Self Harm Calendar

[Project Delta]

Awe gwyn, Hugs, i'm sorry to hear that

[DarkWingedAngel]

awe Gwyn
*hugs*
sorry



anyways
i caved last night because the family found out i was lez
so yea
6 really deep and 5 medium
all on my inner thigh and outer thigh

[BuryYourFlame]

and i fall...

2...shallow...although i tried for deeper...i didn't even get any blood...there is quite the chance of more to come...

im so sorry...fuck...im just a selfish asshole...

[ShatteredWings]

whoopdedoo(sarcastic)
re opend three...
actually, scratch that one. More than re opend.
the second it stopped bleading, i'd cut over it again.
and again
... it still doesn't hurt.

grrr
pathetic i know..
i'd probably go deeper..
but i don't know where is a BAD place on my leg(to avoid it)...

[Project Delta]

*hugs you all*

[NightFighter]

One cut across my hand.
Definately not the smartest place to cut but scars less.
I hate how i love to look at it.

[TaBear.]

14 left leg
18 right leg

deep.

[piggy-wiggy]

1 right arm..
3 left arm, deep..

:(

[Sherwood]

left thigh
20 +
shallow
first time in over a month
thought id beat it at last, guess not. can it be beaten?

[BeautifulSilence]

Five cuts. Left shoulder. The first two were too shallow to draw blood but then I switched razors and bleed. For the first time in a while, I didn't need too much pressure to feel good from the bleeding.

I'm not ashamed. I don't wish that I didn't do it. I feel better for it. I'm gonna go back to trying not to, but I don't feel disappointed in myself this time.

[optimashprime]

im shure you will stop doing it because your strong

you all can do what ever you want to do if you set your mind to it and have faith

i have faith in you all

if any one needs to talk pm me and ill help

best wishes and good luck

elliot

[piggy-wiggy]

20 left thigh, 14 left thigh.. fairly shallow.. and i feel so bad.. i actually regret it for once...

[Project Delta]

Well its good that you regret it!, next time remember that feeling and hopefully it will stop you from doing it again! :)

[MadManWithaBox]

20, lower arm. gonna have to wear long sleeved shirts tommorow for history exam. annoying.

[Project Delta]

Yeah, i've finally started wearing short sleeves again, and since i'm exercising a lot more its quite a good thing, 13 days :)

[MadManWithaBox]

i wear a big black coat. id wear it anyway even if i wasn't concealing scars, but this is extra motivation. on the days its way too hot*rarely, i wear white or black long sleeved shirts.

[kt2369]

left thigh
+1
deep

i broke my 21 days streak )=

[NightFighter]

Well done for getting 21 days! :)
Beat that this time! :D

[kt2369]

ill try but im about to break again. i just know it, my friends dont know how fragile i am. i have no one i can trust anymore.. i just need to talk to someone. but none of my friends are there for me.... i am making new ones but i cant trust them
EVERYONE USES ME

[NightFighter]

I know exactly how that feels. :( Im here if you ever want to talk to anyone. I know we dont know eachother but il always listen and try to help :)
Hopefully, in time you will trust your new friends! Give it time and dont hurt yourself. Its hard but you can resist! Believe you can! :)

[kt2369]

its to late i kind put a hole in the wall O.O im going to get in so much trouble

[NightFighter]

poster? :) to cover the hole up

[kt2369]

i cant ):
its in the entry way and its near the floorrr

[DarkWingedAngel]

meh
mom was being a bitch
so I punched the wall 5 times(instead of loosing it and cutting)
put a hole in it each time tooo
im sorry but no bitch is gonna take my gf away and not get payback(even if it is my mom)

altho im pretty sure im gonna crack tonight and cut so i will see what happens

[kt2369]

my parents found the holes.
i guess punching a wall is better than cutting tho

[peaceloverugby]

Um, let's see, I haven't cut in 3 hours. I hadn't cut in a month or so, but on 6 June my best friend died in a car crash. Yesterday (9 June) was his funeral, and I cut TONNES yesterday. Then today my gf tried to make out with me to "cheer me up" but I said no. I just can't feel anything, so I cut myself.

