Panda Rose
March 18th, 2013, 09:48 PM
The most important person in my life is about to taken to jail and I am really depressed over it I have started drinking alot I havnt had a complete sober day in the past 2 weeks and I am starting to cut myself aswell I am really upset and I cant help but think it's my fault because I let him drive when I knew he had no lisence and it keeps playing on my mind and It is tearing me apart I have no idea of what I am supposed to do I cant control myself anymore I am getting worse and worse with my drinking but I cant stop I just want to be happy and I want my mate back but I cant and I am really depressed over it