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WalkingOnDisaster
March 4th, 2013, 10:31 PM
Uh hi.
I can't take this anymore... My brother just died and my mom left me and my dad. My boyfriend broke up with me and all my friends are gone.
What is wrong with me? Am I stupid? Ugly? Why do people hate me so much? Am I so insignificant that I just shouldn't exist?
I'm sure god has left me... He decided I'm no good obviously. Everything is falling apart.

And what's worse? I am going to be the one taking the fall.

I just need to die... I gotta work up the courage to just end it...

dontfiguremeout
March 4th, 2013, 11:08 PM
Take deep breaths!!! You're going to get through this! I know you might not think you have anyone, but you do! You have your dad, your friends, and you have the whole community from VT that will always be here for you! Now I am truly sorry for what has been happening with your family lately! Right now I think you need to make as much poetry as possible to get all your suicidal feeling out of your system! I know you can write, and I'm pretty sure you find poetry a place to release everything, because it does it for me too!
Now, I think what you need to do is maybe talk to your councilor at school. They are also there for you not for classes, but also to talk to when you have situations like these. They can help you, and probably suggest some clubs or classes/people that will comfort you and actually take your mind off of a lot of things!
So for right now, you should really keep your mind really open, and just listen to what VT has to say! I know a lot of other people will give you some advice too, because we are a loving community! Please stay safe!!!

gamerdudeW
March 4th, 2013, 11:25 PM
very well said, Grumpy! There are lots of caring people out there, and i know how it feels to feel like all the people closest to you aren't there or don't care. Especially when lose someone it makes things feel worse. but remember each day is a new one and u can lean on ur dad adn those u DO have around u. take care!

Perfect_Insanity
March 4th, 2013, 11:35 PM
Please hold on. You can do this. I know it seems like the world's closing in on you, but you'll get through this. You are amazing for even getting this far. I'll be here, if you need more help.

Youmadbro
March 5th, 2013, 12:02 AM
Aw... I'm so sorry.
If you need I am here for you.

Shadow
March 11th, 2013, 12:12 AM
Uh hi.
I can't take this anymore... My brother just died and my mom left me and my dad. My boyfriend broke up with me and all my friends are gone.
What is wrong with me? Am I stupid? Ugly? Why do people hate me so much? Am I so insignificant that I just shouldn't exist?
I'm sure god has left me... He decided I'm no good obviously. Everything is falling apart.

And what's worse? I am going to be the one taking the fall.

I just need to die... I gotta work up the courage to just end it...

Shawna this is going to sound really cheesy but, you haven't lost all of your friends, you still have me and Grumpy and I will always be here for you. You just say the words and I will be there for you.

rocketsheep
March 11th, 2013, 03:35 PM
fffff