[BuryYourFlame]

7 more...just then...why the fuck do people still stand by me...when they only get hurt...

edit: +1

[MadManWithaBox]

10, arm. ive got an exam today, 20 minutes waiting in a room full of people that hate me, then when the exams over, 10 minutes hanging around with around 250 people that hate me. i needed a little somehting to stay calm. i feel nauesous now

[Project Delta]

I doubt they HATE you samus!, And sorry to hear it Never Cycle (Forgot your name, i'm an idiot like that >.>)
HOpe you all gets better and the cuts dont get infected, As for you gwyn how many days is it since you cut? you seem to be doing well on that front,
Just remember guys you ARENT Failures because your TRYING to quit. Failures are the people who give up trying, so you guys will get there, and you will earn salvation in your own eyes ^^

[DarkWingedAngel]

meh
5 deep on my thigh

[Sherwood]

17, left thigh, deep
6, left arm, deep
1, left wrist, too deep
i've noticed i seem to sleep better after cutting, i dont know why exactly. i guess its just the relief i get from it. funny how even the worst things have a silver lining. My mums been away for a week, shes coming home tonight. Im terrified that she is going to find out again. She found it once two years ago and went mad at me. I told my best friend about it today, but he is too busy with his g/f to have time for me. I'm not angry at him for it, i realy hope she makes him happy, but it kind of sucks to know that not even him, who was there for me since the start, can support me through it any more. I guess hes given up on me at last. Well its been five years, i realy dont blame him to be honest. Just have to pray he doesn't tell anyone else, or i am screwed.

[optimashprime]

we are here to help

if you ever need anything pm me and ill do my best to help

fight this and your life will get better

it will be hard and tiring

but your life will become a happy time again

good luck

elliot

[Holding On*]

I havn't sh'ed for that long really... i done it for a few weeks before being stopped by a frien who saw, about 3 years ago, and then this time around I started last week of April? So month and half now i'd say?

10/6/09
Right Hip - Went back over an old cut of the word WHY
Right Hip - Added a '?' and an underline - blood but not deep (i do a lot of scratching as aposed to actually cutting)
Left Hand, about inch long, shallow but along the line of my thumb so causes pain in each movement :P :) But very obvious but i have a back up story :P

[Sherwood]

Well she's home. Not found them yet thank god. Theres nothing like 10 mins with her here to apreciate the time alone. First thing she said to me was she is disapointed in me, that i never do a good enough job. That she cant trust me. She hasn't even asked if im okay, after a week of living alone. She admited to my sister that she actualy cares more about her damned dogs than she does us. I know im going to cut again tonight, i can't put up with her for much longer. All she does is moan at me, even in my GCSE's, she told me if i got an A in my maths and science she would be pissed off at me. Talk about presure. I would do anything to go live with my dad, just to get away from her, but i know he wont have me either. It seems whilst im stuck living in this house there is literaly no way to get over the cutting, every time i turn around she is shouting at me for something. It seems she is just trying to push me over the edge.

[piggy-wiggy]

3 right thigh and 1 left thigh, deepest ive everr done, bleed alot.. :(..............x

[Project Delta]

*hugs* Btw piggy-wiggy, if you dont want to be nice to the people who dont give a crap about you, then dont!

[peaceloverugby]

One hour: cut the name "Jack" and his birthday and "6 June 2009 RIP" into my thigh and it's still bleeding.

[piggy-wiggy]

*hugs* Btw piggy-wiggy, if you dont want to be nice to the people who dont give a crap about you, then dont!

ino totally wat ur sayin lyk, but i always follow "be nice to everyone bcoz dey myt be hidding something inside you no nutin bout".. even if dey dont have it bak.. :(.....................x

[OnlyByTheNight.]

3 on my arms. Tonight was the first time I have let the blood flow freely.... And after that.... No I do not feel sad or sorry. Its actually a relief to do it.... 12days down the drain, 12days of supperesing the urges....

