Eric57
April 11th, 2013, 08:15 PM
I am gay and I have always been attracted to guys who were older. I have never had a crush on any guy I have been friends with or any guy I have gone to school with. Every crush I have had has always been on someone who was older than I was.
Being only 19 years, I find it so hard to date because I'm just not physically attracted to most guys around my age. I have talked to several guys who were in the 25-27 range, but it never works out. Simply because we are in two different places in our lives.
I am just attracted to men who are SO much older than I am. I've noticed this especially with my celebrity "crushes." We all have them... well, for the most part. haha And mine are guys are who just a lot older. My ultimate celebrity crush is Andy Cohen. Most probably don't know him because he isn't an actor or anything. He is a television executive for the Bravo network and is responsible for creating all the "Real Housewives" reality series. He also is an author and hosts his own talk show. Anyways, the man is 45 years old and he is my ultimate celebrity crush. I have never been more attracted to anybody in my life. The guy definitely looks older as well:
http://static.tvguide.com/MediaBin/Content/121015/News/2_tues/thumbs/121016andy-cohen1_300x206.jpg
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/sites/default/files/2011/02/andy-cohen-2011-a-p.jpg
I just don't get it. I don't understand how I am so attracted to people who 15-25 years older than I am. All of my crushes could basically be old enough to be my father. Not all of them, but maybe 30% of them could. It's crazy. I feel like it is going to be years before I even find someone who will be willing to date me. I honestly am just not attracted to people my age. I find older guys to be way more attractive physically and I like that they are more mature. It frustrates me to no end actually.
Being only 19 years, I find it so hard to date because I'm just not physically attracted to most guys around my age. I have talked to several guys who were in the 25-27 range, but it never works out. Simply because we are in two different places in our lives.
I am just attracted to men who are SO much older than I am. I've noticed this especially with my celebrity "crushes." We all have them... well, for the most part. haha And mine are guys are who just a lot older. My ultimate celebrity crush is Andy Cohen. Most probably don't know him because he isn't an actor or anything. He is a television executive for the Bravo network and is responsible for creating all the "Real Housewives" reality series. He also is an author and hosts his own talk show. Anyways, the man is 45 years old and he is my ultimate celebrity crush. I have never been more attracted to anybody in my life. The guy definitely looks older as well:
http://static.tvguide.com/MediaBin/Content/121015/News/2_tues/thumbs/121016andy-cohen1_300x206.jpg
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/sites/default/files/2011/02/andy-cohen-2011-a-p.jpg
I just don't get it. I don't understand how I am so attracted to people who 15-25 years older than I am. All of my crushes could basically be old enough to be my father. Not all of them, but maybe 30% of them could. It's crazy. I feel like it is going to be years before I even find someone who will be willing to date me. I honestly am just not attracted to people my age. I find older guys to be way more attractive physically and I like that they are more mature. It frustrates me to no end actually.