feel alone, feel like dying

[bored4evah]

I just feel sad, depressed and suicidal :/ I dont really see the point in life to be honest, we live, we laugh, we die. That's it, that's all there is to it. I dont feel like being aliveve at the moment, nor will I ever. I have familly problems, they all hate me, they all blame me and think im a bad influence because ive gotten involved with the police loads lately. My siblings came up to me the other day and said im worthless, that really broke me, being called that by my own familly. I ran up to my room and cried, like I normally do when im depressed.
*I just wanna die, im not excepted by anyone. No one will ever like me. Im just another usless person that's gonna be here wasting space and air. I go to a therapist but I have started skipping sessions as she is suggesting I take 'happy' pills to cheer me up. I dont wanna take drugs to be happy, i dont wanna be alive to be happy.But of course im to big a wuss to stab myself or crap, ill just throw myself out the window when I feelthe time is right. But for the mean time does anyone know how to release stress?

[Fanta_Lover44]

I just feel sad, depressed and suicidal :/ I dont really see the point in life to be honest, we live, we laugh, we die. That's it, that's all there is to it. I dont feel like being aliveve at the moment, nor will I ever. I have familly problems, they all hate me, they all blame me and think im a bad influence because ive gotten involved with the police loads lately. My siblings came up to me the other day and said im worthless, that really broke me, being called that by my own familly. I ran up to my room and cried, like I normally do when im depressed.
*I just wanna die, im not excepted by anyone. No one will ever like me. Im just another usless person that's gonna be here wasting space and air. I go to a therapist but I have started skipping sessions as she is suggesting I take 'happy' pills to cheer me up. I dont wanna take drugs to be happy, i dont wanna be alive to be happy.But of course im to big a wuss to stab myself or crap, ill just throw myself out the window when I feelthe time is right. But for the mean time does anyone know how to release stress? I'm sorry you feel like this, relasing stress for me is listning to sad music and i find a moment where my life went wrong and play it there, it carms me, your not alone, i have been feeling suicidal recently and may get worse. You can always try go into a new home and make a fresh start, maybe a name change possibly, start again.

[Ballboy]

Hey. What do I know? I've been down and sad and kinda depressed but not like you seem to. You sound like a nice person and I was really upset that you were feeling this way. All I can do is share what works for me: when I'm feeling mad or sad or bad or whatever I don't wanna feel, I go for a long run. Exercise actually changes something in your body (can't remember the science) to make u feel better. Better than doin drugs :-). if you feel you need to, can even punish yourself this way by pushing harder -- I've done that. But you don't have to be sporty like me -- i find that even going out for a gentle cycle helps a lot.
Please don't hurt yourself.