It's over...

[lyriclover]

First let me say acting is my life. I have a shitty home life and am bullied in school every day. I find sanctuary in 2 things, summer camp and our high schools musical. Musical started in late Novemeber. I barely knew anyone and I was okay with that. It was just to keep me out of the house and give me something to focus on. Throughout the last 3 months I didnt just find friends... I found a family and a sense of belonging, something Ive never experenced before. Im a freshman and theres this girl who's a senior and she adopted me as her kid. I found someone to crush on who got me over my ex. I found friends that care about me and actually enjoy being around me. Tonight was the final performance. I was crying ever second I wasnt on stage. My "school mommy" and I danced to "I Hope You Dance" and I was crying so hard because after this year, she'll be in college and all my friends are seniors and I've been bawling since I got home 2 hours ago. I feel like Im going to puke and I... I need musical. It's where my family and heart are. I love everyone in the cast more than my abusive family. I cant leave them, my life is hell and musical numbed the pain.

[lyriclover]

Im still out of it. i havent gotten up since lst night. all ive done is lay in my bed and cry.

[GoneForGood]

Well I really wanna say something to make you feel better or at least put a smile on your face, but I don't know what to say... http://antranik.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/cool-cat.jpg I hope the picture was a momentarily distraction. :) I'm sorry I couldn't give you any advice.

[Jinxxy]

Things will get better, things always get better :) Trust me, I've been to Hell and back while I was living at home and I've got over drug issues and everything - things really do look up once you find something else to focus on - my focus is my fiancé, Ryan :)

[Gwen]

First let me say acting is my life. I have a shitty home life and am bullied in school every day. I find sanctuary in 2 things, summer camp and our high schools musical. Musical started in late Novemeber. I barely knew anyone and I was okay with that. It was just to keep me out of the house and give me something to focus on. Throughout the last 3 months I didnt just find friends... I found a family and a sense of belonging, something Ive never experenced before. Im a freshman and theres this girl who's a senior and she adopted me as her kid. I found someone to crush on who got me over my ex. I found friends that care about me and actually enjoy being around me. Tonight was the final performance. I was crying ever second I wasnt on stage. My "school mommy" and I danced to "I Hope You Dance" and I was crying so hard because after this year, she'll be in college and all my friends are seniors and I've been bawling since I got home 2 hours ago. I feel like Im going to puke and I... I need musical. It's where my family and heart are. I love everyone in the cast more than my abusive family. I cant leave them, my life is hell and musical numbed the pain.

Sounds as if hell itself was upon you. A lot of people have been through similar situations and you've been through a lot. I'd advise you to stay close to your friends and never get out of contact, distance can still work. Try to make a few friends in your grade, it may seem hard but chances are good that there is someone who is feeling as shit as you right now. Hopefully I helped and if you need me just message...

[princessholly]

Hey there it will get better as time goes on. The people who go through the most pain and suffering are stronger than others because you have gone though a lot :)

[lyriclover]

Well I really wanna say something to make you feel better or at least put a smile on your face, but I don't know what to say... image (http://antranik.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/cool-cat.jpg) I hope the picture was a momentarily distraction. :) I'm sorry I couldn't give you any advice.

Awww. :)

Things will get better, things always get better :) Trust me, I've been to Hell and back while I was living at home and I've got over drug issues and everything - things really do look up once you find something else to focus on - my focus is my fiancé, Ryan :)

I go to hell and back twice a year. I wont let myself anywhere near drugs because I fear that if I start I wont be able to stop. I guess I can focus on my crush now that she's single.

Sounds as if hell itself was upon you. A lot of people have been through similar situations and you've been through a lot. I'd advise you to stay close to your friends and never get out of contact, distance can still work. Try to make a few friends in your grade, it may seem hard but chances are good that there is someone who is feeling as shit as you right now. Hopefully I helped and if you need me just message...

Im trying to stay close to my musical family. My stage mom who is graduating this year promised she would always be there when I need her. I have maybe 2 friends in my grade, but I just dont feel as close to them as I do my musical family.

Hey there it will get better as time goes on. The people who go through the most pain and suffering are stronger than others because you have gone though a lot :)

D'awwwww :,)