GoneForGood
March 6th, 2013, 01:10 PM
Hey everybody:) I am going to make a list of some things that worry me. I'm 13 by the way if that makes a difference about any of this:P
Okay, So first off I have never felt like I think like the people I am talking to. I have to think about wording everything I say just right or I will offend somebody.
When I was little (toddler through about 7 y/o) I would talk too fast without realizing it. Nobody could ever understand me.
I get really uncomfortable when people say I love you (other than my mom, because I hardly ever see her) or when they hug me.
I have always had sleeping troubles. When I first moved back in with my dad (I think i was 2) I would wake up crying. I slept in my dad's bed with him until I was probably 4 or 5. After that I would lay in my bed at night so terrified I couldn't move. It always has taken me hours to fall asleep. I usually take over the counter sleeping pills.
Sometimes my thoughts race and it scares me! I can just be thinking something then my thoughts will be screaming then they completely lose control and go crazy.
This one is kind of embarrassing but sometimes when I am falling asleep I hear a little voice in my head say "hi, Maggie." The other night I tried to answer it but I didn't get a reply. And once when I was little I was falling asleep and I heard a whisper in my ear saying "Maggie, Andy, Get out." ( Andy is my bro)
I have seen these white sparkles flying past my face. The first time it was just one. Then another time it was hundreds. I always see things out of the corner of my eyes. Not shadows but things like dogs and people
Sometimes I get hopeless and sleep all day. Most of the time I am crazy and full of energy. That might just be hormones though...
Thank you for reading this I know it's long. I know you guys aren't doctors but if any of you experience any of this advice would be appreciated:D I just hope there is nothing really wrong with me:confused:
Okay, So first off I have never felt like I think like the people I am talking to. I have to think about wording everything I say just right or I will offend somebody.
When I was little (toddler through about 7 y/o) I would talk too fast without realizing it. Nobody could ever understand me.
I get really uncomfortable when people say I love you (other than my mom, because I hardly ever see her) or when they hug me.
I have always had sleeping troubles. When I first moved back in with my dad (I think i was 2) I would wake up crying. I slept in my dad's bed with him until I was probably 4 or 5. After that I would lay in my bed at night so terrified I couldn't move. It always has taken me hours to fall asleep. I usually take over the counter sleeping pills.
Sometimes my thoughts race and it scares me! I can just be thinking something then my thoughts will be screaming then they completely lose control and go crazy.
This one is kind of embarrassing but sometimes when I am falling asleep I hear a little voice in my head say "hi, Maggie." The other night I tried to answer it but I didn't get a reply. And once when I was little I was falling asleep and I heard a whisper in my ear saying "Maggie, Andy, Get out." ( Andy is my bro)
I have seen these white sparkles flying past my face. The first time it was just one. Then another time it was hundreds. I always see things out of the corner of my eyes. Not shadows but things like dogs and people
Sometimes I get hopeless and sleep all day. Most of the time I am crazy and full of energy. That might just be hormones though...
Thank you for reading this I know it's long. I know you guys aren't doctors but if any of you experience any of this advice would be appreciated:D I just hope there is nothing really wrong with me:confused: