few, i still feel bleh...=/

If you want to talk I'm here, :) and that goes for everyone.

[Rutherford The Brave]

2 this morning

[ShatteredWings]

either way you look at it
The past two days i've failed pretty epically. a few of these are kinda bad.
whatever.

[Faithfull]

8 thi evening... i have failed totally.

[ShatteredWings]

*sigh* fine. i need to get it off my chest. (no bra jokes, or I murder you, k?)

instead of cutting, i finally found the rubbing alcohol. Re opened all the cuts and "cleaned" them.
Quote-unquote cleaned. I know it's shit for healing
I don't care too much. It's how I've done it. Cleaned 'em after doing it. after i was satisfied with the blood. Haha. I'm sick.

[DarkWingedAngel]

;700461']*sigh* fine. i need to get it off my chest. (no bra jokes, or I murder you, k?)

haha i was gonna say something
but then i read inside the brackets
anyways
as for the cutting
i hope you get better

[ShatteredWings]

Don't push your luck dear.
:hug:

[Nelson]

My second time ever tonight
7 left aarm
5 right leg
shallow

[Harley Quinn]

5...I have no clue what I'm doing nowadays...

[YesterdaysNews]

3... I'm sorry
I just yelled at my arm because one of them didn't bleed :\...

EDIT: in total last night, 9

[Harley Quinn]

5 again...i need to...
EDIT; 7 more...

[Faithfull]

Two... would've been more but i decided to file my nails to take my mind off of it and guess what!? It's worked for now.

[goneghost]

..................

[Krazymitch]

25th november 09

103 cuts
Wrist/arms/legs and stomach
deep/71 stiches + 2 days in hospital

[Harley Quinn]

^^ Um...that's a lot...:hug:...

4...

[Faithfull]

OMFG! Why is it so hard to just NOT DO IT! What is it about ripping your skin open that is soooooo addictive!? And i'm trying so f***ing hard not to!
Twice... left leg... kinda deep

Grrrrrrrrr!

[Darkness]

8 left inside upper leg-shallow.

I can't not do this, I'm addicted, so very much.

[YesterdaysNews]

1 deeper than before

[Harley Quinn]

1 deeper than before

I'll talk later with you, okay?

[Faithfull]

Only one... deepest i've ever done i think :(

[Amyxoxo]

5....left wrist.
Not deep....bleed alot :S x

[MysticalBurrito]

If you need anyone to talk to feel free to message me. This goes for everyone...

[OnlyByTheNight.]

One, shoulder.

[suture11]

Nov. 25
X number of Superficial Lacerations of the top Right Thigh
- Reason: Skitz Lapse

Nov. 30
1 Subcutaneous Right Leg, and self-suture
- Reason: Dissociative Episode

Dec. 1
1 Subcutaneous Left Leg, and self-suture
- Reason: Dissociative Episode
1 Superficial Laceration of Right Arm
- Reason: Nervous

[Harley Quinn]

One, shoulder.
Eve, hun I'm here if you need to talk <3 :hug:

2...

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Thanks Siobhan.... Im here for you too. <3

2 more.... Done in the pub bathroom while talking to my friend outside the door. And there is goin to be more..... So many more.

[Harley Quinn]

Thanks Siobhan.... Im here for you too. <3

2 more.... Done in the pub bathroom while talking to my friend outside the door. And there is goin to be more..... So many more.

Eve, you know that many care about you and hate to see you like this, well i know i do, come on hun, you can get through this believe me.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Ya i know thanks.

[Syvelocin]

10 on right leg
1 on left arm

Deeper than my past ones. I've moved onto bigger though not better things: razors :(
And the worse part is that it was for no reason whatsoever >=( I knew I had that razor cartridge.. snaped the safety bands... I knew it was in my dresser and... GAH. Well, nearly two months clean now reduced to zero for NO reason.

[suture11]

10 on right leg
1 on left arm

Deeper than my past ones. I've moved onto bigger though not better things: razors :(
And the worse part is that it was for no reason whatsoever >=( I knew I had that razor cartridge.. snaped the safety bands... I knew it was in my dresser and... GAH. Well, nearly two months clean now reduced to zero for NO reason.

I know you don't know me well, but I hope things work out. Honestly. At least you tried to keep yourself occupied... Maybe next time, you will. Take it one step at a time. =]

[OnlyByTheNight.]

1, shallow, thigh

[Harley Quinn]

3....just now...
EDIT: 4 more

[FallenAngel]

i feel like i failed :'(

i cut both my wrists last nite and on my upper right arm too =/ had multiple cuts :(
bled so badly..... im such an idiot!!!

