confused

[gingerchick]

i'm questioning whether i have depression.
this past week i have been feeling sad and lonely as well as low esteem. these feelings are typical for me however recently i have been crying every night and i'm not sure why. i watched some of my favourite happy films and found myself crying after them which i don't understand why.
i don't show emotion especially since my grandma died three years ago and have only cried in public twice so i don't understand why i'm crying now, it's not me. so i'm also questioning who i am now.
i don't understand why i feel like this and i don't know what to do. i went on numerous sites to take quizzes on whether i have depression and all of them said that i most likely had moderate depression which makes me feel just so much better.
i just feel alone, sad and i don't understand. i've not been happy often but happiness has been non existent of late and i'm just so confused!

[princessholly]

Your not alone here I have the same issue with being depressed and have you talked to your doctor about this

[gingerchick]

i haven't told anyone about it.

[princessholly]

I would try talking with some one in that profession to verify it

[Synyster Shadows]

I agree. Talk to a professional.

[cinderellagirl732]

Taking quizzes is never exact. I would try talking to your parents into maybe taking you to a professional? I know it's hard to tell them, but you should get help before it spirals out of control. You may not think it will, and it may not, but it could, so talk to someone you trust about it.(: