JoeHillsTSD
April 15th, 2013, 01:58 PM
Last summer I went to this summer music program; basically it was like school in the summer solely based around music. As much as I hate school, I loved this program and I signed up to do it again this year. But this is my last year that I can do it because it is 5-11 and im in 11th grade now.
My little sister, who is also a musician, was planning on signing up for it this year too, after she saw how much fun I had last year. I told her I would help her signup on the site, but never did. And the deadline was sunday. I feel horrible knowing all of Sunday that that was the dealing, and that I didn't sign her up for it.
On sunday, I thought of hundreds of reasons why I wasn't letting her tag along with me this summer (she'd be really clingy, I'm with her 90% of the day anyway, why make it 100%, she can be really annoying). I do not want my sister tagging along to everything I do during this program, and I know she would be right by my side the whole time we were there.
But I also feel really bad. I didn't think about how she may have wanted to share this experience with me. Since this is my last summer doing this program, we wont be able to do this together. And now that I think about how I'm the reason she even started music, I feel like crap for not even giving her a chance.
I don't know. I feel awful
My little sister, who is also a musician, was planning on signing up for it this year too, after she saw how much fun I had last year. I told her I would help her signup on the site, but never did. And the deadline was sunday. I feel horrible knowing all of Sunday that that was the dealing, and that I didn't sign her up for it.
On sunday, I thought of hundreds of reasons why I wasn't letting her tag along with me this summer (she'd be really clingy, I'm with her 90% of the day anyway, why make it 100%, she can be really annoying). I do not want my sister tagging along to everything I do during this program, and I know she would be right by my side the whole time we were there.
But I also feel really bad. I didn't think about how she may have wanted to share this experience with me. Since this is my last summer doing this program, we wont be able to do this together. And now that I think about how I'm the reason she even started music, I feel like crap for not even giving her a chance.
I don't know. I feel awful