bbychop
November 13th, 2007, 03:13 PM
i was really close to writing this on the back of the pictures, but i just can't bring myself to do it. it came to mind while i was sitting on my couch, so i am sorry if it is a little rough.
i am sorry, little one.
you never deserved what i had done, what i did.
i let go of you so early.
i let go too late.
you will never know how much i loved you,
even though we had never met.
you were the little person inside of me
that i can't seem to forget.
you meant the world to me, little one.
you still do.
you were my heartbeat and the thing keeping me strong.
your father may call you an unwanted bastard
but you were my unwanted bastard.
he stripped you away.
the doctors stripped you away.
now i am cold.
i just want you back, little one.
i am sorry, little one.
you never deserved what i had done, what i did.
i let go of you so early.
i let go too late.
you will never know how much i loved you,
even though we had never met.
you were the little person inside of me
that i can't seem to forget.
you meant the world to me, little one.
you still do.
you were my heartbeat and the thing keeping me strong.
your father may call you an unwanted bastard
but you were my unwanted bastard.
he stripped you away.
the doctors stripped you away.
now i am cold.
i just want you back, little one.