thinking about suicide

[darkangel3]

Hey, im really depressed. My familly hates me, so do most people. I feel like the whole world is against me at the moment and I dont think that will ever change. I lock myself in my room sometimes and just cry for ages, wishing I was dead or never born. No one likes me. Im never going to get anywhere in life either, im only 13 but my scores have slipped and im to stupid to understand anything in maths, which is really all you need to get a job. I go to a therapist but she isnt much help, I just feel like a retard, being treated like a 4 year old, being told it gets better and having leaflets shoved in my face about how 'cutting gets you nowhere' even though I dont cut. My mum is trying to change me aswell, when im not being a depressed teenager I watch anime and listen to rock music, she thinks anime is for kids and that rock music is the source of my problems. To be honest 'my chemical romance' and some online friends are the only reason im alive at the moment. Im thinking about jumping out my window or something and hoping I break my neck on the way down.

Im just really sad and have no one to talk to that dosnt judge me. Im a waste of space. Should I continue living?

[Captain Who]

I know You probably didn't want me to see this but I'm sorry! I don't want you to die I know we only ever talk on Skype and Facebook and Tiny chat! But if you die the world would not be the same, obviously! This will seem strange coming from someone who doesn't even live near you but I know full well that many people will not want you to die, not me not grace, not anyone! Ok. Nuff Said. Dont you dare die.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

This is more relevant here.

Cutting and Self Harm :arrow: Depression, Loss, and Grief

[sprouse530]

Please never think that, i know as a survior myself that this is hard, but i promise you your worth more, your not worthless, that was always my hardest thing to try and get over, was the feeling of worthlessness, im so sorry you feel that way but i promise you its not true im always here to talk, ive attempted 3 times ive cut ive be molested/rapped ive got alot of personal expereince under me and i came out better im stronger now and this is why i try and help people, in my signiture it shows 5 dates, each one of those dates are a day that i lost someone close to me. i know how it feels to lose someone close, been there i promise you but please talk to us. how can we help you right now?

[darkangel3]

i dont know :/