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April 10th, 2013, 11:16 PM
I don't know anymore. Lately I've felt king of empty. My doesnt seem to be leading anywhere but trouble, sadness, and frustration.

I feel unmotivated. I dont really participate in school like I "normally" do. I dont talk to friends as frequently, and I think I'm just pushing them away. I havent spoken to my dad in weeks, and tend to ignore family members. I dont do anything at home besides sleep or go on the internet. I'm not happy anymore.

Whats the point, really?I feel like Im pissing my childhood away

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April 10th, 2013, 11:18 PM
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and I hate it. I dont have any reason to still try anymore. Im just a failure.

Kuurachan
April 12th, 2013, 10:13 PM
Hang in there, bro! I felt like the world was ending a few years back when I had depression. Not like the world was ending, but more or less had gone crazy. I felt like I didn't have a point, but then it struck me that I was the only one making that false reality become true. My life is what I make it, I am the one who creates it and whatever my future holds, I am gifted with being myself and having so many different things I can do. Next time you see family, run up and hug whoever it is. It's ok to be a little less mature than usual and just tell who you love that you love them. You will always be connected by blood no matter what, and they will always love you even if they seem to drift far away. True, it's been tough for everybody, the economy is in a pretty bad shape, just like the Spring is coming outside and the flowers and trees are starting to bloom, the pain will end and the happiness will return. I used to think I had lost everything, but it was only in my mind. We are all scared to leave our comfort zones, to smile in case somebody will turn it to a frown. Everyone has the capability to change how others feel, so why not try to make your family remember the best times you've had with each other? Same for friends. Leave all those thoughts that say that you will only be disappointed and make them all laugh. Enjoy life and remember that it isn't about getting to the ending, it's about savoring every my minute of what is right now and changing the future in the best way we can. For those who believe this, nothing is impossible.

Hollywood
April 13th, 2013, 04:06 PM
I feel the same way as you do, right at this very moment. I have for a while, but I'm still here.

We're young, and at this stage in our lives, we're very limited in what we can do. But what's important is that we keep on chugging, because one day, all of this crap is going to pay off and we're going to make something of ourselves. We're the only thing that's going to keep that from happening.

When you're feeling really low, just do what I do. Think about the fact that, even at your lowest point, you're still better off than millions and millions of people in the world. You have to look for the silver lining, as hard as it may be.
In summary, you're young. The best things in your life have yet to come. So hang in there! And remember, no matter how alone you feel, you're never really alone.

gipsy danger
April 13th, 2013, 07:12 PM
mate I was the same way when I was 15 I thought I was wasting my life away by just staying home and doing a shit job at school. my mom and dad got divorced around that time so I felt like shit for them splitting up. I started doing drugs and hanging with the wrong crowd. I know the feeling but you gotta keep your chin up. never push your friends away. they can help you. don't think they are gonna judge you because we all go through a self realization stage. if you need any older brother advice I got you mate. I know the struggle.

NTTHRASH
April 13th, 2013, 11:39 PM
Sounds like you found the purpose of life. That we have no purpose in life. Yay for God playing jokes with us! Maybe I'm being overly cynical, but there is nothing worthwhile, as people will still be afraid, suffer, and be stupid...