I Can't take this anymore!

[Fanta_Lover44]

I'm sick and tired of the rubbish life i lead...... I'm bottom set in every subject, i don't socialize with family/friends i cant even make new ones, i struggle in conversation, my eye sight is going and i need glases, i dont want glasses, i see nothing but a brick wall in my future. I'm slightly bi and i dont want to be! I hate the person i am! I don't know what to do because i don't like talking to people face to face and telling mum and dad isnt a option as they spread my problems, theres only one way out of this that i see.... I think you could guess :(

P.s Please don't be offended

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

DONT DO IT! The same thing has been going through my mind and I want to act on it so badly, but I'm not. About sexuality, if you except yourself you will never regret it. I felt like it was so bad to be bi and trans but once I accepted myself I felt free, it takes time but its worth it. And glasses, why don't you want them? So many people have them and they could help you, make you feel confident...

[Fanta_Lover44]

DONT DO IT! The same thing has been going through my mind and I want to act on it so badly, but I'm not. About sexuality, if you except yourself you will never regret it. I felt like it was so bad to be bi and trans but once I accepted myself I felt free, it takes time but its worth it. And glasses, why don't you want them? So many people have them and they could help you, make you feel confident...

Because to me they make your eyes worse as you get use to them and things like i only want them when it comes seriously required

[Helena]

I'm sick and tired of the rubbish life i lead...... I'm bottom set in every subject, i don't socialize with family/friends i cant even make new ones, i struggle in conversation, my eye sight is going and i need glases, i dont want glasses, i see nothing but a brick wall in my future. I'm slightly bi and i dont want to be! I hate the person i am! I don't know what to do because i don't like talking to people face to face and telling mum and dad isnt a option as they spread my problems, theres only one way out of this that i see.... I think you could guess :(

P.s Please don't be offended

Hey Kyle;

You do not lead a bad life. Yours is decent, many would kill for the opportunities you have. You live in a pretty peaceful country, you have access to education, you are free to do as you like. You can pick who you want to be. Not many people in the world can do that.

If you die, you'll never find out what happens to you.

Did you ever want to be someone when you were a kid? You know, like kids say stuff like, "When I grow up, I'm going to be a doctor, or join the army, or a teacher, or a firefighter, or prime minister, or a cashier." That kid, probably thought he'd be someone.

If you give up now, you give up all your hopes and dreams, all that you ever wanted. Did you ever want to go to university, find your soul-mate, buy your first car, leave the country? Do you remember when you thought you would?

A lot of people may tell you that suicide is selfish and you should stay alive because you should live for other people. I disagree. You should stay alive for yourself. If you stay alive for your parents or whatever, then you're dead inside. You need to live because that kid you once were had hoped for a future. That you might not want a future now, but you had wanted one then and you may want one later. Life for yourself. Life is harsh, but you can't surrender to it. You need to find that kid inside of you and hold on. There is always hope.

Good luck

-Annalie

[Kuurachan]

It's life. It will ALWAYS bring some kind of sadness to you. Life will go on whether you do or not, so either spend your days feeling sorry for yourself or work towards achieving your goals and making yourself better around other people. Life only comes once, you should not waste it. In time you will find nothing had ever been broken and you had a chance to experience these emotions so deep and become stronger and more understanding of others through it.

[NTTHRASH]

Because to me they make your eyes worse as you get use to them and things like i only want them when it comes seriously required

Those with glasses have been clinically proven to have a higher level of intelligence and general knowledge then those who do not. My apology for not having my proofs readied.

[crepesuzette]

I'm sick and tired of the rubbish life i lead...... I'm bottom set in every subject, i don't socialize with family/friends i cant even make new ones, i struggle in conversation, my eye sight is going and i need glases, i dont want glasses, i see nothing but a brick wall in my future. I'm slightly bi and i dont want to be! I hate the person i am! I don't know what to do because i don't like talking to people face to face and telling mum and dad isnt a option as they spread my problems, theres only one way out of this that i see.... I think you could guess :(

P.s Please don't be offended

dude, you're not the only one with glasses. i've been wearing them for so many years and nobody has ever teased me about it. in fact, i think people with glasses look better. you keep hating something that you are. like your sexual orientation. plus you're only so young so you may or may not have those feelings when you get older. you should socialize with friends and families, since they're the only ones that can really help you with your problems because they know you best. are you afraid of talking to people face to face? well keep practicing. i'm pretty sure it'll get easier once you have done it many times. are you generally a shy person? i hope i didn't offend you by asking you too many questions. the part where i said you should socialize... well if you dont want it, nobody can make you. it's just my advice. take it or leave it.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Because to me they make your eyes worse as you get use to them and things like i only want them when it comes seriously required

Then do that but they will help you

[ChrisA1998]

I'm sick and tired of the rubbish life i lead...... I'm bottom set in every subject, i don't socialize with family/friends i cant even make new ones, i struggle in conversation, my eye sight is going and i need glases, i dont want glasses, i see nothing but a brick wall in my future. I'm slightly bi and i dont want to be! I hate the person i am! I don't know what to do because i don't like talking to people face to face and telling mum and dad isnt a option as they spread my problems, theres only one way out of this that i see.... I think you could guess :(

P.s Please don't be offended

Nothing wrong with having glasses.
Nothing wrong with being bi.
Nothing wrong with your parents. They're probably not as terrible as you may think. You probably have some issues with them, but all children and kids in the world do. The most important thing parents want for their children, its for them to be happy, and to be there for them when they feel bad or sad

Please dont do anything silly, dont think about whats's wrong, think about what you like to do, you have plenty of nice things to do (passions, leisure, sports, trips, ...)