Phoenix911
April 14th, 2013, 11:11 AM
hey everyone on VT...i dont know what to do...im a 19 year old closeted Caribbean boy whos bi. i've had several girlfriends before but never once had the experience of having a boyfriend. i so desperately what to know how it feels to have another guy care for me and love me...reason why im in the closed is because, coming out i dont think anyone whos close to me would understand so it force me to stay in there. i dont know much guys whos gay but i know of this one individual who is gay but all he talks about is sex, although i engage him in his talks i cant see myself being with this guy cause he looks like those promiscuous guys who has more than one partner.. its like the older i get the more desperate i am. and i dont know what to do.