Hunter_Steel
March 22nd, 2013, 11:16 AM
Well, as the title says, its time for me to change. I've only just realized it, but I have become a very horrible person. I've hurt the ones I love too many times, and I've become a person who craves solitude, and wishes that everything I ever did wrong would just disappear.
I've been trying to deal with it on my own now. I've hurt my girl too many times, I want to make up for it all, but each time I try, I keep making it worse. She won't talk to me about any of her problems or anything until I can start sorting myself out. Someone once told me that for me to help someone, I first need to sort out myself, before I can help anyone.
Through trying to sort it out myself, I have tried and failed. And I need help. I'm at war with myself, and I need to fix things. I fear I'll lose myself, and everything that I love if I don't find a way to sort myself out. I need to change. I just also need to know how, and need help.
~Hunter
I've been trying to deal with it on my own now. I've hurt my girl too many times, I want to make up for it all, but each time I try, I keep making it worse. She won't talk to me about any of her problems or anything until I can start sorting myself out. Someone once told me that for me to help someone, I first need to sort out myself, before I can help anyone.
Through trying to sort it out myself, I have tried and failed. And I need help. I'm at war with myself, and I need to fix things. I fear I'll lose myself, and everything that I love if I don't find a way to sort myself out. I need to change. I just also need to know how, and need help.
~Hunter