[Project Delta]

Eve, pick yourself up and get back on track! :), i'm here for ya! anytime!: )

[Cloud]

3 on my arms. Tonight was the first time I have let the blood flow freely.... And after that.... No I do not feel sad or sorry. Its actually a relief to do it.... 12days down the drain, 12days of supperesing the urges....

and a new record to break... and ill be here whenever you need

[Project Delta]

What Cloud says, we are both here for you :), so keep it up! :)

[ackmedsgirl666]

ok i was so proud
i was doing so well
i finally caved last night and lost all respect for myself
about four minor but deep ones in my leg since i can;t do my wrists anymore because of the fact that thats where the group home always looks on me

[NightFighter]

2 tiny little cuts on both my thumbs
It was funny really. I accidently cut my thumbs when i was trying to break the blade away from the plastic. By the time my thumbs stopped bleading (surprisingly long time actually!) i got too sleepy and went to bed :)

[Project Delta]

Sarah, you dont know how great it is to hear that the cuts you did make were accidental, allthough intent was there :) And you didnt make more *hugs*

[NightFighter]

:) *hugs* Thanks Aaron
i've realised that i dont need to make big deep cuts anymore. Those little cuts were enough to calm me down.

[optimashprime]

good

all you need now is to stop which im sure you can

as aaron said you did it accidentaly

good luck

love
elliot

*hugs*

[Project Delta]

Sarah, i am SOOOO Pleased that the little cuts calm you, this is a great way to try and stop now, one little cut like every couple of days, max etc. :) possibility

[NightFighter]

:) I hope i can someday *hugs*

[optimashprime]

you will

youll probally wake up one day and think wtf?? and stop

[Project Delta]

i did that yesterday :) :) :)

Sarah your time will come, till then just stay a survivor, and not a statistic? please? :)

[optimashprime]

i did that yesterday :) :) :)

Sarah your time will come, till then just stay a survivor, and not a statistic? please? :)

i know well done

yeah sarah you will one day soon hopefully

[NightFighter]

Yup. :)
I aint going no where! :D

[NightFighter]

I want to cut. I feel terrible right now :(

[Project Delta]

Awe hun, PM me if ya want, and talk about ANYTHING, and i'll try and make ya smile *nuuu my n key is gone >.<

[OnlyByTheNight.]

3, left wrist, fairly shallow.

[BuryYourFlame]

:(
you ever wanna talk, you just PM me, ok eve + sarah + anyone else?

[DarkWingedAngel]

well i have noticed a pattern in my cutting cycles
im probably gonna cut tonight
alot on my mind
dad's and ass
mom's a bitch
the guy that fucked her is an ass
just a shitty ass week really

[Flutterfly]

well i have noticed a pattern in my cutting cycles
im probably gonna cut tonight
alot on my mind
dad's and ass
mom's a bitch
the guy that fucked her is an ass
just a shitty ass week really

Sometimes noticing a pattern helps... sometimes it makes it worse...
You should find something to do tonight so you don't cut...
PM someone if you need to.
Even though I don't know you, I care about you.
You're really nice on here, I don't want you to hurt.

[Holding On*]

I cut every night since Tuesday, except last night. for some strange unknown reason i was HYPER! I was actually happy! There is no reason. None at all. It just happened! ~I dont feel the same now, but i am not exactly down either... just sort of in the middle. but not quite content either.... i dont know.

[Project Delta]

:hug: Steph Well done on not harming, keep it up! :)

[Holding On*]

It didn't keep up.
I reopened my hand scar. shallow.

[emmalovesgs]

my left arm.

[Project Delta]

Well at least you didnt make another then Steph, and :hug: emma

[Holding On*]

Id made a new one on saturday night... on my hip again. fairly deep for my standards. lots of blood which was good.

:)

[piggy-wiggy]

i went three day, broke last nyt.. no major cuts, fairly average...... :(

[Project Delta]

New target to beat remember that hun!

[Project Delta]

fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK
scratched my arm til completely raw.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Awwww, I'm so sorry to hear that hun.... :hug:
Aaron you know that I'm here if you want to talk.

