My life has been wrecked

[jayyy-lmao]

So now I've posted in every section in the Psych Ward. I've had problems with eating disorders, self-harm, abuse, and I'm depressed. I don't know what else can go wrong. I just want to have some fun. I can't just let go and have fun anymore. It's just…hard. I really want to smile again. I dunno what I really stand to gain from posting this, but I sorta just want to let it out.

[WalkingOnDisaster]

Hello.
I understand.... I know people don't think I do. But I have been through a lot of things in my life as well. I ended up being placed in a real Psych ward for about a month last year for trying to kill myself.
You need to find someone to talk to- a parent, a friend, a teacher, counselor, someone here. Anyone that can give you sound advice and tell you what to do when you are feeling really down. There are nay other alternatives to cutting, many different ways to get help for abuse, many ways to help an eating disorder, and so many people willing to talk out your depression with you. You can't just 'accept' that no one is there, because there are a lot of people that are willing to help.
It is only up to you to give them the light of day to help you.

if you need you can talk to me. You and I have conflicting thoughts I presume, by reading your signature, but that does not mean I don't have your best interests at heart. And I won't try to 'convert you to the belief that God is good' as many people may believe I am. I am here for you Jenny, and I hope you accept my hand.

[jayyy-lmao]

Hello.
I understand.... I know people don't think I do. But I have been through a lot of things in my life as well. I ended up being placed in a real Psych ward for about a month last year for trying to kill myself.
You need to find someone to talk to- a parent, a friend, a teacher, counselor, someone here. Anyone that can give you sound advice and tell you what to do when you are feeling really down. There are nay other alternatives to cutting, many different ways to get help for abuse, many ways to help an eating disorder, and so many people willing to talk out your depression with you. You can't just 'accept' that no one is there, because there are a lot of people that are willing to help.
It is only up to you to give them the light of day to help you.

if you need you can talk to me. You and I have conflicting thoughts I presume, by reading your signature, but that does not mean I don't have your best interests at heart. And I won't try to 'convert you to the belief that God is good' as many people may believe I am. I am here for you Jenny, and I hope you accept my hand.

Thank you. Conflicting beliefs don't matter, but it has always bothered me because that was part of the abuse. They would hurt me, or just say things about me, because I wasn't catholic, and I didn't believe. But again, thank you.

[WalkingOnDisaster]

Aw. I understand. I don't care if you're athiest,muslim, satanic, islam, catholic or anything. I am here for you.

[Dtrain]

you need god

[IVIodern]

you need god

You're not very helpful.


Anyway, sorry to hear about your troubles.
The biggest thing keeping me going in these past few months is knowing people have gone through a whole lot worse problems that I have. I have literally broke into tears before, but I know, coming from life experience that a lot of people have it a lot worse than I have.
Try think of that next time your having these feelings, as I do and it works quite well.