Please Help

[Ricky97]

I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore. People say that I look better than last year but I think it's because I've decided to hide how I feel because I felt like no one around me cared. I have no friends, they all left me saying I got annoying and I just can't tell my parents about my problems either. I feel completely alone and I feel like its my fault. I want to just give up on everything but I don't think I have the guts to end my life.

[Abyssal Echo]

not sure what your lookin for.....someone to talk to or a friend. either way I'd be happy to listen if you wanna talk

[Ricky97]

Well like I don't know what to do, should I just get like a counselor or just keep things to myself like everyone has always told me to do. :/

[Desuetude]

Talk to someone about how you're feeling. Keeping things to yourself is the worst thing you can do because before you know it things will have escalated and these feeling will be so far amplified that you'll see no way out. Is there an adult you trust? Someone at school maybe or a relative that you're close to Although making it look like you're okay and happy seems like a good idea those negative emotions are still there and they're not going to go away if you just ignore them. No matter what people say you have to reach out and find someone that listens because eventually someone will, believe me. If you do need someone to talk it through with then by all means contact me in some way. I know first hand how hard it is taking that step and it took something very big to allow me to seek help that first time as well. I wouldn't want it to become like that for you or anyone else for that matter.

[Helena]

I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore. People say that I look better than last year but I think it's because I've decided to hide how I feel because I felt like no one around me cared. I have no friends, they all left me saying I got annoying and I just can't tell my parents about my problems either. I feel completely alone and I feel like its my fault. I want to just give up on everything but I don't think I have the guts to end my life.

It is not an act of bravery to end your life. Life is harsh and it is worse to go on. It takes more to live on.
What are friends? People who care about you. In order to make friends, you have to be a friend. You have to smile sometimes, and fake a laugh...I think you have friends here.