casual

[mynameistaken]

for me suicide has become a casual thought, dot worry i barely pay it any mind lately, i was just wondering if it was the same for anyone else. like when it gets to the point where you decide if you want to put some suicide on that toast sort of thing.

[Fanta_Lover44]

With me it's on and off, when i think about my braces and the rest of my life i can get really low, the worst part for me is that i show no emtion at times unless i was to cry and make it oviuos. But yes i have thought about it, i try put the thought to the back of my head, i think of my perfect future to get my mind of it as i can only see a brick wall in my own future...

[ImCoolBeans]

I used to feel that way quite often. I found that talking about it helped a lot. I had a friend who I knew I could talk to about it but wouldn't. My mom eventually caught on and got me to see somebody and that helped a bit actually. Through that, I realized that talking about how I felt actually did help me out and I stopped seeing the therapist after a while and started talking to some of my friends. It made my friendships a lot better and stronger because I wasn't always keeping personal things about myself from them and it was a lot more laid back and I started to finally feel like they knew me and understood me. I actually got a tiny bit emotional talking about that, hah -- but I recommend talking to some friends if you don't. It's something that most people don't actually do because they either feel apprehensive about it or they are afraid of telling people personal things. They'll be a lot helpful, accepting and understanding than you may thing and they'll be there.