James240
April 20th, 2013, 08:17 AM
I'm 19 years old, male, and for as long as I can remember I've chased after girls. I love spending time with girls because i feel like its a breath of fresh air from hanging with my mates all day. They're beautiful and there's nothing I like more than being close and intimate, spending quality time with a girl i get along with really well.
For the past few years I've been really confused about my sexuality. Like i said above, I've always had huge crushes on girls and never really anything towards guys, except being quite close with my good friends. Like any other straight guy, I masturbated to regular pornography with girls in it until i was 15-16.
Then one day, whilst experimenting on the internet, i found prostate stimulation. Being adventurous, i thought i'd give it a try and found out to my shock that it was extremely pleasurable. Ever since, I've enjoyed it a lot and now its came to the point where I prefer prostate stimulation over penis stimulation.
When i masturbate or fantasize, its always about prostate stimulation, where as before it used to be about regular porn, blowjobs, sex etc.
This has created a massive problem for me because now, i can't perform sexually with girls. I feel like my penis has just become de-sensitized because it feels nowhere near as good as prostate stimulation. Now whenever i'm in a sexual situation with a girl, i've had to rely on viagra or other supplements to help get an erection to have sex with her.
Even though i find girls attractive and sexy and i like to date girls because they are a good fit for me emotionally, and i've enjoyed sex many times with girls, I can't get an erection because I prefer prostate stimulation and don't fantasize about penis stimulation anymore. Obviously this isn't good because I have to rely on drugs to 'help me', which isn't doing me any good.
I honestly wish i hadn't discovered prostate stimulation so i could just be a 'normal guy' again who gets off on penis stimulation. I'm really stuck with what to do and how to position this all in my head, can anyone relate to this or give any advice?
For the past few years I've been really confused about my sexuality. Like i said above, I've always had huge crushes on girls and never really anything towards guys, except being quite close with my good friends. Like any other straight guy, I masturbated to regular pornography with girls in it until i was 15-16.
Then one day, whilst experimenting on the internet, i found prostate stimulation. Being adventurous, i thought i'd give it a try and found out to my shock that it was extremely pleasurable. Ever since, I've enjoyed it a lot and now its came to the point where I prefer prostate stimulation over penis stimulation.
When i masturbate or fantasize, its always about prostate stimulation, where as before it used to be about regular porn, blowjobs, sex etc.
This has created a massive problem for me because now, i can't perform sexually with girls. I feel like my penis has just become de-sensitized because it feels nowhere near as good as prostate stimulation. Now whenever i'm in a sexual situation with a girl, i've had to rely on viagra or other supplements to help get an erection to have sex with her.
Even though i find girls attractive and sexy and i like to date girls because they are a good fit for me emotionally, and i've enjoyed sex many times with girls, I can't get an erection because I prefer prostate stimulation and don't fantasize about penis stimulation anymore. Obviously this isn't good because I have to rely on drugs to 'help me', which isn't doing me any good.
I honestly wish i hadn't discovered prostate stimulation so i could just be a 'normal guy' again who gets off on penis stimulation. I'm really stuck with what to do and how to position this all in my head, can anyone relate to this or give any advice?