joeswag100
April 5th, 2013, 06:33 PM
Warning: Rant-ish type thing incoming.
So. I'm confused right now, as my title would suggest. I really just need some input from others. There's this girl in my grade whom I love. There, I said it. Do I get a cookie? Anyways, I really love her, not just a "hold hands at school and say hi and go of to your friends" type of thing, but I really love her. Any time I'm around her, I feel special. I get that tingly feeling, and forget about all of the other crap going on. I've known her for about 4 years now. I text her every night, and she's in a lot of my classes. However; I'm a little shy when it comes to relationships. Normally, I wouldn't call myself shy, I just don't like the people in my school (For the most part), but when it comes to relationships, I'm as shy as they come. I really want to ask her out, but I feel that it wouldn't be what I want, just because of my age. I think waiting until I can drive myself would be best. Here's where the confusion starts. She shows all of the signs (I think :p) of liking me. She pokes me in the back in class (How cute :P), always smiles when I'm around, the whole shebang. Random people in my classes have come up to me and told me that we would be perfect together. But, she's dated two other guys, none of them being me. All the while, showing all the signs of liking me. My parents probably wouldn't let me date yet, we haven't really talked about it. My mom is kinda strict about stuff like that. I'm also just a little confused in general, I feel like I'm more mature than my age, and keep thinking like I'm older, then realize that I'm only 14, and I can't do some of that stuff (Drive, etc.), so I'm a little confused in general. Honestly, I just need the input of others. Anything?
If you're still reading, you get an internet high five.
G
So. I'm confused right now, as my title would suggest. I really just need some input from others. There's this girl in my grade whom I love. There, I said it. Do I get a cookie? Anyways, I really love her, not just a "hold hands at school and say hi and go of to your friends" type of thing, but I really love her. Any time I'm around her, I feel special. I get that tingly feeling, and forget about all of the other crap going on. I've known her for about 4 years now. I text her every night, and she's in a lot of my classes. However; I'm a little shy when it comes to relationships. Normally, I wouldn't call myself shy, I just don't like the people in my school (For the most part), but when it comes to relationships, I'm as shy as they come. I really want to ask her out, but I feel that it wouldn't be what I want, just because of my age. I think waiting until I can drive myself would be best. Here's where the confusion starts. She shows all of the signs (I think :p) of liking me. She pokes me in the back in class (How cute :P), always smiles when I'm around, the whole shebang. Random people in my classes have come up to me and told me that we would be perfect together. But, she's dated two other guys, none of them being me. All the while, showing all the signs of liking me. My parents probably wouldn't let me date yet, we haven't really talked about it. My mom is kinda strict about stuff like that. I'm also just a little confused in general, I feel like I'm more mature than my age, and keep thinking like I'm older, then realize that I'm only 14, and I can't do some of that stuff (Drive, etc.), so I'm a little confused in general. Honestly, I just need the input of others. Anything?
If you're still reading, you get an internet high five.
G