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Andrew.
April 12th, 2013, 11:41 AM
I feel so empty.... No friends.... They remember me when they need something from me. But when I need something from them, they even don't know me. 6 years of bullying.... oh god... I'm crying when I writing this.....Just want to die.

Haydenn3
April 12th, 2013, 11:50 AM
Just answer some things for me
Family do you love them do they love you ?
What makes you so special that you get to take the fast lane out of hear and leave your family in hurt and a world of pain?
i would love to commit but i cant do they to my family im not worth there pain
I see you are still on here i dont mean to be nasty :( sorry if you take it that way but please answer so i can try and help you

Andrew.
April 12th, 2013, 12:06 PM
This is not for the family. This is about friends. I'm always alone. For me friends are everything. I would like to have a best friend that I could tell everything. I tried to search in VT.org, but…..

Gwen
April 12th, 2013, 12:07 PM
It's never worth it, their shit doesn't need to be your shit. People care and will care wethir you know or it not.Heck I'm just random on the internet but I care. Don't do something that could hurt people who love and care for you. Someone out there can help maybe a family member, a helpline, consular, even one of us. Don't give up just yet, there's always hope, you just gotta find it.

Haydenn3
April 12th, 2013, 12:18 PM
Is suicide worth it because you are like most of us teens have no friends none to talk to its really not i would love a guy best friend but i dont so everyone thinks im gay because i have female friends we cant have it all just stick at it and you will make friends trust me

Andrew.
April 12th, 2013, 12:41 PM
Is suicide worth it because you are like most of us teens have no friends none to talk to its really not i would love a guy best friend but i dont so everyone thinks im gay because i have female friends we cant have it all just stick at it and you will make friends trust me

wow... Same

Haydenn3
April 12th, 2013, 12:44 PM
See so you dont need to commit because some dicks think things and say stuff you know its true and if your not gay then you can prove them wrong later on in life but if you are gay you can prove that it doesnt change anything in life

OFD-Lt.Mark
April 12th, 2013, 01:05 PM
Listen in life...shit happens. But you just gotta push it aside and move foward because the friends you want are on the horizian. Just push through and you will find them, trust me.

Haydenn3
April 12th, 2013, 01:53 PM
Nicely said Above :)

xXl0sth0peXx
April 12th, 2013, 02:08 PM
This is more fitting here.

Family and Friends :arrow: Mental Crisis

KimuraWannabe116
April 12th, 2013, 06:46 PM
Dont do it, imagine how many people you would hurt. Imagine how many people you ment who you havent thought of, but they still think of you, imagine how much pain they would have if you gave up. Just dont do it, it gets better down the road, hang in there.

BpOlson
April 12th, 2013, 11:01 PM
Just remember God is always there for you. He is the ultimate friend for all your troubles.

likemike
April 13th, 2013, 12:23 AM
Just remember God is always there for you. He is the ultimate friend for all your troubles.
You speak the truth

Andrew.
April 13th, 2013, 03:58 AM
Thank you guys :) I feel so empty inside......

Teresa31
April 13th, 2013, 04:00 AM
Thank you guys :) I feel so empty inside......

Express yourself here, we are all like a family.

Rima
April 13th, 2013, 04:22 AM
Shit happens ! But don't let it harm you .

JDub53
April 15th, 2013, 11:15 PM
Try finding a hobby or a passion and stick to it. For me, I ski and play paintball. Through both of these sports I have found some of my closest friends. For instance if you like music, try making some. Also, I don't know if this would interest you, but learning magic is one of the most fun things I've ever done. You can wow people on the street and brighten their day or even their weeks. Just hang in there. Who cares what others may think. Just do you

darkdude41
April 22nd, 2013, 09:30 PM
I feel so empty.... No friends.... They remember me when they need something from me. But when I need something from them, they even don't know me. 6 years of bullying.... oh god... I'm crying when I writing this.....Just want to die.

Short answer, don't do it. I tried to kill myself by electrocuting myself. Obviously I wasn't successful, and it hurt so badly, I had the worst headache of my life. I'm lucky that was all that happened to me, was pain.. and no permanent physical damage. After I had tried that, I never wanted to live MORE than I did after that.

I'm totally down to be your friend :) I'll pm you when I get to enough posts to be able to. I knew what it was like to be alone during most of my elementary and middle school years, and I finally I started making friends like within the last year or so... and its so much better... time is key, everything happens with time

StevieUK
April 25th, 2013, 06:56 PM
Look, people go through bad stuff in life and for some it's worse. You're obviously in a really bad place right now and feel like life is just pointless.. But you don't know what the future holds for you. You may not have friends now but as long as you push yourself (easier said than done) you can make friends. Through time you can build yourself a social circle and this is one of the keys to happiness; friends. You really do need friends in life (of course) and as long as you get yourself out there, you can make friends. It may take time but you can do it! Anyone can. Believe in yourself!