[Project Delta]

Thanks, david stopped me from doing something a LOT more stupid... i bet you can guess that

[Cloud]

Aaron everyone has a bad day but wehn you do you jsut gotta get back on the horse and carry on
you still got a goal to aim for so keep going for it you can doo iiit
if you feel the need im here if you wanna chat

[peaceloverugby]

The name "jack" on my thigh, not that deep

[emmalovesgs]

awww ^ im guessing that was for your friend. im sure he wouldnt want you to do that thoughh babee!xx

[BuryYourFlame]

she's right, you know, mate...just like the suicide thing...he wouldn't want that for you...

[Rosie]

last night.
6 cuts
left upper arm.
deep

:(
i hate this.

[peaceloverugby]

Yeah I know, but I calmed down and went out with the gf last nite, she's REALLY good at cheering me up! So I'm better today

[OnlyByTheNight.]

2, shallow, on left wrist.
I don't remember making them but they are there.

[Project Delta]

You dont remember? maybe YOU didnt do them, maybe you caught it on something eve?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

No I prob did. I remember holding the blade to my hand and trying to talk myself out of it, I thought I had succeeded but obviously not! I don't really care. I am going to start again and I am going to try and kick this for once and for all. No promises though!

[Project Delta]

You will do it eve, we all believe in yu

[ackmedsgirl666]

caved last night
dad pissed me off
lets see
about 5 to my legs
1 on my hand
6 on my wrist
2 on my thigh
2 on my stomach
and yeah thats about it
the worst i have done
they are just scratches except the one on my thigh
still bled tho

[Flutterfly]

Yesterday.
At swim practice.
I had to sit out of the pool because of asthma...
I scratched up my wrist about 50 times with my fingernails... =[

[Rosie]

2 upper arm.
deep.bled...alot
nobody ever wants to help or listen when i'm upset. they all pick at me.
:(

[Wakoabs]

3 on me wrist and about 7 on my thigh feel bad know cos i promised a friend i'll try not to .

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Ugh I am sick of this shit!!!!!! I can't do it anymore, I just want it all to end!!! 2 more on wrist.

[Project Delta]

Eve, just stay calm, kay? Then Think about why you really did it?

[Cloud]

Eva :hug: talk to me bout it k

[Project Delta]

punched a hole in wall

[Spin]

4, very shallow on my stomach.
I carved one word on my thigh and another word on my upper arm/shoulder area.

[Project Delta]

*hugs spin* Its okay, just get up and carry on trucking ^_^

[dark]

right/light arm 3 cuts. scared

[Rosie]

oh dear :(:(
Are you ok now? what happened :(
xx

[piggy-wiggy]

damn damn damn !!!
2 days, damn......
only small, but i did it none the less... :(..................
xx

[Rosie]

:(
it's ok. everyone has times where everything just spirals so much out of control. it's OK. we're here for you.
what happened :/ xx

[Project Delta]

punched my wall about 5 times with a metal caribinar on it
EDIT : Jumped off my roof, didnt roll, messed up my ankle, can barely walk on it. Also i hurt my elbow quite bad
EDIT2 : Punched arm with carabinar on fist. about 50 times.

[adesiree]

I hope everyone will be able to stop )=

[Triceratops]

10 slashes on left arm. 4 slashes on left leg.

Fuck you.

[Project Delta]

Awe Marci

Get back up on track hmmm?

[millymollymandy]

32 times on my wrist (left)- some deep some not so,
10 times left thigh- not deep will scar
i have no idea times on ankle- now deep but will scar again...

[Triceratops]

Awe Marci

Get back up on track hmmm?

Don't feel like I want to right now...

[millymollymandy]

Don't feel like I want to right now...

oh please do, even if i don't really know you i still don't want to you get to down, to the point of not being able to cope. please just try.

[ackmedsgirl666]

caved again
grrrr

[Project Delta]

:hug:

Get back on track justcracken

[MadManWithaBox]

i snapped . 10, left arm. i am a loser. a waste of air and space. i am nothing

[millymollymandy]

I'm so f****ing annoying, i don't know whats up with me, i've done it again only a few hours after the last fecasco.

[Project Delta]

Milly, just if this helps , my chickens are called milly molly and mandy ^_^

[GreyxRainbow]

'Freak' in my right leg. Very light, you don't even see most of it by now.

