Cicero
April 4th, 2013, 11:49 PM
So my friend, whos a girl. We're making dirty jokes and such. And so she said "Ya know, I don't really understand what it means to be circumcised and not. What does it mean?" So I tried to act like I didn't know and I said "I wondered the same thing when I was younger, on this site I went to, that had no picture, but intense drawings it showed the difference. And like with uncircumcised, there's extra skin and, like, the penis has more skin. I'm not sure if I'm exact, but I think like the tip has skin. Ughh, I'm not really sure." I know it sounded scrambled up, and that's how it was.
I didnt want her to think anything weird, I didn't want her to think I knew exactly what it looks like. By how that sounded, did it seem like I knew a lot bout how it looked or the difference? Like whenever I'm around her, I say oh she's hot, or I'll be suggestive about something that someone straight would be.
I'll be honest, in reality (not here on vt), I try to act as opposite as anything homosexual as I possibly can. I know its bad. But for me, I try to protect myself, like if anyone asks What do you think of homosexuality? I'll say I don't agree with it and I dislike it. When in reality, I'm trying to make it so that people won't think I'm gay (when they get to know me).
I've talked to others on here, straight, gay, bi. And they have told me they understand where I'm coming from and that they themselves have done it before.
So based off of what I said, did it sound like it gave any hints at my sexuality? Say you always "knew" I was straight, would you think "Is he gay?" Based off of my explanation on the subject? Did it sound like I didn't know exactly what it looked like and the difference, as if I've actually seen it?
Edit:
After that awkward conversation, I said "tbh, I've always been jealous you've had so many boyfriends, yet I've never had a girlfriend" and then we talked about that.
I know people are gonna be like "You should represent LGBT how dare you!" But I'm gonna put my relationship with my family before anyone/anything else. If I were to say, I'm bi, I know it wouldn't be good at all. So basically. I'd never come out, and I'd always be seen as straight (by family and friends). I couldn't fatham what my family would do.
I didnt want her to think anything weird, I didn't want her to think I knew exactly what it looks like. By how that sounded, did it seem like I knew a lot bout how it looked or the difference? Like whenever I'm around her, I say oh she's hot, or I'll be suggestive about something that someone straight would be.
I'll be honest, in reality (not here on vt), I try to act as opposite as anything homosexual as I possibly can. I know its bad. But for me, I try to protect myself, like if anyone asks What do you think of homosexuality? I'll say I don't agree with it and I dislike it. When in reality, I'm trying to make it so that people won't think I'm gay (when they get to know me).
I've talked to others on here, straight, gay, bi. And they have told me they understand where I'm coming from and that they themselves have done it before.
So based off of what I said, did it sound like it gave any hints at my sexuality? Say you always "knew" I was straight, would you think "Is he gay?" Based off of my explanation on the subject? Did it sound like I didn't know exactly what it looked like and the difference, as if I've actually seen it?
Edit:
After that awkward conversation, I said "tbh, I've always been jealous you've had so many boyfriends, yet I've never had a girlfriend" and then we talked about that.
I know people are gonna be like "You should represent LGBT how dare you!" But I'm gonna put my relationship with my family before anyone/anything else. If I were to say, I'm bi, I know it wouldn't be good at all. So basically. I'd never come out, and I'd always be seen as straight (by family and friends). I couldn't fatham what my family would do.