My suicide

[WalkingOnDisaster]

I tried to kill the pain
But I can only cause more
I just want it to end
But it creates more
My body is breaking
I'm dying
But I'm not dead
Just let me die

I just want to feel no pain
But there's only more
I want to end it all
Before I can't even feel
So inhumane,
So gone,
I feel like
I'm gonna die

The red, the bleeding
The sick feeling
The cutting
The screaming
I just want to feel dead
I just don't want to live

Curse the day
Curse my life,
My life is the shadow
Of the damned
Why am I
Still living?

What more could I have?
I want to die,
This will be
My suicide.

[Texas warrior]

Dark and haunting..........................................
A great work of art, and I hope you feel better soon, if only it were that simple.