[millymollymandy]

Milly, just if this helps , my chickens are called milly molly and mandy ^_^
lol,
no it doesn't really...

did it again- 5 left arm...need to slash out again

[MadManWithaBox]

oh dear. big session. last exam tommorow, in school for ages tommorow. should have waited. silly of me

[Project Delta]

2 leg.... i just cannt take my brothers threats anymore...

[Flutterfly]

70 shallow left thumb
46 shallow right wrist +3 medium +1 deepish
7 shallow right side +3 medium
10 shallow left wrist
10 scrapes left wrist
9 shallow right elbow +1 deepish
10 shallow left shoulder

=[ All that in such a short time... the razor was too dull to go deeper... which upset me...

[BuryYourFlame]

:( eli...pm/email me if you wanna talk, ok?

the same goes for anyone else here...

[OnlyByTheNight.]

I fail, I cut again.
One really long and deep one on my arm.
EDIT:Also alot on my wrist. I don't want to count how many. They are fairly shallow though.

[Cloud]

You dont fail
jsut a bump in the road
talks to me k?

[peaceloverugby]

Fuck fuck fuck, too deep on left thigh, it finally slowed down about an hour ago, but it's still kinda bleeding. I'm tired of this bullshit. Just tired of it all...but I'm gonna stick this stupid divorce out, just to prove to both of them that I'm better than they are

[The Batman]

Yesterday 10 on my upper thigh.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

:hug:
What happened Thomas?

[Zero Beat]

no cutting, but stuck hand in deep fryer... i couldnt find anything to cut with.

[Project Delta]

Oww, jack?
how bad were the burns?

[peaceloverugby]

Not that anyone cares, but it stopped bleeding and I'm still alive

[millymollymandy]

i care rugdyjock, and i bet everyone else cares...\*hug*

[GreyxRainbow]

Not that anyone cares, but it stopped bleeding and I'm still alive

I do care. And I bet everyone else here. *hug*

[Mr. Awesome]

i care^

[peaceloverugby]

Thanks, I wish I still had people like you guys in my life

[Project Delta]

At least you had people once. It is better to have had and lost than to have never have had at all!

[peaceloverugby]

At least you had people once. It is better to have had and lost than to have never have had at all!

No. I wish I hadn't known Jack, then I wouldn't feel the way I do.

[Flutterfly]

No. I wish I hadn't known Jack, then I wouldn't feel the way I do.

There is always something that puts us down, if not what was then something else would of. You just gotta focus on the good things. It could of been worse. And don't start trying to list how it couldn't have been worse, because it could have. There is always a way everything could of been worse. So think about what's good, and if you can't think of anything good, then get out and do something that will make you feel good. I think that everyone here cares for you, and even if we don't know you IRL, we're still here to help.
I've been helped so much by people here, sure I'm still struggling, but it's made it easier for me. Just know that almost everyone here is willing to listen if you need it and we all care.

[peaceloverugby]

^thanks Eli, I made a MAJOR change in friends today, pretty much told my bad friends that hang with me for alcohol and girls to fuck off, and brought my real friends (at least the ones that I haven't pushed too far away) back into my life

[millymollymandy]

^thanks Eli, I made a MAJOR change in friends today, pretty much told my bad friends that hang with me for alcohol and girls to fuck off, and brought my real friends (at least the ones that I haven't pushed too far away) back into my life

Yeah, i just love breakthroughs like this, congratulations, into making the right decision for your future. I just pray everything from now on would be easier for you, as you have friends who care.
*BIG HUGS!!!*

[ackmedsgirl666]

a week 2morrow

[BlackenedSilver]

I cut. It was about 30 days since I had. I hate this so much, I was doing so well. :'(
It couldnt have been at a worse time either, I have a party tomorrow so now I will be worrying if people can see my cuts through my bracelets.
Great :(

[Zero Beat]

Oww, jack?
how bad were the burns?

okish... i guess... i don't think ill try it again...

[GreyxRainbow]

Opened up some old ones, this morning.

