being told i should and want to give in...

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

First I'm sorry to put up another rant after all my other previous junk over time.

I can't deal with this anymore. I woke up to some of the meanest things a person could say to anyone. I got a notification from gmail/YouTube saying reply to your comment. This person told me, who I've never said a thing to before, to go drink bleach and die. He called me a whore, bitch, a slut, ... He has said enough to me to make me feel even worse, the last few days I have been looking for a high chance way 'to go' and now I have him saying things to me like I'm not feeling bad enough already. Then I got a notification for Facebook a little while ago calling me a bitch, using the meaning of bitch, and ugly. I HAVE RARELY EVER BEEN 'CYBER-BULLIED, EVER, it has always been abuse at home or being bullied at school/being beaten up at school, then laughed at because I was crying. I have run away from school before because of bullying and went onto the train tracks near my school and heavily contemplated suicide(that was the last day of my 7th grade year, what a great way to end a school year huh?) But I can honestly not take this anymore, I want and I need it to stop. And I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't end it. .....

[Thanatos]

Hey,

You have to learn to shake off things on the internet. Though there are many great people on this planet, as you can see by VT's community, the internet allows for the worst in people to come out. People say things they wouldn't dare normally say because they hide behind a mask of anonymity. Those people WANT to get a response from you, the best thing to do is to ignore them and move on with life.

Look, things are difficult, life sucks. I can't say I've dealt with abuse at home but I have dealt with horrid bullying. The best thing you can do is move forward. Show them how dumb they are for doing these things to you by moving on and being better person then they will ever be. Keep your chin held high, fuck the haters, and do you. You are a wonderful and beautiful person, and I'm no saying that to patronize you. You are a wonderful and beautiful person, not because of looks, or talents, or whatever else, but because you are yourself. You are unique, you are who you make yourself and no one can ever take that from you.

Remember my friend, "Words are Wind." They cannot do you harm unless you give them that ability. Don't. There is only one God and his name is Death, and there is only one thing that we say to Death: NOT TODAY.

[Perfect_Insanity]

Just block the asshole. He just wants attention. He knows absolutely nothing about you, just wants to feel powerful. Please hold on. We love you. You are amazing and deserve to live way more than that annoying kid.