[suture11]

Dec. 6
1 Shallow Laceration Throat
-Reason: Separation Anxiety
1 Superficial Burn Foot
-Reason: Anxiety

Dec. 5
1 Contusion Left Thigh
-Reason: Anger

[Hatsune Miku]

yesterday, I forget how many times though. Somewhere around 5?

[YesterdaysNews]

last night, quite a few, 25 or so but no more than just scratches although they bled.

[Asylum]

a few days ago carve love and a heart left hand (deep) with needle
up arm 23 lines deep with needle
2 on finger tips

after weeks of not doing it
the weeek before that
17 cuts on left arm not on palm side. razor (medium) now white scars
on downside of left arm 18 with razor
5 on hand
2 on fingers

today 2 burns on side with lighter.... and cutts 25

[Asylum]

two nights before scratches tilll bled

[Asylum]

reasons.... parents want divorce...i got scxreamed at a lot... anxiety attacks.. being ditched by photo class in a different state museum then had an anxiety attack there after securtiy guard yelled at me to find my group who all slipt up with friend of choice and i was all alone looking for anyone.... i eventually found someon a half hou later. it was scary then my great gma died... i attended funeral and rabbi threw mounds of dirt on her casket and you could hear each thud... it distrubed me... then dad flippedd out and screamed at me a few days alter, mom made fun of me, and boyfriend yelled at me because he was upset at my parents? i don't get that part either.... lots ofmake up work for play practice brought on strees practieced at least 6 hrs a day for play... everyday... misseed a lot... this all happened in less then a week,,, and i suppress emotions which leads to... you got it break down... but i cxan't show my emotions... dad has no tolerance for me being mad or upset... so he flips out... not like he doens't do that every day anyway.... like one time eh was upet and i was standing in the kitchen out of his way.... and he comes up and screams in my face for no reason... like i didn't do anything.. he yelled at me for standing their... no i had nothing i was supposed to be doing.. i dd all chores and hw... he just yelled at me... and pushd me,.. got in my face and shock me... but w/e...

[MysticalBurrito]

5 - Ankle.
10 - Thigh.
3 - Upper Arm.

All Shallow...

I'm sorry...

[OnlyByTheNight.]

7 thigh.
I broke down.

[suture11]

Dec. 7
2 Abrasions on Chest
-Reason: Anxiety About Thursday

[Harley Quinn]

17
2
1

All over the course of two days...i can't get this feeling out if my head..

[Darkness]

5

There will be more tonight.

[suture11]

Dec. 7
9 or so Upper Rt. Thigh
-Reason: None.

[Asylum]

4 cuts shallow on finger scratches on foot with needle burn with lighter on foot

kept hitting myself on my arm with a wooden cross... till it was all red and bruised..

Posts merged.

~ .Tuxedo Mask.

[Krazymitch]

deep/3 cuts- across palm of left hand(my writeing hand)

[Hatsune Miku]

5

I have this thought in my head, and it won't go away...
( On the bright side, I finally figured out how to pronounce "Siobhan" :P )

[meygan]

3 times- wrist

my 2 days of going without is over

[ShatteredWings]

several shallow/med cuts up my arm.

I don't remember doing it... Found the blood on my hand.

[DarkWingedAngel]

well i kinda caved last night
dad told me to go find my real parents, then my mom come home with pictures of them
anyways
4 medium on my arm
2 deep on my thigh, might need stitches
but then i remember the time i got stitches last time
just pulled em out

[daveywavey]

i have never done something like this .. but today i punched my locker till i started bleeding, it was an odd feeling, wasnt really bad.. kinda scared me

[tammybabezz]

4cuts, shoulder, 3 shallow 1 medium, i havnt cut since April am so disappointed in myself.

[YesterdaysNews]

last night... I just took the razor to my arm... 30+
and today I was biting my hands and fingers, not hard enough to break the skin but enough to leave noticable marks and cause swelling

[Harley Quinn]

last night... I just took the razor to my arm... 30+
and today I was biting my hands and fingers, not hard enough to break the skin but enough to leave noticable marks and cause swelling

I'm here if you need me...:hug:

[YesterdaysNews]

Thanks Siobhan :hug:

[Harley Quinn]

( On the bright side, I finally figured out how to pronounce "Siobhan" :P )
hehe, shi-vawn?

i fucked up... a lot. hand is bruised...i went crazy..

[Darkness]

30 Shallow2 deep...Not doing well