I need serious help i think

[willziack]

My parents are worried about me because I have an obsession with war, guns, knives, communism, fascism, racism and maybe Nazism. i get angry very Very easily but sometimes depending on the person i can have thoughts of killing them but to relieve my anger i stab my knives into books any idea of what's wrong with me?

[Haydenn3]

Maybe you have schizophrenia its strange why you do this i know a person who goes to my school who has schizophrenia and i dont care that they have schizophrenia but he is similar with the anger part and killing people there is not much you can do but go get help :)

[LuciferSam]

My parents are worried about me because I have an obsession with war, guns, knives, communism, fascism, racism and maybe Nazism. i get angry very Very easily but sometimes depending on the person i can have thoughts of killing them but to relieve my anger i stab my knives into books any idea of what's wrong with me?

Do you support said political branches or do you just think/talk about them alot?

[willziack]

Do you support said political branches or do you just think/talk about them alot?
I support Communism, I talk a lot about Nazism and fascism and I can be very racist at sometimes if not all the time

[Haydenn3]

Just because you are racist doesnt mean you are mentally ill and doesnt describe why you are such an angry guy im serious with the schizophrenia thing research it see if it matches with what you feel maybe do an online test or something

[OFD-Lt.Mark]

Maybe you have schizophrenia its strange why you do this i know a person who goes to my school who has schizophrenia and i dont care that they have schizophrenia but he is similar with the anger part and killing people there is not much you can do but go get help :)

He doesn't have schizophrenia because people with that disease don't realize there is anything wrong with them. In their eyes they are perfect. So this person is admitting that there could be.

So on the main thread I must say that some people just have a violent streak and nothing wrong with that just keep it in check and make sure your stabbing books and not people. On communisum thats a political view ,you can go wrong with your opinions.

[Haydenn3]

He doesn't have schizophrenia because people with that disease don't realize there is anything wrong with them. In their eyes they are perfect. So this person is admitting that there could be.

So on the main thread I must say that some people just have a violent streak and nothing wrong with that just keep it in check and make sure your stabbing books and not people. On communisum thats a political view ,you can go wrong with your opinions.

Not always true there are many different types of schizophrenia
Go here and see if any of these match how you feel http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Schizophrenia/Pages/Symptoms.aspx and then come back and tell us i dont want an argument about this but my friend shows similar symptoms to this guy and he does have schizophrenia

[OFD-Lt.Mark]

Not always true there are many different types of schizophrenia
Go here and see if any of these match how you feel http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Schizophrenia/Pages/Symptoms.aspx and then come back and tell us i dont want an argument about this but my friend shows similar symptoms to this guy and he does have schizophrenia

I am not a psychologist or any mental health professional ,but I cite my AP Psychology teacher (who is a psychologist) ,and even in your article I could not fire where it says they know something is wrong. Schizophrenia distorts your thoughts and will prevent self-diagnosis. Now I could be wrong but...

[Haydenn3]

i was not meant to show you that they can or can not self diagnose themselves it was so the OP could see if he had similar symptoms i was posting from personal experience with a schizophrenic who i have consulted about this matter and said while yes it was hard to Know that something was wrong but he new he was not normal and was just like the original poster except he went to the doctors about the issue and not posted in a forum

[willziack]

I know that I'm not a schizophrenic I want to know what's wrong with me because I have very disturbing and wiered thoughts of killing people like skinning them alive or gassing them stuff like that

[Haydenn3]

How do you know your not schizophrenic because i have no idea why you feel like this other wise ahaa unless you have been bused when younger

[willziack]

Because i went to a psychiatrist about 3 years ago and he said that i wasn't schizophrenic and i wasn't abused when i was younger

[Haydenn3]

I have no idea then sorry bro

[LuciferSam]

I know that I'm not a schizophrenic I want to know what's wrong with me because I have very disturbing and weird thoughts of killing people like skinning them alive or gassing them stuff like that

It could be sadism, which can constitute a disorder.

[Houtarou]

To address the original post, if you enjoy thoughts of causing others harm, that constitutes sadism, which isn't a problem unless you actually act upon said thoughts. Being obsessed with weapons and political ideas isn't bad. However, I would (and I do) stab inanimate objects other than books -- books are our friends.

[astrid]

There's a huge diference between being interested & researching things like Nazism & racism & then actually practicing them. If these are things you truly believe in, I suggest you try to re-evaluate why & try to see the flaws in these beliefs. It's completely okay to be interested in something, may people are interested in much stranger things. Just because you are not like the majority of people in our world does not make you wrong. Also, communism is a political view. Just because you have an unpopular political opinion does not make you a bad person or mentally ill. Also, the racism can come from your upbringing and the people you spend time with. If you have spent time with racist people throughout your life, that is a difficult belief to shake. You just need to try to be open-minded about people who are different from you & try to think as much as possible before you speak. If you have been taught something, even if you wish to be different, it does stick with you. (Now I'm not justifying any of these things, I really do disagree with them, but that is my opinion & you have yours, which is none of my business)
In terms of the anger, you may just struggle with self-control when it comes to that & it's good you're taking it out on books & not someone else or yourself. Intense anger can be related to a multitude of different mental illnesses and disorders so it's important to consider what other symptoms you may have. Also, speak to someone like a counselor. It will help, a lot. Even if these feelings are normal, it's important that you're happy with yourself, even if you don't always fit exactly in.

[missfortune]

dont worry i am like that as well so your not alone :)