Empty?

[SevenHells]

Lately I've been noticing that I just feel nothing. Zilch. Tiredness and emptiness but no feelings only the sudden urges to cut and feeling depressed. I used to cut because I was seriously down but now I think it's to feel alive? I literally go through my day like a zombie and just crave to cut because I can feel that at least? I'm just confused. And scared, does anyone else bleed just to feel alive?

[lyriclover]

I know the feeling. Cutting just to feel something other than numb. Find something to reawaken your emotions. Go in your room and just spend a night crying. I honestly can say having a complete meltdown is he best thing because you can let out all the emotions. I would rather cry all day at random times for no reason than be numb.

[Shadow]

I have felt like that at times but you have to stay strong My friend instead of cutting how about you tickle yourself (sounds stupid but it works, believe me) if you need me just call and I will come running.

[MrMundane]

I know the feeling as well.

[Atonement]

This is actually quite common. You cut to release feeling, but then you have to cut to get feeling. It's like you've become desensitized to it that you go into a sub-state below feelings. It's a strange phenomenon, but no better of a situation. I hope you get the help and support you need. This forum is a great place and I encourage you to ask for the advice you need, when you need it.

Stay safe.
x

[cuff]

we feel the same

[rocketsheep]

fffff