[Project Delta]

*Hugs becca*

[Becky]

Twice on my wrist bled
once on each arm bled
8 times on stomach bled
about 10+ on each thigh most bled

All in about the past 2 or 3 days =[

[Project Delta]

*hugs becky, "just keep trying, and that in itself makes you NOT a failure

[Becky]

Thanks Silkonia *hugs back* It's jsut really hard but i'll keep trying =]

[Project Delta]

Good, as long as you keep trying you will never be a failure

[millymollymandy]

i feel so c***, so now i have several glashes on my arms, 8 on my hand (no idea why though...started to attempt at cutting in class) most of the arm ones are still bleeding- 6ish hours now. :(

[BuryYourFlame]

10 ~ right leg ~ shallow, but the deepest i've ever done.

(edit): right...not left...couldn't even think straight...

[Project Delta]

*hugs declan* Its okay mate, just pick yourself up and keep on moving forward!

[BuryYourFlame]

meh, i deserved them...

[Project Delta]

You never deserve them!

[BuryYourFlame]

trust me, i do, 3 more already, probably gonna be a lot more...

+3 deep

[MysticalBurrito]

:( Declan what's wrong? :hug3:

[Project Delta]

*Hugs declan, "Please man... stop?

[MadManWithaBox]

10 left arm, 10 right arm, 5 on my under left arm, 10 on stomach. no one vares so why should i. and the under arm ones are still bleeding an hour later. ho well. its my own fault, for being such a worthless fucking freak.

[Project Delta]

matty (is it?) Seriously man, i CARE ABOUT YOU! I hate to see it when you cut. you dont deserve it. NO ONE HERE DESERVES THEM! If they think they do, they are F***ING wrong! Thats how strongly i feel. No one deserves punishment. The So called utopia (sp?) of the world , the garden of eden. Adam and Eve recieved no punishment. There is enough punishment here without you hurting yourself more! Please try and stop.

[MadManWithaBox]

10 stomach. its official . all but one of my friends hate. i want to cut till i die. and fucking cry, but im seemingly not able to

[Flutterfly]

10 stomach. its official . all but one of my friends hate. i want to cut till i die. and fucking cry, but im seemingly not able to

People are here to talk, please don't do that. We care.

[DarkWingedAngel]

well i caved after 2 weeks
10 medium on my stomach and one deep on my stomach
then 3 really deep on my inner thigh

[Project Delta]

Come on desi , now beat that 2 weeks :)

[YourFriend]

friday 22nd july
6 times
right leg
medium

after three days without it :cry:

don't do it there! there is a vital blood vessel there and if you cut it, you are dead in literaly 3 seconds

btw, how do you people have the strength to cut yourself?, i mean i don't have the strength to cut myself like 1 nanometer deep...

[NightFighter]

Its more of a weakness than a strength i'd say.
It becomes easier and easier to cut yourself and each time it gets deeper.
Im glad you cant cut yourself. I wish more people thought the same way.

[Project Delta]

I've cut 1/2 an inch deep before... that scared bad. You care less and less. and only the first one hurts really ... its strange.. just never try it

[peaceloverugby]

Sorry I was gone so long with no internets, caved Saturday, haven't stopped since. I can't feel anything, I want to feel something, even if it's pain. I'm just..numb. Like my whole being, mind body and soul, are on novocaine. 10 deep on right thigh, 4 on each bicep because i'm realising that big muscles get me nothing. Fuck. I'm just tired of this cycle of drinking and cutting. But since I'm the only one who cares, whatever.

[Flutterfly]

Sorry I was gone so long with no internets, caved Saturday, haven't stopped since. I can't feel anything, I want to feel something, even if it's pain. I'm just..numb. Like my whole being, mind body and soul, are on novocaine. 10 deep on right thigh, 4 on each bicep because i'm realising that big muscles get me nothing. Fuck. I'm just tired of this cycle of drinking and cutting. But since I'm the only one who cares, whatever.

I care about you. If you need to talk you can talk to me. If you just want to rant. Please, I care about you.

[kt2369]

on July 1st i broke :(
it was on my leg. deep

[Flutterfly]

on July 1st i broke :(
it was on my leg. deep

=[ I'm sowwies, but then you haven't since?
I haven't heard from you for a while.

