Very important sexuality/puberty questions help

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[Caldwell]

I'm sorry you're in this situation. I'm an early bloomer, but I'm homeschooled so I don't really have to worry about being compared to my peers in the locker rooms or whatever.

I'm also gay, and I've definitely watched a bit of straight porn before, but it didn't really do do anything for me. From what you're saying, you sound bisexual, or at least bicurious. You describe attraction to women, but you also say gay porn doesn't really do anything for you, that you just like to look at penises because you're insecure about the size of your own. That sounds reasonable enough to me.

Being gay does not mean you must fulfill stereotypes.. I admit I fulfill a few of my own, but I'm also athletic and I don't really have the 'gay accent' or act like I'm gay, probably because I'm more quiet and distrusting of people until I get to know them.

Anyway, it sounds to me like you're straight, or at most, bicurious. I don't know what to say about your self-image issues, only that I deal with them almost every day. I feel very self conscious about how I look, (even though people have told me I am good looking,) and struggle with it every day. Just know that you have no control over how fast your body develops and that it's what is on the inside that counts.

[Meh Guy]

That could be the hormones raging causing you to experience pleasure at anything. But either way it sounds like you are straight, so if this is really bothering you, go talk to someone you trust. If you are worry about the puberty start, you can always go see a doctor. Good luck, my friend.

[xmojox]

You're worrying about 2 things that are totally beyond your control. Your body is gonna develop at it's own rate no matter how much you want it to hurry up. You've just gotta be patient and not stress over it. Did you know your dick probably looks bigger to other people than it does to you? And how big they are soft doesn't matter anyhow. What your sexuality is I can't say. Only you can know that, but you can't choose it. We all wind up being how we are. Just have fun and enjoy yourself man and don't stress so much.