Axw_JD
March 17th, 2013, 04:57 PM
so last night I was hanging out with my best friend. I had been thinking about telling him for the last couple days and well I finally did it...
Me: Hey dude, can I tell you something?
Him: Sure
Me: But please don't hate me...
Him: What is it? (he looked at me worried)
Me: ...I'm gay...
Then he just sat there, looking at me for several minutes (ok it was probably no more than a couple seconds, but it still felt like forever)
Me: Please don't hate me... (I was about to break down. I was shaking and could barely keep myself standing. I was terrified.)
Him: No, I don't hate you. It's cool. Don't worry :)
I can't describe how happy I was. He is the best friend I have ever had, and the only person I have ever told. He said he wouldn't tell anyone, and told me to not worry so much about it. In his own words, that nobody would make a huge deal out of it if I didn't, which I think is true.
I still don't know if he is gonna treat me any different or not. He seemed to be fine with it, and I sure hope nothing changes. We're probably hanging out tonight, so we'll see (I gotta say I am still freaking out a bit. I still can't believe that I actually did it). I don't really plan on telling anyone else at least for now. I am glad he was so accepting but I don't think anyone else would be as accepting as he is.
Me: Hey dude, can I tell you something?
Him: Sure
Me: But please don't hate me...
Him: What is it? (he looked at me worried)
Me: ...I'm gay...
Then he just sat there, looking at me for several minutes (ok it was probably no more than a couple seconds, but it still felt like forever)
Me: Please don't hate me... (I was about to break down. I was shaking and could barely keep myself standing. I was terrified.)
Him: No, I don't hate you. It's cool. Don't worry :)
I can't describe how happy I was. He is the best friend I have ever had, and the only person I have ever told. He said he wouldn't tell anyone, and told me to not worry so much about it. In his own words, that nobody would make a huge deal out of it if I didn't, which I think is true.
I still don't know if he is gonna treat me any different or not. He seemed to be fine with it, and I sure hope nothing changes. We're probably hanging out tonight, so we'll see (I gotta say I am still freaking out a bit. I still can't believe that I actually did it). I don't really plan on telling anyone else at least for now. I am glad he was so accepting but I don't think anyone else would be as accepting as he is.