Burn007
March 13th, 2013, 03:43 PM
Well in early spring last year i went to a school trip along with another school that was in a place next to my hometown....I had fun and all,but also met a beautifull,smart,funny girl...that with time i started liking,eventually loved....But we were never anything more than friends....Every time i would ask her about the fact i like her she would ignore it or say stuff like "Well,i dont know" -.-
After awhile,she just started making fun of me and screwing me with totally no given reason at all....That really got to me,so we stopped talking....But,i still loved her.....Then after awhile,i texted her with some song....and eventually i APOLOGIZED for no reasons and so we started talking again.....We were still nothing more than friends.....Then i kinda forced myself not to like her that much,it was only a crush....But since then we talked and talked for hours,but still we were only friends.....
Recently she opened her heart to me....said she is really really shy,and she is trying her best not to fall in love(not in me for sure xD).....we got really close....but still only friends....I showed how much i cared about her,how much i wish her the best and that im always there for her....
She is the best person i know,even after all that screwing and everything....
I could never,i WOULD NEVER tell her that am in love with her again,I am the most self confident and mentally tough person i know,if she turned me down i wouldnt be suprised or sad in some stupid way....I could never tell her i love her so i wouldnt hurt her,or put her in awkward position....Currently im on facebook,not daring to message her so she wouldnt be annoyed by me....
And even as friends,she is too shy to even start a conversation...she just smiles whatever i say....and never says hi first....even if she pasts right buy me,she would never say hi....
And today i listened https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLaSjeCFnlE....For phew minutes that song really got to me....
I dont expect anyone to read this crap,but if u do and if u have advice or anything to say please do....She is very special to me....
After awhile,she just started making fun of me and screwing me with totally no given reason at all....That really got to me,so we stopped talking....But,i still loved her.....Then after awhile,i texted her with some song....and eventually i APOLOGIZED for no reasons and so we started talking again.....We were still nothing more than friends.....Then i kinda forced myself not to like her that much,it was only a crush....But since then we talked and talked for hours,but still we were only friends.....
Recently she opened her heart to me....said she is really really shy,and she is trying her best not to fall in love(not in me for sure xD).....we got really close....but still only friends....I showed how much i cared about her,how much i wish her the best and that im always there for her....
She is the best person i know,even after all that screwing and everything....
I could never,i WOULD NEVER tell her that am in love with her again,I am the most self confident and mentally tough person i know,if she turned me down i wouldnt be suprised or sad in some stupid way....I could never tell her i love her so i wouldnt hurt her,or put her in awkward position....Currently im on facebook,not daring to message her so she wouldnt be annoyed by me....
And even as friends,she is too shy to even start a conversation...she just smiles whatever i say....and never says hi first....even if she pasts right buy me,she would never say hi....
And today i listened https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLaSjeCFnlE....For phew minutes that song really got to me....
I dont expect anyone to read this crap,but if u do and if u have advice or anything to say please do....She is very special to me....