My Crush?

[BebeFleur.]

Okay, so I have this HUGE crush on this guy in my grade ♥
♥I have known him for 6 years as a friend...well kind of lol
♥I CANNOT stop thinking about him!
♥I have never told him, only four close friends know
♥We are in a lot of things together
♥Like, I mean a HUGE crush x.x I can picture us being married and everything
♥I try to focus on his bad characteristics but it doesn't help me stop liking him...it just me become more attached
♥I love him for his good and bad characteristics
♥We have a similar job career (both in math)
♥If it got public I liked him it would be insane...people think of me as the "innocent, sweet nerd" and he's like the "smart, funny, jerk" (but that's just because he tries to get attention...he's got mine, lol!) and people would be like OMG (like my one friends reaction)
♥If he found out it would make out friendship awkward
♥We have contrasting personalities (eg in a relationship he would bring more humor and problem solving and I would bring rationalization and organization, though I am fun :) )
♥We are never alone together :(
♥My one friend is with him outside of school for a family thing

What do I do? Either stop thinking about him (HOW!?) or do something (what?)

[BebeFleur.]

I have 2 close friends that I can talk with. One I can talk anything (sexually, etc.) the other...we don't talk about sex stuff or in depth crushes, but I can tell her anything... She may be getting more into the "intimate girl talk" lol :)

[BebeFleur.]

The hard part is...I love him for who he is, not his looks (kind of different looking, lol) or good characteristics, but overall.

Also, its awkward because the whole grade think he and one of my friends would be the 'cutest couple'...awkward... But she hates him :)

[BebeFleur.]

Our relationship is a teasing type thing. We also are on competition teams and in band together (different instruments)

[BebeFleur.]

I think about him a lot...when something new happens (I wish I could tell him), when I feel sad, happy, horny :P, see a married couple, see a couple fighting (lol), see happiness...

I need advice :(

[BebeFleur.]

And I know quite a bit about him from knowing him so long...not a ton, but more than some know

[BebeFleur.]

Maybe this needs to be moved to relationships and dating?

[Cassidy]

(Yes it probably should be moved)
First, you shouldn't worry about what other people are going to think of your relationship. start slow, talk to him one-on-one more often. Eventually, when it feels right, just be honest with him and tell him that like him. Its best just to be straight forward and keep it simple. Good luck!