[peaceloverugby]

I don't know why u care, I just hurt everyone anyways

[Flutterfly]

I don't know why u care, I just hurt everyone anyways

Because you are my friend. And no you don't. Please, I really do care.

[Rutherford The Brave]

54 in the middle not deep but not shallow

[OnlyByTheNight.]

:hug:
You ok Greg?!?
Just pick yourself up and start again, k?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Double post, but meh....
I caved.
6, on my wrist, all fairly shallow.

[dead]

23 on my leg shallow 3 deep on upper leg

[nachtspiegel]

More than 50.
Deep.
I lost it.

[Project Delta]

Chokechain (sorry i forgot name) Just get back up, and keep trying! Your not back to square one. That is starting to try! So your on about square 3 of a 10 square board :)

[piggy-wiggy]

just keep opening the same one.. fairly deep... but four days with just that..................x

[ShatteredWings]

:hug:
i'mma put it this way
i'm not cutting my hand again..bad idea.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

2. On arm. Long and fairly deep.

[Wakoabs]

Right arm and wrist kinda lost it. skined it I think. Lot of cuts. Don't want to take the plaster of to see.

[NightFighter]

Its nearly been a month but the wreckage on my foot is still very clearly there!
Im screwed when i go on holiday in a week. It will be a miracle if no one notices!

[TaBear.]

Three and a half weeks down the drain..

17 right arm
18 left
medium

22 left leg
16 right leg
deep

9 stomach
medium

[NightFighter]

Well done for getting three and a half weeks without! :)
Just keep trying.

[GreyxRainbow]

3 on my hip.. Shallow, but the deepest I've done.

[TaBear.]

Couldn't even make it one day..

29
right calf
deep.

6
chest
medium

[Atonement]

I'm so fucking stupid. ruined around 70 days of self harm free.

one on each arm, one on thigh, two on side. not deep.

[iamafterhours]

It's not ruined. You still did 70 days!

71 days with only 1 slip is something to be proud of

[DarkWingedAngel]

ya know what sucks more than cutting
your mom walking in on you cutting
5 really deep
and 15 medium
all on my stomach

[ShatteredWings]

are you okay desi?? We're gonna talk, got it?

eh i did again.. i guess. re-opened three on my hand and two on my wrist. 'nother one on my wrist.. one on my hip thats not quite 'bad' but a lot worse than the others, and one on my stomach...

[Wakoabs]

mmm on my right hand knuckles a sad face happy face one with tounge poking out a an nurtal face :( bad idea hard to cover :/

[DarkWingedAngel]

engraved "hopeless" on my stomach
pretty deep

[ShatteredWings]

but youre not hopeless..

[OnlyByTheNight.]

2 shallow and one deep on my wrist.

[BuryYourFlame]

eve...you know i'm here right? PM me please if you wanna talk bout it, kay?

[Cloud]

eva what happened
talk to me k?

[peaceloverugby]

eve, you should talk to these two, they'll help you. They always help me :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I don't know how many, right leg, all shallow. Went two days without, wasn't having any urges, then my best friend tried to kill herself...

[Atonement]

4. shallow. all around the thighs.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm sorry to hear that. But at least they are only shallow. Try to stay positive.

[AutumnDae]

You guys can talk to me anything you need, I hope you know. <3

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yeah. Thanks.

[BlackenedSilver]

Umm.. Yea Back here again. 20 days and 2 hours down the drain =/
9 last night on my wrist.
I'm sorry.

[Project Delta]

Leigh *Hugs*

[GreyxRainbow]

Leigh, Morgan *hugs*

Everyone else *hugs*

You will beat this in the end.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm sorry to hear that Leigh, :( Try to stay positive

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Come on guys. I know all of ye and I KNOW all of ye can beat this! I believe in every one of ye. :hug:

[Flutterfly]

It's okay, you just gotta keep trying. That's what matters.

[MadManWithaBox]

10 left arm, 20 right. quite rough, i used a piece of broken glass. i can't find my razor. i had it last night, but i can't find it now

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

About 25 ish cuts on my left leg, 2 stratches on left wrist. Still all shallow...