WalkingOnDisaster
March 15th, 2013, 05:23 PM
I think I need help...
Last night I had this dream where I killed my boyfriend cold-blood, and while I was doing it I was laughing. (You know-- crazy murderer with blood-shot eyes and torn clothes, the whole shabang) I am afraid to go near my boyfriend... I don't want to hurt him.
Things have gone downhill recently though.. A lot of bad things have happened (this is about a week after Kendall died... so yeah. Life sucks), and I am scared. He is always there for me. I had just such a crazy dream... It felt so real.
I had ended up cutting myself with a razor in my sleep, so when I woke up I was covered in blood. It wasn't really that bad it looked like, only a couple cuts. But I don't know what to do...
What DO I do?
Last night I had this dream where I killed my boyfriend cold-blood, and while I was doing it I was laughing. (You know-- crazy murderer with blood-shot eyes and torn clothes, the whole shabang) I am afraid to go near my boyfriend... I don't want to hurt him.
Things have gone downhill recently though.. A lot of bad things have happened (this is about a week after Kendall died... so yeah. Life sucks), and I am scared. He is always there for me. I had just such a crazy dream... It felt so real.
I had ended up cutting myself with a razor in my sleep, so when I woke up I was covered in blood. It wasn't really that bad it looked like, only a couple cuts. But I don't know what to do...
What DO I do?